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Chapter 03 - Realisation
They walked in silence. Neither spoke a word about the kiss. They just exchanges causalities as they bought some clothes for Ed and groceries for a small dinner. As they got into Roy's house Ed put the things away they had bought and started the dinner while Roy changed from his uniform. The teenager sighed heavily, the memory of the kiss - his first - lingering in his mind. He touched his lips and smiled wondering what he should do. Roy hadn't said a word about it and Ed couldn't find the courage. He sighed filling a pot with water for the potatoes. He took a pan from the cabinet feeling Roy's presence in the room. He turned around and looked into Roy's good eye - he seemed kind of sad.
"I'm sorry for this afternoon. I didn't know what had come to my mind." Ed was taken aback. He wasn't sorry for the kiss Roy had given him. He just didn't know what would come now.
"I... I..." He was at loss of words.
"If you wish we could forget that it..."
"Don't!" Ed had thrown the pan to the floor. His shoulders were hanging down. "When you say that you're sorry you say it was wrong... and I don't want it to be wrong." His voice was soft at the end, more a whisper than anything else. Roy was stunned. He had thought of every possible way Ed would react but this one was most likely the one he had suggested at least.
"Ed, do you mean that you're not angry that I kissed you?" The teenager shook his head. Roy felt relieved. He approached the blonde who still stood there hunched forward. Roy took him in his arms embracing the light shaking young man. "Ed, I'm so glad. I didn't know you would feel this way. The same way I do." He kissed him on the top of his head. Ed relaxed more and more in the hug. They stood there a while until they heard the boiling of the water. Ed broke free and his attempt to rescue the vegetables was comical and lightened the mood in their kitchen. Roy couldn't hold his laughter back. Ed turned around angry at first but Roy's laughter made him smile.
They ate in silence but this silence was comfortable. After washing the dishes they sat in front of the heath. Roy read the newspaper and Ed laid his head on Roy's lap reading the bottom of the page Roy was reading.
"Roy?"
"Yes Edward?" The young man swallowed trying to voice what he was thinking.
"What happens now?" Roy blinked several times and looked down at the innocent face of the blonde.
"What do you mean Edward?" He really didn't know what to think of the question. Ed got up from his spot on Roy's lap.
"I mean what are we now? Are we together now? Will I stay here or should I move out..."
"Ed."
"Should we tell anybody or is it a secret..."
"Ed!"
"...I mean I'm not your subordinate anymore but it will be bad, wouldn't it? I mean mmmpfmmm..." Roy silenced Ed with a forceful kiss which let Ed speechless.
"So now I know how to silence you." He breathed slowly and got a glare from Ed. "First of all Edward: I don't want you to move out. It would be cruel for both of us. Secondly: I think you could say we are together now as you and I feel the same way and I want to explore this what we just discovered and last but not least: We don't have to make it a secret, Ed." He cubed Ed's cheeks and kissed him more lightly.
"But what's with the military and your reputation. Not to forget the women." Ed was half hysteric by now and if Roy haven't felt so annoyed by Ed's rant he would find it endearing.
"It's okay Ed. It's not so unusual for two men to be in a relationship and you're not the military anymore so that's no problem and for the women..." Roy swallowed and bit his bottom lip. "I wasn't as straight as I wanted everyone else to think." Ed was stunned by Roy's confession.
"That's something new. But all the rumours in Central and East City, they all were..."
"Just rumours Edward. Maes helped me with all this." Ed fell silent as Roy mentioned the man who was something like a 'father' to him. Roy looked concerned. "Ed?" The blonde looked up.
"Sorry. I just thought that I never visited his... grave." He bit his bottom lip.
"We could visit him and Gracia and Elicia, too." Ed nodded and smiled. Roy really loved this smile. You look so beautiful when you do that. He stroked over Ed's hair and curled a lock of the blond hair around his finger. Ed eyes were half lidded and his face held a pinkish blush. Roy got closer, his mouth half opened. They closed the distant in a longing kiss. Roy's hands roamed over Ed's sides and under his shirt. He could still feel the scar where the Automail had been. They broke the kiss for much needed air. Ed's lips were already swollen from the kiss but he wanted more. As they kissed again Ed could feel Roy's tongue licking on Ed's lower lip asking for entrance which was granted. Their tongues took turns in exploring the other's mouth.
Ed's hands were still on Roy's upper arms as he continued to explore Ed's chest. He found am already hard nipple and gently teased it which made Ed moan into his mouth. He broke the kiss panting and stroked over Ed's cheek.
"I love you." Ed closed his eyes feeling warm all over from Roy's words.
"I love you, too." How long had he waited to be able to say these words to the man in front of him? He sighed and gasped as he felt Roy nibbling on the sensitive flesh on his neck. "Ah... Roy." He could literally feel the smirk on Roy's lips. The elder one looked up with that black eye of his. He stroked the cheek of the younger man admiring him.
