Here is chapter 4 of whatever this story is.. XD


Chokehold 4

Shego almost bitterly confessed that she loved Kim as well. Not bitterly because she didn't love her but bitterly because she didn't know what it meant. She had surrendered to love without even knowing what it means. All she knew was that it was supposed to make people feel good. She had to admit that she did feel good but anything beyond that was indescribable for her. As soon as her emotions came up several feelings started coursing through her body.

All those feelings were unfamiliar to her as well as the emotions that had created them. She apologized to Kim over and over again for her lack of knowledge in that section. Kim however shrugged it off and told her everything would be okay if she gave it some time. Shego did just that, she gave it all the time she had but she still didn't get any wiser.

She frowned as she turned away from the window. She had been looking out of the window again. It had become a habit every time she found herself awake. It was nothing special but looking out of the window just distracted her. It was particularly handy when she found herself awake because of another nightmare. It would distract her from the events and sometimes Kim would join her.

They would often just stare out of the window whilst sharing an embrace. At times like those Kim liked to tell Shego what she felt for the woman. Shego always replied a bit distant but with good intentions and Kim knew that. She knew Shego had a lot to learn and she was always ready to help her.

Apart from the fact that Shego wasn't familiar with a lot of things she was doing well. She still had trouble with her past, especially when it decided to show itself in the same violent way it always did. Though everything and every one seemed to adapt to it, even Shego herself.

A sigh escaped her lips and she looked at the slumbering red head. She found joy in watching the calm and unstressed girl. She would often wonder if she had been the same before all the events. She couldn't remember but she figured she had been a relaxed type. One who didn't put up with bullshit but loved to lounge and do nothing at all when possible. She smiled faintly at the thought and found herself looking at Kim again.

Slowly but sure she inched towards the bed and sat down gently. She brushed a lock of hair out of Kim's face and the girl muttered something inaudible in return. Shego simply looked at her and felt like she was being pulled in. Something about Kim was attracting her, luring her in without Kim being conscious of it. Shego didn't know what the feeling was but it made her want to touch the girl.

Not just touch her but touch her in a way she thought only she could do. She hadn't quite figured out in what way that was but she was close to discovering it. All she knew was that no one else could touch Kim that way. If one would even try they would get a pissed of Shego hunting them down.

"Don't worry about me, I'll figure everything out as quick as I can." Shego said to the sleeping red head. Kim merely smiled in her sleep and turned onto her other side. With a sigh Shego lay down next to the girl and gathered her in her arms. Without another thought, without a single word Shego fell asleep with Kim locked in an embrace.

The remains of the night passed by peacefully. To Shego's relief she had slept without another nightmare. She was glad she hadn't disturbed Kim's sleep for a change. Normally the red head woke up the moment she left the bed. She must've been tired. Shego thought to herself. She was currently staring up at the ceiling, her thoughts all over the place and her arms wrapped around Kim.

She watched how Kim's body slightly rose and fell in time with her gentle breathing. Shego could feel Kim's breath, she was close enough to actually tease Shego's skin with it, all though unconsciously of course. She in return lazily made circle formed patterns on Kim's bared shoulder blade. She did it lightly, making sure she wouldn't disturb Kim.

She had been awake for hours when Kim began to stir. The red head muttered something inaudible and snuggled up to Shego even more.

"What was that pumpkin?" Shego questioned not giving the nickname any thought.

"I want you." Kim muttered again only audible to Shego this time. Shego stiffened slightly as she realized what Kim had said, not exactly knowing how to react.

"Uhm what do you mean?" Shego asked the still slumbering red head. Kim slightly pushed herself up with her hands and looked at Shego with a sleepy look. A small grin formed on her face and she slowly climbed up Shego's body. She settled down on top of Shego, her right leg nudging in between Shego's upper thighs.

Shego backed up slightly but was unable to back away completely.

"Kim?" She questioned and the red head came face to face. "What are y-" Shego started but Kim placed a finger on her lips. She smiled and her own lips quickly replaced her finger. She kissed Shego as passionate as she could, claiming her lips and exploring everything with her tongue.

