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Do You Remember?
by - yiseunggi
Note: I wish I can own Vocaloid T_T If I did, it's all a dream... *sigh*
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There was a time when I felt jealousy.
Master created me to become the first bilingual Vocaloid. I was happy. Master accepted me and improved me far more than any other Vocaloids in the past. It felt great. But years later, every other Vocaloid got improved excluding me. I felt terrible. It was like no one knew I existed at all. Every single day, I had to live while putting on a poker face acting like the 'nice' Luka everyone thought I am. I was a doll who people used and threw away. I was the paper that people scribbled on and threw away. I was the doll who everyone thought was pretty, but didn't look at clearly. Won't you come talk to me?
File 04: Harmony
I sat up from my bed with drops of liquid on my shirt and face. I felt terrible. But it was no big deal. This is normal for me. I got up and walked out of my room. It was like any other day, serving food for the household. Sighing, I slipped onto a pair of pink slippers while tying my hair up into a ponytail. What caught me off guard was the fact that Kaito was sitting on the dining table. Before he lost his memories, he would always be the last one up and skipping breakfast. But this Kaito was different. He was already dressed up (white sweater and blue jeans), ready to take on anything today while munching on a ice cream cone. His hair was wet and it dripped down the carpet making little dark dots on the floor. He looked up and saw me and waved.
"Good morning Lu- ka?" he raised his eyebrow in confusion.
Oh, I forgot about yesterday. I am now officially the 'baby sitter' for Kaito. Yay... How lucky...
I managed to spit out, "Good morning Kaito."
"Are... you okay?" He hesitated.
"What do you mean?" I sat down next to him pretending the read at the front cover of today's daily newspaper. In big bold font where no one could miss reading it said, 'RIN/LEN KAGAMINE MAKES RETURN!' Oh joy...
"You look like you... cried..."
"Huh? It's nothing."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
He startled me by wiping my cheeks with his thumb. "Your eyes are red... and your cheeks are wet. Did you have a bad dream?"
I slapped his hand away. "Stop it. Its none of your concern." It's his fault I'm feeling terrible in the first place.
"No, stop." He cupped my face with both hands and leaned close. "There's more tears on the other side."
His warm hand wiped off all of my dry tears. "It's okay to be afraid you know."
I froze.
What did he say? I stood up trembling and without thinking, I slapped him. His face turned to his left as his right cheek was bright red. If you look close enough, can see a hand print on his red cheek. He looked as shock as I was. My cover was blown. The nice, innocent Luka was now gone... forever. I wonder, if anyone else saw this side of me, will they hate me? Will they not like me? Am I considered useless? One person already saw my bad side. Of course he will hate me. Why did I slap him? He did nothing wrong...
"I'm sorry." I whispered. And with that, I turned to leave.
The day passed by slowly but I managed to survive. Just four more hours to go until tomorrow arrives. I was sitting on my bed in my pajamas, hugging my knees like there was no tomorrow. Yes, I was crying and trembling at the same time. But... I didn't know why. Why am I like this? I used to be loved. But now... it's complicated.
Someone knocked on my door. "Luka?"
It was a male. It sounded like Kaito but I didn't reply. He should just forget about me and go away. Eat all the ice cream in the world.
"Luka? Are you there?"
Please... won't you go away?
I heard a sigh coming from out the door. "Luka? Are you hungry? You didn't eat breakfast and lunch. Dinner past by hours ago."
Please go...
"I put a plate of soup in front of your door during lunch. You didn't eat it..." I could imagine him frowning while talking. "You're still alive... right?"
I...
"Pink hair, please talk."
I've always... wanted someone...
"Len said you like tuna. Do you want me to go buy you some?"
to say...
"Please open the door."
the simple words...
"Luka..."
to me...
"You're not alone."
My eyes zipped open. I faced the door like it was transparent and I could see him outside. It was so quiet that I could hear him breathing. Minutes past until he said,
"I'm sorry if I bothered you. I'll be in my room if you need me."