"Tell me when I should stop Ed." The blonde nodded allowing Roy to take off the shirt he wore revealing the large scar from the automail surgery. He shivered a bit but was soon embraced by Roy. "You're so beautiful Ed, so beautiful." He nibbled on his neck going downwards with every kiss until he laid Ed down on the couch. Roy unbuttoned his shirt and took it off that it could join Ed's on the floor. He trailed down Ed's chest with his tongue. He took one of Ed's nibbles onto his mouth sucking lightly. Ed moaned heavily and the bulge in his pants was growing bigger. Roy bit down lightly earning a gasp from Ed. The blonde was flushed a dark red and panted heavily.
"Edward you never did, did you?" The teenager closed his eyes and shook his head, a silent 'no'. Roy nodded and kissed him on his lips. He got up and offered Ed a hand to stand up as well.
"D...did I do anything wrong?" Ed sat up and Roy could hear the fear in the blonde's voice. He shook his head smiling genuinely.
"You didn't do anything wrong Ed. I just thought this wouldn't be the best place for this kind of things." Ed didn't understand at first. He blushed heavily as he understood the meaning behind Roy's words.
"I...I never... It would be my first..." He was silenced by a finger in his lips.
"Don't rush things Edward. I don't intend to sleep with you just after our first make-out session." Roy smiled taking Ed's hand into his and guiding him into the bedroom where they laid down again. Roy stroked over the beautiful blond hair kissing him on his mouth, down his jaw and neck. Ed explored Roy's chest taking in every scar on his way down. He gasped as Roy licked the scar on his right shoulder. He couldn't deny the fact that his pants were rather tight on him but he didn't know how to tell this Roy. He squirmed as Roy's knee found his place between Ed's thighs right under his throbbing erection. He moaned as Roy's knee brushed against it.
"I'm sorry." He placed his knee further downwards. This wasn't the thing Ed had hoped for.
"Roy...I..." He swallowed hard blushing even darker. He hoped Roy would take the hint. The elder looked up at Ed seeing that he was uneasy.
"Should I stop?" Roy was concerned but Ed shook his head.
"N...no. But it's rather... tight." The blonde looked away and Roy didn't know at first but as he looked down between Ed's thights he could see the bulge in his pants.
"Oh! I'm sorry Ed. I didn't notice." He sat on his heels and slowly moved to Ed's belt to open it. He slowly got it open and unbuttoned it. As he unzipped the pants he could hear that Ed inhaled sharply. Roy hooked his fingers in the waistband of Ed's pants and underwear.
"Ed, I want you to be sure that you want this." The teenager swallowed and nodded as he arched his back so that Roy could pull both garments down. Ed gasped as the air hit his throbbing member which was already damp from the pre cum. Roy smiled at the sight in front of him. Edward, his Edward, naked and wanting under him. He bent down to kiss his chibi lover. "You're so beautiful Edward. Let me...?" Ed laid there blushing and wanting, wanting Roy.
"I...I want you. Please..." He didn't know what he asked for but he knew that Roy wouldn't hurt him. Roy bent down to kiss him again.
"I love you."
"I love you, too, Roy." Ed smiled. Roy trailed down to Ed's member. He looked up to make sure that Ed was sure. He quipped an eyebrow and got a smile and a nod from Ed. The blonde gasped as Roy took him into his mouth. The warmth that surrounded him was nearly enough to take him over the edge.
"Ah... Roy... That feels so... Ahh..." Ed squirmed on the bed taking the sheets into his hands. Roy licked the underside of Ed's member before he let it slip out to the tip licking over the slit.
Roy bobbed his head up and down Ed's length steadying himself with his hands on Ed's hips and holding the teenager down that he couldn't gag his lover unintentionally. Roy moved faster as louder Ed moaned. It didn't take long until Ed could feel his climax nearing.
"Roy I'm gonna..." He clenched his teeth as his muscles tensed and the orgasm spread through his entire body. Roy drank every bit of the sticky fluid erupting from Ed's body. He sat back on his heels licking his lips. Ed panted heavily looking dazed to Roy. The elder man lay down next to Ed taking the sheets with him. Ed snuggled closer to Roy. His voice was heavy with sleep.
"Roy don't you want, too?" Roy kissed him on the forehead smiling.
"No Ed. Tonight was for you." He kissed him again. "Now go to sleep. Go to sleep." Ed just nodded closing his eyes lying on Roy's broad chest taking in the scent of spice and smoke. Roy stroked through his loose hair murmuring "Go to sleep, love." over and over again until he fell himself in a slumber with Ed cuddling next to him.
AN.: Whew! Another chapter done and the first BL lemon (if you can name it that). Hope you liked it. Please review.