Shego though shocked at first, quickly regained her composure and returned the passionate kiss. Yet again an unfamiliar warmth filled her but she didn't pay it much thought. Her arms wrapped around Kim's waist and soon she flipped their positions. She pressed herself into Kim and the girl moaned at the delicious body contact.

Shego pulled back slightly, breaking the kiss and looking down at the panting red head beneath her. She didn't really know what to do but she decided to act on instinct. She placed her lips on Kim's exposed skin, teasing the girl with feather light kisses and touches. Her hands trailed different paths up and down Kim's body, searching for her weak spots. She memorized every detail, every spot that made Kim moan just a bit louder. Within minutes she knew her body as she knew her own. Yet she still felt the need to know more, to explore more.

Her hands slowly slipped underneath the fabric of Kim's tank top. She reached up, the fabric sliding along with her hands, revealing new patches of skin to Shego's eyes. Shego licked her lips as she looked at Kim's peachy skin and slowly but sure she got rid of the fabric that covered it. Her tank top was slipped off, her trousers, slowly and delicately removed by soft skilled hands. Her underwear remained in the same place; Shego didn't have the need to remove it just yet. She felt the need to explore Kim's body a bit more before going on.

Hesitantly her hands made new paths along Kim's body. Travelling up and down her legs, feeling the soft warm skin underneath the tips of her fingers. Shego didn't really know what she was doing; she just felt that she was doing the right thing. With that thought she slowly caressed Kim's inner thigh and the girl slightly arched herself off of the bed.

"Kimmie." Shego whispered in a breathy voice. Kim swallowed visibly and slowly opened her eyes. She bit her lower lip as her eyes fell upon Shego.

"I don't know what I'm doing but let me try okay?" She questioned and all Kim could do was nod. With a faint smile Shego continued exploring Kim's body. She touched her, caressed her and kissed her as if she was worshipping her body.

Once she believed she had explored Kim's body thorough enough she focused on other things. Her eyes fell upon the small piece of clothing that covered the place she had yet to explore. Whilst crawling up Kim's body she planted feather light kisses every where. Every now and then she would smile, hearing Kim's breath hitch in her throat at certain touches.

Finally she was face to face with the red head and she dived in. She dived in and captured Kim's lips in a mind-numbing kiss.

"Shego." Kim breathed in a needy voice. Shego heard the tone in Kim's voice and she knew what she had to do. With one last kiss she slipped down Kim's body again, her hands trailing down to her last piece of clothing. Slowly Shego removed the last remaining piece of clothing and she sat back. Her eyes roamed over Kim's body, taking in everything and making a map that would be burned into her mind.

Uncertain of what to do she lowered herself in between Kim's legs. She kissed the girl again and her hand slipped in between Kim's legs. Kim gasped as Shego cupped her sex and so did Shego.

She gasped and shot up straight in her bed. Sweat covered her body and her breathing was fast and shallow. She looked to her right and saw that Kim was still sound asleep. With a sigh she plopped back down on the bed and she rubbed her eyes a bit. She forced herself to calm down and she decided she had to clean herself.

With another sigh she got up and she headed for the bathroom. Taking a shower was the best thing she could think of. The sweat that covered her body made her uncomfortable.

"At least I know how the shower works." She whispered to herself as she switched the lights on. She blinked a few times at the bright light and closed the door behind her. She didn't even bother locking the door. She knew everybody was asleep and who would try to sneak up on a plasma-wielding woman? No one, that was exactly her point. She got rid of her clothes and turned the shower on. She waited for the water to turn warm and stepped underneath it the moment it got the right temperature.

Her muscles relaxed and she felt herself freshen up instantly.

"Nothing better than a hot shower." Shego muttered to herself. She washed her thick long black hair and her body followed swiftly after that. As soon as she had washed herself she remained underneath the shower. She saw no harm in relaxing just a few minutes longer.

"Shego?" Kim's voice sounded startling the plasma-wielding woman slightly.

"Y-yeah?" She replied. She saw Kim's figure move behind the curtains and she came to a stop not one-meter away from her.

"Why are you in the shower at a time like this?" She asked and Shego could hear the sleep in her voice.

