Aha Okayy, So as I said last chapter, i'll tell about the BTR concert I went to this summer. If you don't wanna read about it.. then don't read! Okay so on August 3rd, BTR had a Concert at my State Fair, & my dad said I can go for my birthday which was 1 month before the concert! So I had 7th row which was so close to the stage! It was AMAZING :D I had my Carlos' Shirt on and a made a sign that said 'Carlos I heart you' on one side and "' with a arrow pointing down at me on the other side. & When Carlos saw my sign, HE BLEW A KISS TO ME! I almost fainted! I Love Him SOO Much! Oh yeah and they brung CIARA BRAVO Out! Cause she lives in my state! That awesome! Well yup, I cried when the came out! And I especially cried more when I saw my husband Carlos (: Lol. Well okay, theres that. Now here's chapter 4!
That night...
It was about 11:55 and everyone was already in there rooms. James, Kendall, and Logan were all upstairs. Carlos was in his room and I was in mine. I wasn't really tired, but all my lights were off so I was just laying in bed playing apps on my iPod. All of a sudden my door opened and Carlos came in.
"Hey babe." He said as he came to sit next to me. I sat up in my bed.
"Hey Carlos," I said scooting closer to him. "So did James have a talk with you?" I asked him. I feel bad that James had to find out by seeing us. Anyother thing I would always come to him first, but when it came to boys he was the last person I would wanna come too.
"Yup," Carlos said. "He just was talking to me about how I better treat you right, and that your sensitive and all that kinda stuff."
"I'm not sensitive!" I quickly said. Well, I am sensitive. But how did James know that? Well probaly all those times he caught me crying my eyes out for a boy. Carlos just stared at me for a few seconds then smiled, "Yeah you are!" He said. I just smiled, "Okay maybe I am." I admitted. Carlos just looked at me and smiled. He put his arm around me and we both laid down in my bed, he had his arm around me and my head was resting on this chest. If James caught us in here together laying down, he'd kill me. But James is upstairs, so I don't really have anything to worry about. And besides, it's not like we're going to have sex. Me and Carlos only been together for one day, but I don't know why I just feel like i've known him forever, he feels the same. Kendall and Logan already considered me there 'baby sister'.
"Are you tired?" Carlos asked me, looking down at me and smiling.
"Nope, are you?" I asked him.
"No. Why do you think i'm here with you." He smiled. I looked up at him and we started kissing. After we broke the kiss, we just laid there cuddling. I loved cuddling, out of all my boyfriends, Carlos is the best cuddler.
"Wanna watch a movie?" I asked him as I sat up on my bed.
"Sure," He said. "I'll put it on." He said as he sat up too.
"No, I will. I have to get up to put my hair up anyway." I got up. I have some long hair that goes down to about my butt. It was a light brown and it was in long layers. I don't really like having it down cause it's always all over the place, unless it's for a special occasion, it's always up in a high bun or high ponytail. I got up and quickly grabbed a random movie I found and put it on. Then I walked to the mirror and put my hair in a high sloppy bun.
"I look ugly right now." I whined as I sat down on my bed next to Carlos. I was in sweats, long crazy socks, A tank top, and my hair was in a high bun. I usually don't care how I look in front of boys. My passed boyfriends are always used to me dressing in sweats and uggs and no make-up.
"You look beautiful. Now c'mon." Carlos said putting his arm around my neck and pulling me down to lay with him with my head on his chest like we were earlier.
"You don't care if I dress all in sweats and pajamas in front of you, do you?" I asked looking up at him. Some boys really don't care, but other's do. Some boys like to have there girlfriends all dressed up. I will dress up though, when he go on dates. But since I live with Carlos, he'd have to get used to it anyways.
"Of course not, whether your dressed up or not, your still pretty." He said as he kissed my head. I smiled and put my arm around his stomach.
About 30 minutes into the movie, me and Carlos fell asleep.
The Next Morning...
I woke up this morning with Carlos next to me. He had his arm around me and my heade was on his chest. I looked at the clock which said 10:25. Oh no! If James finds out Carlos slept in my room he's gonna kill me! He's gonna assume we did something, when we cleary didn't.
"Carlos wake up!" I gently shook him awake. Carlos woke up.
"What's wrong babe?" He asked, as he got up and rubbed his eyes.
