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Chapter 4
I knew that deep in my heart that if I had said something back there my life would not be the same thing as it was today. I knew that I had to keep this secret that is holding me back from doing a lot in my up coming high school years. It wasn't like I didn't want to tell anyone, it's just the fact if I did tell someone I would be dead in the next twenty four hours. I just wish that there was someone in this world who would understand what I am going through and could help me through this unstable process. But now since I walked out of the counselor's office I knew that I was going to be in there more often than I thought so. I started to cry knowing that my life could be simple turned upside down if the news got about my secret.
"Rin, wait up I need to talk to you." Len said running with his life.
"Just leave me alone Len, I don't want to talk to anybody right now!" I said with a muffled tone.
"Are you crying Rin?"
"What does it matter to you if I am crying, you never cared about me before!" I said as I just collapsed on the cold concrete floor of the school.
"Rin do not move I will be there in two seconds."
I Never Answered him and I don't remember ever going home as the matter of fact. All I know is that I am not in the security of my nice warm room.
"Where… Where am… am… I….I…. At?" I said
"Don't worry Rin, you are safe with me. Now are you ok?" The undefined voice said.
"Len, is that you in front of me?" I said
"Yes, Rin it is; can you see me?" Len said
"No, I can't everything is so blurry to me; is there something wrong with Len?" I said now scared. I knew that if couldn't see that it would be the end of me. I tried with all my might to figure out where Len was at. I was reaching at the brink of life and death trying not to go that far.
"Rin, can you tell my exactly what happened, because you have been acting weird lately?" Len said with concern.
"Len, like I told you before I don't want to talk about it. It is real hard for me to talk about; if I do it will not be a pretty sight for sore eyes."
"You know that you can tell me anything Rin, you can totally trust me with this. It's not like that I am going to tell the next person that I see. I am totally different from every other guy that you know. Just tell me what's wrong, I bet you that I can help with whatever problem that you have."
"It's not that easy for me Len to just walk around and tell everybody my secret. If I said anything about it, I would be dead as soon as I got home. I want to be able live the next couple day's without any harm coming my way. Just let me tell you that it won't be that easy to get it out of me, but you can try."
"Ok Rin, Does your mom have any part in this?"
"Yes Len, she does." I said. I knew that I was going to regret everything that was said.
"Rin, Has anything bad in the last couple days happen to you?"
"No, not anything lately Len."
"What has she done to you Rin?" Len said with honest concern.
"If I tell you Len, will you promise not to say a word to no one?"
"Yes, I promise Rin; you have my word."
"Well…."
