Hey guys, so, I wasn't going to update for the rest of this week. Final exams, are killing me. But, I'm not going to bore you with the stupid questions that are on those damn tests. I got sick last night, so I'm home today. I also wanted to just say something else. Unlike my other stories, this is really just an experament. I'm writing opinions for me, and it is probably going to be very sad if you will. I had some really messed up shit happen to me back in October, with my horse(Callie, she was 13, who was killed. And, I really kind of needed a back up plan, something to keep me busy when I'm not at school, or with my friends, or with my horse(Ivy, she's 5). So with that said, please, enjoy my mess. -N
Opinions
Chapter 4
For Blue Skies part 2
"Toby?''
"What."
"We, umm, we have the survalence video's of her." Emily's voice cracked as she finished her sentence. "If you want to see them." She was sobbing again. Toby looked over at her, he hadn't stoped crying. He wasn't just losing Spencer, he was losing his child, their child, with her. He was losing everything. He got up out of his chair and walked over to her. Enveloping her in a hug, she sobbed, and sobbed into his shoulder.
"Toby?"
"Yeah?" He cried
"If she dies, if she dies, just, just please, please promise that, that you'll, for-forgive her!" Emily mumbled, choking on her tears.
"I promise." He whispered.
"Do you want to see the video?"
"Yes. No. Yes, I do." He decided.
"C'mon."
At the brew, in the back room, Emily and Toby stood, hand in hand, watching their bestfriend, and girlfriend kill herself.
Spencer took the bottle out and took 7 of the little pills, she brought her hand up to her temple and groaned, but the pain stopped. She walked over to the toilet and threw up, sticking her hand down her throut. She cried, and cried, and cried. She got up, and started pacing, back and forth, sobbing and trying to calm down. If only he had gotten to her faster. She downed 8 more pills. He couldn't watch. She smacked her head against the wall, and cried. Emily came into the bathroom, Sppencer's eyes opened and looked like they were about to shoot out of her head. She shook her head. She took 6 more pills, and slamed her back against the door. Emily started to scream for her. Paige came in, Spencer took more pills. Paige and Emily were screaming. Toby felt like he could crawl into a hole and die right now. Aria and Hanna came in, yelling for Spencer, without fully knowing what was happening. Emily fell into Paiges arms as she heard Spencer's head hit the floor.
"I cant watch anymore of this!"
"Just watch this."
Spencer opened her eyes a tiny bit, slipping from her conciousness quickly, she looked at her stomach.
"I love you baby, I'm sorry." She whispered, and passed out.
"Burn it." He said.
"What?"
"Burn the damn film!" He shouted, as he walked back to his truck.
Toby walked into the hospital room, his lover and child were dying in. He sat next to Spencer, and took her hands in his.
"Baby please, please wake up. Its going to be okay, I just need you to wake up. Our baby needs you to wake up Spence. Please beautiful, just wake up." He cried quietly. The doctor came in,
"Sir, visiting hours are over."
"Alright."
Toby left quietly.