No... "No!" My voice cracked. I scrambled to to my feet and reached for the door knob. The door opened violently.
"Kai-" I grabbed his arm as he turned around surprised. There was no time to stop so I crashed into him and we both fell on the floor. His head and back slammed against the wall and I ended onto crashing into his chest. Our legs were tangled.
"Aughhh..." he winced. "Luka are you-" he stopped and looked at me in surprise. There I was, less than a inch away from him, hugging him.
"Luka?" Kaito seemed alarmed. "What's wrong?"
I didn't say anything back. All I did was mumble something random that even I couldn't understand. Here we are in the floor, the lights in the house off. Is he disgusted of me? Scared? Am I too heavy? Should I get off?
"I'm-"
"Shhhh." He used one hand to pat me on my back and the other brush my hair. "It's alright. I'm not afraid."
My eyes were closed and my head was turned sideways. My ear and hair were brushing against his chest. With my ear so close, I can... hear... his heartbeat...
Honestly, it make me jealous how he could talk to me in a melodic voice I couldn't copy. But... I also liked it when he did.
"Don't be afraid. I'm here."
We kept sitting in that position for what it felt like hours. Those blissful, wonderful hours, I didn't want this day to stop. I felt so... comfortable...
"Luka nee-san~" a voice sang. "We're back!"
"Why are all the lights off?" someone asked.
The lights flickered on and the rest of the Vocaloids came in. They saw us... in this awkward position. But I still didn't open my eyes.
"Lu... ka?" Miku said in disbelief.
"Kai... to?" Meiko whispered.
"Is she sleeping?" Len asked.
The room filled with silence. No one dared to say anything.
"Welcome back everyone." Kaito grinned as he talked.
That was when Rin walked in. "OHHHHHH~~~~ LUKA AND KAITO SITTING IN A TREE, K-I-S-S-I-N-G! FIRST COMES LOVE, THEN COMES MARRIAGE, THEN COMES-" Len slapped Rin in her arm. "Ow! Stupid Len, what was that for?"
"Be quiet! Luka nee-san's sleeping!" Len shoved Rin out the door to their rooms. Before he shut the door, he called out, "Good night everyone!" Everyone could hear Rin giggling in her room and Len telling her to be quiet. A fight broke out inside the room. Who knows who'll be the one that comes out alive tomorrow.
"We should put her to bed." Miku said. "Kaito, do you want us to help you?"
"No. I'm fine, let her be here."
"Wow... Luka acting like a child. That's not something you see everyday." Meiko chuckled. "Good luck bro."
Kaito laughed softly. I could feel his chest laughing along as I still pretended to sleep. My cheeks were turning red from Meiko's comment. Thank god my hair was covering my face.
"Good night Kaito!" Miku smiled. I heard footsteps walking away.
Before I really began to sleep, I heard Kaito whisper, "Good night Luka."
In a long time, I was sleeping while smiling.
This chapter is a bit hard to understand right? Errr... basically, Luka's thinking whats wrong with her and then later she wonders why Kaito's being all nice to her. She's surprised Kaito understands how she feels. I tried making her more humanish but kinda robotic too. Errr does that make sense? :/
ANYWAYS, yeah Luka kinda- no... errr... she acts kind of alot bitchy in this chapter. I can't help it though :O The story need to go with the flow. LOL does that make sense? Haha...
The ending of "Do You Remember?" has been kinda changed. It's mostly because I thought of better ideas. It's good to think of better ideas, but I don't really enjoy it when you think of something at an UNPLEASANT time. For an example, your in the middle of taking a IMPORTANT exam but then you think of something good for your story. So I have to write it down somewhere fast so I wont forget the idea. And another example is when you DON'T have ANY paper or pencil with or around you. So I gotta concentrate hard so I won't forget my idea T_T
Just a little FYI, the next chapter or the next next chapter will be the last chapter D: Yes I know... it's already ending... NOOOOO T_T
I'm glad/happy for the people who hung around to read this fanfic. It means alot for me. *bows* Thank you!
So... until next time, SEE YOU NEXT TIME!
