IM SO SO SORRY! I have been crazy busy and i know i said this would be out the same day as the last chapter it is just I re-wrote it. So ya. Please enjoy. I will try my hardest to get them out sooner but i have a show comeing up in two weeks so we are crazy busy. anyway Read and Review thanks :D

story time!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It was Sunday Kurt went out with Blaine Finn was with Rachel and Burt and Carole were out also so it was just Katie. Alone. Which is how she felt all the time she just never showed it. Katie was scrolling through her Facebook page and saw

"If only Katie Hummel wasn't such a freak maybe she would be popular. I mean if her hair wasn't red and she didn't dress the way she did and took out the piercings. Maybe it would make her look more attractive*hint hint*LOSER" Written by someone. Katie looked at the comments
"I think it would be a step I the right direction to make her somewhat attractive but her being fully attractive is like IMPOSSIBLE but maybe she wouldn't look like such a loser that is craves attention." Someone posted. She broke down crying she got up and looked into her mirror poked and picked out her flaws. That's when she got dressed really fast grabbed her money ran to the nearest store and bought what she needed.

It was not Monday morning, Katie looked at the box of stuff quickly ran to the bathroom and started. She hated the smell but it was worth it. Once that was done she ran to her closet a dug out the most hated box it was labeled "girly girl stuff" she sighed and opened it. Dug through it till she found the perfect dress. She sighed and got ready. She didn't feel herself, but oh well. She walked down stairs to see her family. She smiled at them it was a fake smile she hated herself like this or like anything.

"Good morning"

"Umm. Katie what happened to you. "Kurt asked

"What I dyed my hair and I'm wearing a dress "She said and sat down

"I can see that but why "He asked her concerned about his sister

"Because I can "She told him nicely stood up and got herself some fruit.

"Oh ok" Kurt said and raised his eyebrows. Once they were done eating Kurt and Katie got there bags and went to Kurt's car." Ok why you really did this" Kurt asked her

"Because I can and want to" She told her brother.

"Katie you were fine the way you were "

"Whatever just drive please?"

They got to school early because they had a glee thing in the morning. Finn came in right after them .As Katie walked in everyone's mouth dropped.

"K-Katie is that you "Rory asked her. She nodded

"What did you do to your hair?" Blaine asked coming over to them and played with the now blonde hair.

"I dyed it "She told him with a smile. Kurt sighed

"Hey I will be right back "he ran out. Katie sat next to Rory and smiled.

"Heyse smiled and looked at him

"HI "he said with no personality in his voice

"What is wrong "she asked him

"Nothing just the girl I like is changing" he said. "And I miss the old her" Katie being Katie didn't get it.

"Oh that sucks."

And the day went on like every day. Until lunch, Katie walked into the lunch room and she heard it."YOUR STILL UGLY KATIE" and everyone at the table laughed and yelled yes" GO GET SUGARY TO FIX YOUR FACE" again laughter and agreement. No one from glee was in the lunch room at that point so Katie ran out.

Later that day, Katie walked into the choir room blank faced. She didn't feel too well today. She didn't want to talk to anyone she didn't want to see anyone she just wanted to go home and cry.

"Hey Katie what's wrong" Rory walked over to her. She sighed she started to develop a crush on Rory but he would never like her so she gave up on it.

"Nothing"

"Are you sure you can talk to me about anything." He told her

"I'm sure "she said getting kind of angry

"Promise" he asked

"I AM FINE!" She screamed everyone looked at her "WHAT ARE YOU ALL LOOKING AT" She yelled walked out of the choir room crying. She broke it was just too much she didn't know what to do so she ran a little bit and just slid down the lockers curled her knees into her chest. She knew her make up looked like a mess but she didn't care. She heard footsteps coming out, she thought it would be Kurt.

"Go away Kurt I'm fine."

"I'm not Kurt but if you want your real brother I get it."She looked up and saw Finn

"What" she asked him sobbing

"What is wrong Katie you are usually so strong what has happened. "Finn asked sitting next to her.

"Nothing just don't feel good and when I don't feel good I just snap" Katie lied right through her teeth.

"Oh ok I will call Burt and have him come get you." He told her she nodded. Katie sat in front of the school till she saw her dad.

"Hey Katie bug you ok" He asked when she got in the car.

