I walked in, well I ran in and went to the room that Dimitri was in. As soon as I saw him awake and sitting up I felt my broken heart being healed by his warm brown eyes looking indulgently at me. I smiled at him and he did the same.
God, that smile it made my heart start to beat at a faster rate.
Everything was put in place when he opened his arms and gestured me to get closer to him. I practically threw my self into his embrace. Being there in his arms just made feel like I was at home and not the lost little girl/walking zombie that I've been for the last couple of weeks.
I mean just walking in class sitting there and staring at the teacher as if I were really paying attention to whatever he's been saying when what I was really thinking was if Dimitri was going to be all right isn't exactly normal. And thank God that nobody said anything to me for that.
He hugged me so tight that I was having trouble breathing but I couldn't care less about it.
I inhale his scent and kissed him. He kissed me back and we didn't let go in a while. I was laughing and crying at the same time. Dimitri just looked happy to see me and pleased with himself.
A thousand emotions passed through me flowing like a river. I was happy because Dimitri was awake and almost everyone that was important already knew about us and didn't have a problem with it. I was still mad at Lissa because Dimitri almost died and she didn't want to save him, but most of all I was worried because I'm pretty sure that Alberta nor Kirova told my Mom about Dimitri and me.
If the Strigoi didn't kill Dimitri I was pretty sure that Janine Hathaway wouldn't hold back and she'd have the advantage over Dimitri because he was still healing from the Strigoi attack.
She'd take this as an invitation to kill. I'll have to move Dimitri back to his room. There at least I'll have the door to hold her back a little. I doubt that a door will actually keep her away for too long if she feels like killing Dimitri.
"Roza, Roza I love you too. God, I love you so much." He said his voice weak but there.
I looked up to him to see him smiling. "I love you too, so much." I said and he laughed.
"I know, I've been listening to every word you said." His expression changed. "I've been feeling so helpless because I couldn't move, I was paralyzed and it hurt me so much to hear you cry."
I gaped at him.
He'd been listening to every word that I've said in the last three weeks. I was so surprised that I only kissed him more. Then out of nowhere his body tensed and he pulled away.
When I opened my eyes to look at him I saw his Guardian mask on but I could still see that he was aware of my proximity.
"Roza" He said nervous.
Someone cleared his throat and I turned around to see Kirova leaning against the wall looking at us sternly and Alberta beside her frowning.
"Headmistress Kirova I can explain…" Kirova cut him off by raising her hand and Dimitri shut up instantly like a trained Russian Puppy.
Smiling I rolled my eyes at Kirova and suddenly her expression became amused. Alberta just shook her head and tried to hide a smile.
I turned back to Dimitri, he was looking back and forth between Alberta and Kirova with an anxious look in his eyes but his face remained composed.
"Guardian Belikov you shouldn't be screwing up" She was looking at me, and then turned to Dimitri again still amused. She was shoving my words back to me. "With your student right now because you're still healing, don't you think?"
Dimitri looked at me, frowned and then turned to Kirova.
"I'm… sorry?" He said apologetically and Kirova practically burst out laughing.
Dimitri took that as bad because he tried to pull away from me but at this moment I was stronger than him and didn't let him. He looked at me seriously and trying to shake some sense into me but I still didn't let go.
But I mean I do understand why he thought that Kirova's laughter was a bad sign. You don't see her laughing like that often and when she does… well lets just say that is not normal.
"They know" I said and his eyes widened, and then he looked at Kirova and Alberta. They both nodded.
"Don't worry Dimitri I have no objection for that." She said sincerely and I felt the anxiety leave Dimitri. He looked so relieved and the same time concerned.
"What's wrong?" I asked touching his arm.
"We wasted all our time trying to get over ourselves because of what people might think and on how we were supposed to be together and now we find out that they wouldn't have cared at all." I smiled wide-ranging and kissed him. He wrapped his free arm around my waist and pulled me closer. I tried to keep my distance between the cast and my body so I wouldn't hurt him but by his behavior I could tell that he couldn't have cared less at the moment.
"I think that you should wait till you're alone. I might change my mind." Kirova warned and we broke the kiss but I didn't pull away. I made my self comfortable beside Dimitri and for once Dimitri even looked childish with his wide grin across his face.
"Kirova just tell them and let's get this over with." Kirova said and Dimitri arched an eyebrow at them questioningly and Kirova sighed.
"We've lost many Guardians" she began and suddenly the air between all of us became neurotic. "Guardian Belikov I understand that you've been badly injured and that you have another priority right now but the academy's lacking Guardians."
"Get to the point Kirova" I snarled.
"Roza!" Dimitri exclaimed surprised for my behavior.
I however didn't regret it because I already knew that whatever she'd ask for wouldn't be good and there was no way in hell I was going to let her put Dimitri through anything that might hurt me. Kirova ignored me and continued as if I hadn't said anything.
"And I'm being forced to ask you to continue with your duties as Guardian on Monday morning." Forced, ha! She doesn't give a damn about Dimitri's health. She couldn't care less because who she really is concerned about are the Moroi's. I'm no fool and I know the truth but after all that's what all we Damphirs know. They always come first.
"Yes" Dimitri said at the same time I said "No"
I looked at him and he had that determined look on his face.
"You can't Dimitri. You're still…" He cut me off.
"A Guardian" He finished gently for me but that hadn't been what I was going to say.
"Yes but an injured one that if Strigoi attack will die if he doesn't takes care of himself first!" I snapped at him and the look of hurt in his eyes made me regret every single damn word. But he needed to understand that I loved him so much to lose him like that. The time that I spent without knowing if he was alive, dead, or turned into Strigoi had been the worst of my life and I definitely didn't want to go through all that again.
If I had to go through all that again I swear that I'll kill my self.
"Roza" He said gently and tucked a lock of my hair behind my ear. His touch made me feel a little dazed and the anger slipped away leaving me with only guilt. I wasn't being fair.
"I'm sorry Dimitri" I said like a little girl after being yelled at. Dimitri kissed my forehead and nodded. "But you just can't go back to your duties that soon. You have to…"
"I'll be fine" He said. "You don't have to worry about me at all." Then he looked at Kirova. "I'll report to you Monday morning" He said and Kirova nodded.
"Dimitri…" I began again but he silenced me with a kiss.
While kissing Dimitri I heard Kirova and Alberta leaving the room.
"They're just so funny like that…" Alberta was saying amused.
Thank you guys for your awsome Reviews i hope you like tha story because I'm not sure is that goo but anyways.
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I have a surprise for all of you about Rose, she's chnaging isn't she? I mean her personality.
I'm not going to be able to update till Tuesday because on monday we have to take the Reading test and the 8th graders will be at one class rroom the whole day so I won't be able to post but on tuesday I'll put two or three chapers, that if I get good reviews guys.
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And yes I am 14 years old if you were wondering when I said that I'm an eight grader. Sorry to disappoint you.