"I had a dream and.. I woke up all sweaty. I felt the need to clean myself." Shego replied honest.

"May I join you?" Kim asked and Shego's eyes widened in shock. Not because of the question but because of the sincerity in which Kim had spoken.

"Of course." She replied calm. She waited patiently as Kim undressed herself. She stepped aside slightly; her eyes shifting to the wall as Kim pulled the shower curtain open. She waited until Kim was standing mere inches away from her, before she looked at the girl again.

"No need to be embarrassed, you've seen me naked plenty of times. You can watch if you want." Kim said softly as she pushed herself up against Shego.

"Really." She reassured her. Shego simply backed up a bit more, her eyes slowly shifting back to Kim and her naked figure. Kim raised her hand and brought up to cup Shego's cheek. She guided Shego's face, forcing her to look at her.

"I'm yours." She whispered. Shego swallowed loudly and her eyes finally started trailing up and down Kim's body. Kim felt a smile form on her face as Shego explored her body. She knew Shego didn't remember much, so she decided to help her as much as she could. Refreshing Shego's memory could be done in many ways she believed.

Shego explored her body in fascination, a grin forming on her face. She slowly pulled Kim as close as possible, her hands running up and down Kim's upper body.

"You're gorgeous." Shego said softly and Kim blushed at the compliment. Her hands trailed down Kim's back, traveled across her ass and moved to the front. She slowly moved them across Kim's abdomen and the girl gasped softly at the contact. Shego's hands were so close to her most secret place and she felt her muscles spasm underneath her touch. Shego placed her hand on Kim's thigh and lifted the girl's leg.

Kim automatically wrapped it around Shego's waist and her other leg followed swiftly. Shego gently leaned Kim against the wall, making sure they couldn't fall. Her lips found Kim's lips and she explored every inch of her mouth. Her hands continued to roam across Kim's body and Kim's hands tangled up in Shego's dark thick hair. Her legs tightened around Shego's waist, making sure she wouldn't fall as pleasure took over.

It didn't take long for Shego to figure out how to pleasure Kim. She knew exactly what she liked and what she didn't like. It was like reading the instruction manual whilst already knowing how the item in question worked.

"H-harder." Kim gasped as she pulled on Shego's hair, her knuckles turning white.

Shego picked up her pace, her fingers moving within Kim in a fast pace. Kim's breathing became faster and faster, her movements matching Shego's rhythm. Kim moaned out in pleasure and Shego quickly moved in to silence her. Their lips mashed together, all sounds of pleasure being muffled as their rhythm intensified.

Kim's knuckles turned white again, her grip tightening on Shego's hair as she felt herself nearing the edge. Shego nipped at her lower lip, pulling on it as she broke the kiss.

"Oooh.. Sssshhheegooo." Kim moaned loudly. She pulled on Shego's hair, pulling Shego's face closer to her chest. Shego grinned and dipped down, nipping at Kim's nipple and extracting a long groan from the girl.

"Come on princess." Shego breathed. She could feel Kim's insides clench around her fingers and without remembering it she knew that the girl was close to an orgasm. To say that her memories had been freshened up was an understatement. She knew every inch of her beloved red head now.

Kim's hands slipped out of Shego's hair and gripped her shoulders. Nails dug into pale green skin making Shego hiss but it didn't effect her rhythm. Kim screamed out in pleasure, pushing herself onto Shego's fingers as hard as possible.

She slumped against Shego as the last waves of pleasure ran through her. Shego slowly lowered Kim to the ground, making sure her legs wouldn't give way.

"You okay?" Shego asked her.

"T-that was amazing." Kim replied.

After what seemed ages the couple finally emerged from the bathroom. They had been in there for over an hour and they were exhausted. They retreated to Kim's bedroom and there they fell asleep within minutes. What was left of the night and the early morning was spent on sleeping. And this time nightmares didn't bother Shego.


That was chapter 4! I STILL don't have a clue about what I'm doing with this story.. but I like the way it is going and if you don't that sucks.. I just have the need to write it like this.. don't know why. Just enjoy the ride or something like that XD !

WPJ