"Ya, just don't feel good I just need to take a nap. "She told her dad. He nodded and drove her home. Once inside Katie walked into her room, shut the door, locked it and started crying. She walked over to her mirror she had a picture of her natural hair her red hair and her now blonde hair she printed them all this morning. She compared them all the natural hair she was before a long time before she moved before everything red hair was a week before she moved. She diced that she wanted a change so that's what she did she got her lip pierced again and started wearing the hops went on a shopping trip and bought a whole new style of clothes. But brought along all her other clothes. She sighed and started sobbing. She sat on her bed opened her lap top and started looking through her photos from when she was little ones with her and Kurt ones before everything happened. She heard a knock on her door.

"Go away" she told them.

"Katie I'm not going away till you talk to me" she was shocked at who it was. It wasn't her dad or her brother but it was Finn. She slowly got up and opened the door.

"What do you want "she asked him sitting on her bed. He followed her and sat next her.

"Katie I know we just met and we don't know each other but I can tell when something is wrong with people. What is going on "He asked his step sister? Katie looked at him got up and looked out in the hallway making sure that no one was there then shut the door.

"You want to know what's wrong. As much as I missed and as much as I love my brother I feel like it was a mistake coming here all that has happened is I have been getting bullied to the point where I change who I am to try and be perfect. "She told him. "That's why I changed who I was before I came here .I was never like I was as red haired me either that was me trying to fit in. Kurt knew how the new me acted. But the true me dressed in dresses and vintage stuff and loved tan colors. I just can't win no matter what I happens end up getting it wrong. Yes I did have my lip pierced before just one side and no hope. I just hate what I have been doing to myself I just want to go back to the Katie I was before moving. "She fell onto her bed head in hands sobbing. Finn wrapped her in his arms like an older brother would and held her tight.

"Katie just be you. The Katie before you came her the Katie you truly are. The Katie that you want to be "He told her as she sobbed into his chest

"I don't know who "the real Katie is anymore "I have changed her so much that it's all jumbled together." She told Finn. Finn looked down at her.

"Well then I'm gonna help you find the Katie that you want to be. And that is a promise. I just want to see my step-sister smile again." He told her

"Then can we go and get me some hair color remover this blonde is bother the crap out of me. I feel like Barbie." Katie laughed and wiped her eyes. Finn nodded and stood up offering his hand to help her up.

"Of course." He laughed.

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It was the next day Katie didn't eat dinner last night because she was so tired. So she had her natural hair color back. So when she woke up she looked in the mirror and saw her lip rings sitting on the desk. She sighed and picked them up and put them in. She smiled at herself, it felt like things were falling in place. But she knew the moment she thought that her life was going good it would kick her right back down if not harder. But for now she was going to enjoy the up side. She walked over to her closet and picked her outfit out. Something just normal. She did her make and walked down stairs. "Good morning" she said in a sing song voice.

"Whoa Katie is that your natural hair color. "Carole asked.

"It is "She smiled and sat next to her brother .It felt weird to not be un-comfortable. Not to be in her skirts and not in her "odd" clothes.

"It looks really nice. I can now see how much you and Kurt look alike. It truly is kind of weird" she laughed and sat down at the table. For once Katie could go through a whole breakfast without being silent she actually talked.

Kurt, Finn and Katie all left at the same time that day. It was nice to finally feel close to Finn they maybe step-siblings. They walked into the school Finn was greeted with a kiss from Rachel they held hands and Kurt was greeted with a hug and a kiss on the cheek from Blaine. The five of them laughed as they walked down the hall. They all split up when Katie said she had to run to the bathroom before class. Katie smiled more than she ever had. As she walked to class she started to think about Rory. About how cute he was, sure they didn't talk much but he was still really sweet and cute and adorable. She smiled to herself as she walked down the hallway in her own little world when she felt something ice cold hit her face she realized she was slushed. She just smiled at the person as she wiped her face off. Licked her lips and chuckled.

"Thank you I was feeling a little tired today. Cherry good choice is taste really good." she told them as she walked off to the bathroom smiling. She walked into the big stall and changed her clothes. Walked out saw he make up was a little messed up so she brought out her make up touched it up and walked out of the bathroom still smiling. She was just having a good day no slushy is going to change that. She went to her locker and put her slushed clothes in there and got her books out. When she closed her locker she saw Rory standing at his locker so she walked over to him.