"Nothing. But if James see's that you slept in here with me he's gonna get mad!" I said.
"He's not gonna get mad. We didn't do anything." Carlos said half asleep still. I just sighed and got up and looked threw my closet for an outfit for the day. Before I knew it, James walked in. Oh no, I thought. He looked at me, then at Carlos, then back at me.
"Did he sleep in here with you?" He quickly asked me with a serious look on his face. I just nodded my head yes. "Why?" He asked.
"We were watching a movie and we fell asleep." I told him.
"Don't lie. Did you guys do anything!" James asked jumping to conclusions. James always did that! I hate when he does that.
"James why do you always jump to conclusions! We did NOTHING! I'm not like that. We were just cuddling while watching a movie, then we fell asleep! Big deal!" I said getting kinda mad.
"James, we really didn't do nothing." Carlos said, fully awake finally. James sighed, "Okay, I believe you guys." He walked out.
"Wellll, I'm going to go to the bathroom and change." I said as I grabbed my clothes and was about to walk out. "Why don't you just change in here?" Carlos said before I got the chance to walk out. Why don't I just change in here? I mean it's not like i'm gonna be fully naked, I was going to have underwear and a bra on. "Uh, I don't know. I'll just change in here." I said. I really didn't feel awkward changing in front of him, I mean his my boyfriend. Even though we just started dating, It just feels like we've been together for a long time. I changed into my black skinny jeans, white graphic tee, and my grey and black vans.
"Can you go get me a shirt, and pants from my room?" Carlos asked me, he was still laying down. "I don't feel like getting up." He finished.
"Lazy!" I joked, he just smiled. I walked into his room which was really suprisingly clean. I looked threw his closet looking for a shirt and some pants. I picked out a plaided button up blue and white shirt, and some black jeans. I walked back into my room and gave them to him. He finally got up and took his shirt off. Whooah did he have a body. He noticed me staring, "I see you looking." He laughed. I just blushed and smiled. He walked towards me still shirtless and gave me a huge hug and kissed me. He walked back to his clothes and finished changing. After he got done changing I quickly brushed my hair and put it in a high ponytail. As I was looking in the mirror fixing my hair Carlos grabbed me from behind hugging me by my waist and he gave me a kiss on the neck. Me and Carlos walked out of my room, him still hugging me from behind.
"Awwww,!" Kendall smiled as he saw us. I blushed and smiled. Carlos kissed me on the cheek and let me go as he walked into the kitchen to get something to eat.
"Are you hungry babe?" He asked me as he searched the fridge. "Nah, not really." I replied, sitting on the couch next to James. Ever since my parents passed away, I haven't been eating alot. After they died, I went into a great depression. Well, until I got here. All the guys have gotten me out of the depression I was in. I just haven't been eating normally.
"So what's up for today guys?" I asked.
"Well, we hafto go to Rocque Records in a bit to pick up some lyric sheets for a new song Gustavo wrote. It shouldn't take that long." James said as he flipped threw channels on Tv.
"Well, Allie. I was kinda hoping me and you could spend the day together." Carlos suggested. I smiled at that idea. Being with Carlos made me happy, like I never felt before with any other guy.
I smiled. "That sounds amazing babe." I could tell by James' face that he didn't like the idea of me and Carlos being a couple. But, what was he going to do?
After all the guys finished eating, they all started putting there sweaters on. "I'll see you ina bit babe." Carlos said as he approached me with a soft kiss on the lips.
"We'll be back later." James said, kissing me on the forehead.
"Okay, bye guys." I said laying on the couch.
"Bye," Logan and Kendall said as they walked out. I sighed of bordem, turned the Tv off and walked into my room shutting the door behind me. I layed down on my bed and closed my eyes.
About thirty minutes later...
I woke up to Carlos laying down next to me, he had his arm around me and was watching the T.v. in my room. I sat up and looked around. "Did I fall asleep?" I asked. I wasn't trying to go to sleep, I was just gonna take like a five minute nap.
"Uh, yeah sorta." Carlos laughed. I got up from my bed, while Carlos was turning the T.v. off. As I was about to open the door to get out of my room, James opened it and came in.
