Chapter Four: My Fault

Cody had gotten released from the hospital two weeks ago. The day after he'd gotten into a fight with Tommy. Cody had suffered a broken nose from that, while odd suffered nothing. He was ready to face the world again. Or at least he thought he was.

"Hi." Cody smiled at Janice whom was walking down the street as him.

"Don't talk to me. I hate you." She said disgusted. Jessica turned from her friend Cindy to see Cody/.

"And I really, really hate you." She stuck her nose in the air and walked away with her sisters.

"What?" Cody whispered to himself.

Everyone Ignores Me Now

I Would Turn Back But I Don't Know How

I Walk These Streets Sad And Alone

I Have No One To Call My Own

Cody continued up the street. His friend Warren was at a magazine rack on the side of the road.

"Hi Warren." Cody smiled.

"Why would you even show your face in public? Everyone hates you." Warren said. He started to walk away, but Cody grabbed his arm.

"Why?" He asked firmly, his voice shook.

"You killed Max plus-"

"What? No I didn't. Toby did it!

"It was your fault! You did it! You killed her! And now you killed Zack too!" Warren screamed.

Cody's couldn't control him self. He threw his fist out and smashed it into Warren's nose. Blood flew.

"Don't you ever say I killed him again. It's not right and it's not nice!" Cody screamed, attracting attention from people passing by.

"Well, sometimes the truth isn't." Warren said bitterly, before walking away.

I Have Cried Alot Of Tears

I Have Suffered Through Many Years

I Have No One To Run To

I Need You, I Want You

Cody ran, he slapped the tears from his eyes. He ran as hard and as fast as he could.

'It is my fault.' He thought as he ran. 'I did kill him. It's my damn fault. I could have done something, anything, but I didn't. I just let him die. He just died, in my arms." Cody stopped in front of Zack's tombstone.

I Wonder If You Look Down On Me

God Knows I Don't Deserve Your Pity

I Killed You, I Let You Go

Will You Forgive Me

How Will I Know

He couldn't sty here. He ran again. This time he didn't stop until he was inside the suite.

"Cody we have to talk." Carey said. "What's wrong?" She noticed his tears.

"Everyone blames me for Zack! They all hate me! I understand though, I'm a killer. I could have saved him, I could have-" Cody stopped and let his tears take over.

"No hunny! no, sweetheart it wasn't your fault. Don't think that." Carey said taking Cody in a hug.

Remembering What He Said

Before He Was Dead

I Wish I Could Turn Back Time

I Committed This Awful Crime

Cody let go of his mother.

"I did do it." He sniffled.

"No hunny, Todd did." Carey whispered into his ear.

"But I knew. The whole time." Cody cried.

"Knew what?" She asked backing away.

"I knew that Zack was going to be killed. I didn't say anything so that I wouldn't die. It's my fault I could have stopped it. i knew. I found Sherry in our room once, she told me." Cody cried.

"Get out!" Carey demanded. "Get the hell out of my house!"

Cody felt his legs moving, but he didn't feel like he was moving them. He ran out of the hotel. His eyes full of tears.

And Now I Say Goodbye

Alone I Run, Alone I Cry

Will You Love Me

Now I Wish I'd Been The One To Die

A/N- Surprised? Well, don't be, you should have known that Cody knew something. Lol. I was kidding, I gave no clues to this. But it is really happening. If you think this is bad, you just wait. Alone is a word that Cody would want to be. I love you guys for reviewing! You wanna know what to except next chapter? Expect a sad song from Carrie Underwood. It's about a guy she loved, but if it's Cody's POV, it will sound like he's talking bout Zack. I think it's called "Starts With Goodbye." I'm not positive though. Thanks guys! Also, yes I wrote the peom. It was hurried, so its not perfect. I hope you like it though!