"Hey Rory" she smiled at him

"Hey whoa Katie is that you" he asked

"It sure is"

"You look amazing. I see how you Kurt look alike now."

"Everyone see it now it is weird. Do you really think I look amazing?" she asked him leaning on the lockers

"I sure do." He said with his amazing accent. "More than amazing, perfect." Katie blushed and turned her head into the lockers to hide her face. They both laughed when she did that. They talked about random stuff before the bell rang. They hugged and walked away.

Then when lunch came around, glee club was at their usual table couples by each other. Katie got her lunch and sat down next to Kurt who was on her right and Rory who was on her left. The chit chat stopped when Katie sat down.

"Katie is that your natural hair color?" Mike asked. Katie nodded

"I like it a lot better than the blonde you looked like a Barbie doll and it was weird." Santana told her. And the chit chat started again.

"So Katie as much as I hate to say wants me to tell you that you got the solo for sectionals and get to choose your duet partner. You also can pick the songs." Rachel told Katie "I know I was kind of rude to you the first day you were here and I'm sorry. I was just jealous of your voice. And that never happens." Rachel said.

"That is amazing and its ok don't worry about it. And that is really cool" Katie said and then took a bite of food. She felt arms go around her she looked over to see Rory hugging her. She hugged him back and blushed.

"Of for the love of everyone at the table please just get together" Santana yelled at them and threw her roll at them and laughed. That made them blush and look away. Katie bit her lip and started eating. After lunch Katie threw her trash away and saw Rory.

"Hey Rory. "She smiled at him

"Hey Katie" he smiled back and her when he talked his accent was think. Katie nearly died.

"Did I ever tell you I love your accent" She asked him

"No but thank you"

"Wanna know a secret?" she asked him

"Uhh sure"

"Well I lived in Kentucky when I was I eight grade but before I lived in Tennessee so I have a southern accent. I just learned to hide it."She told him

"No way" he said as they walked down the hallway together.

"It's true" she said "ready?" she asked him. Rory nodded." Hi Rory" she said with a thick country accent.

"Whoa"

"I know right "she said again

"That is really an amazing accent"

"Thanks but yours is better." Katie blushed. The bell rang, they both sighed

"See you in glee" Rory shouted over his shoulder to her.

"Yeah see you then."

Katie got through the rest of the day. When the final bell rang she ran to the library and printed something out. Sheet music.

In glee club Katie was smiling and laughing. She was sitting with her brother Blaine Rory Finn and Rachel. They were laughing at a stupid joke Finn told. Katie rolled her eyes at her step-brother. They talked for another five minutes when walked.

"Good afternoon guys." He smiled and set his stuff down his chair. "How are you all?" He asked them. He got just mumbled response. "Ok to start off" He got cut off by Katie.

"Umm may I say something?" she asked standing up he nodded and said of course. "As you all can tell I have had an off week. I went from having red hair and being sassy to have Blonde hair and dressing not like myself. Well neither of those people. This girl in front of you right now is me. I'm insure I hate everything about myself apart from my eyes. I used to self-harm I used to no eat or if I ate too much I would drink warm salt water to get the empty feeling back. I know what you're thinking all this, I'm lying no fourteen year old knows how that feels. While believe what you want. But I swear to you it's all true. Why do think when I dressed the way I did when I moved her. To hide my scars, why do think I would always eat small amount at lunch because my stomach isn't used to so much food. It was just hard to get told that you're never enough for anything by someone you thought was your friend. So what do you do when that happens you change who you are to try and be enough. But I'm just done, no more not being me. I gonna be me till the day I die now." She smiled and grabbed something out of her bag passed it out to the band." I don't want anyone to ever feel the way I did. And if you do know its ok not to be ok." She said and nodded at the band.

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...

Why am I doing this to myself?

Losing my mind on a tiny error,

I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...

"no,no, no, no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay...

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.

Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

Just be true to who you are

(Who you are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?

I forgot what to do to fit the mould , yeah!

The more I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah

Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars!

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.

But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no, egos

Fake shows like woah

Just go, and leave me alone

Real talk real life

Good love goodnight

With a smile that's my home

That's my home

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.

Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

Just be true to who you are

Who you are

Katie was crying in the end. Everyone in glee went over to her and gave her a hug.