"Allie, while we were at Rocque Records, I got a call from our aunt Veronica" James said looking sad. My aunt Veronica offered to take me in, but James refused and still thought I should move with him. I didn't really want to move in with my Aunt Veronica, but I didn't want to move from New York. But now that I think of it, I'm glad I did. I have James, Carlos, Kendall, and Logan here for me. And there the best.
"What'd she say?" I asked him.
"Well, she said that there shipping mom and dads ashes over here to have a funeral here for them." He said, his eyes starting to get teary. Ever since I got here, James hasn't cried about our parents. I know he's trying to stay strong for me. Now that he brought our parents up, my eyes are getting teary as well.
"Oh. So is she coming to LA?" I asked him. My eyes getting more watery. They were burning. I could feel it, I could feel that I was going to start crying. Everytime someone brung up my parents, I would start crying. Ever since I got here, none of the guys brought them up. They were trying to get my mind off them, not forget them. Just keep my mind off of it so I wouldn't be sad and depressed. They did a great job. I wasn't depressed after I arrived. James nodded to my question. "Yeah, I few of our family from New York are coming for it." He said. He noticed I was going to start crying, so he came up to me and gave me a huge hug. It was going to be great to see some of my family from back in New York, but it's going to be a very sad and depressing moment.
"W-When's the funeral?" I cried. James let me go and looked down at me. I could see the tears building up in his eyes, he wasn't crying yet, but he was close.
"This Saturday." He replied. He pulled me back into a hug. I cried on his shoulder for a while before he let me go. He gave me a quick glance and walked out. I knew he was crying, I saw tears running down his smooth cheek. I know he just left because he didn't want me to see him cry. As a big brother, he want's to be strong in front of me. I sat on my bed just thinking of my parents, thinking of everything that happened that night. Carlos scooted closer to me and pulled me close to him.
"It's okay babe." He said trying to comfort me. He stroked my cheek and wiped the tear that was running down from it. He held me tight in his arms comforting me. I calmed myself down and tried to stop crying. He looked down at me, "Are you okay?" He said kissing me on the head. I sniffed and wiped the few tears that were left from my eyes. "Yeah, i'm fine." I said still sorta crying. We sat there for a while, he was still holding me tight in his arms. Carlos was making me feel much better. His muscular arms wrapping tight around me. I could smell his cologne. My head was resting on his shoulder. I love when he holds me tight like that.
"C'mon, let's go do something. Let's get your mind off of it." Carlos said softly as he looked down at me. I nodded my head in agreement. I got up and walked to my mirror. My eyes we're big, red, and puffy. You can tell right away I was crying, I was starting to get a big headache. I grabbed a tissue from the tissue box on my drawer and wiped my eyes. I looked down, realizing there was a picture frame of my parents sitting on my drawer. I didn't even know that was there. Where did that come from? My eyes started burning up again. Carlos noticed me looking down at the picture. He got up and took one of my hands and pulled me close to him. He had his arm's around my waist. My head reached about up to his chin. He pushed my head down on him so I was resting on his shoulder. "C'mon, let's go." He said as we both walked out of my room.
Kendall and Logan were both sitting on the couch, looking worried. "W-Where's James?" I asked them.
"He's upstairs in his room." Kendall replied, getting up from the couch walking towards me with his arms reached out. He gave me a big hug and kissed me on the forehead. I'm pretty sure him and Logan could see that I was crying. I hugged him back, then pulled away.
"Is there any medicine?" I asked. "Why? What's wrong?" Logan got up and asked. Logan has always wanted to be a doctor from what James told me, so i'm sure he was the one taking care of anyone if the were sick. But all I have is a headache from crying.
"Nothing, my head just hurts." I replied putting a hands on my head. I wasn't warm or anything, I just had a headache. That's it. Logan walked into the kitchen and opened a cabinet. "Here's some Advil," He said as he took a small container out of the cabinet. He walked over to the fridge and took out a water bottle. "Here, take two." He handed me 2 small pills and a waterbottle. I put them in my mouth and drunk some water and swallowed it. "Thanks." I said as I set my water bottle down.
"Well, me and Allie are going to go do something," Carlos said as he held my hand. "I don't think James know's so, if she ask's for Allie let him know she's with me."
"Okay." Logan replied.
Okay, so this chapter was getting sorta long. But is anyone reading? Please Review!
