Jay made his way to the ravine around 10. She told me ten it's like 1015 where the hell she is. I would rather not be here if I didn't have to. He thought to himself. Finally she made her way over to him.
"Did you tell anyone?" She said.
"I didn't." He said. "All Sean knows is that someone is, he doesn't even know about us."
"Good." She said.
"Emma." Jay said as he glanced at her. "I'm sorry ok, none of this should have ever happened."
"I'm dealing with it." She said as she hoped up on the picnic table. "I just don't want to tell anyone yet."
"What do you plan on doing if you don't mind me asking?" Jay asked her.
"I want to keep the baby." Emma said. "It's not going to be that simple I know, but I'm willing to do what I have to. It's not the baby's fault."
"Yea well I'm here for you with whatever you decided. Adoption or keeping the baby."
Emma smiled at him. "Thanks, that means a lot Jay."
"Yea no problem. Well hey I'm going to head home. I'm going with Sean to look for a job tomorrow."
"Yea well good luck."
"Wait did he ask you if you could babysit?"
"Sean and I haven't spoken and it's staying that way."
"Well could you?"
"I'll think about it call me in the morning. I'll have an answer then."
"Would you for me Emma?"
"Call me in the morning."
"Alright." Jay said. "Wait do you want a ride?"
"That'd be nice." Emma said.
"Alright, then come on."
Jay drove Emma home. He pulled up to her house. "I'll call you in the morning." He said. She started to get out. "Emma wait."
"Yeah?" She said. Jay pulled her close to him and kissed her. Emma smiled up at him. "What was that for?"
"To show you things can be different."
"Fine I'll do it."
"Do it?"
"Funny Jay, babysit for you guys in the morning."
"Thanks and that's not the reason I kissed you."
"Well whatever the reason it was nice."
"I'll pick you up at 9 tomorrow?"
"Alright I'll be up and ready. See you then." Jay gave her one last quick kiss as she got out. She walked to her house. She was sure now that things would be easier, or is it to earlier to believe things would be that easy? O she was going to find out that was for sure.
Emma made her way to her room. She decided to log on her to her s/n. Sean was on. She was kind of curious to why 'he needed her to babysit anyways.'
SparkleSpazz: Question Mr. Sean Cameron why do I have to babysit for you anyways? Since when is there a child in your possession?
WhoCares: Long story, got to go right now. I'll tell you after you babysit tomorrow. Alright?'
SparkleSpazz: Alright night.
Emma logged off and made her way to her bed. She lay down and stared up at the ceiling. People around here were definitely strange that was for sure. No one ever told the truth. She thought to herself.
Jay made his way to Sean's. Jay parked his car and got out. He headed towards Sean's apartment.
Jay knocked and waited for Sean to answer. "I'll be right there."
"Come on Krista seriously you have to get ready for bed."
"NO." Jay heard the little girl scream. Jay cringed at the thought of having to take care of a kid. Let alone 2 kids that will be around the same age. This would just be way to much work.
"Sorry." Sean said as he let Jay in. "She won't listen to me."
"Hey I got a question who is her mother?"
"O crazy psycho chick that killed herself 2 years ago?" Sean said angrily.
"Ok." Jay said.
"Yea her mom killed herself 2 years ago and that's why Krista has been with my parent's since. Haley Krista's mother and my mistake of a lifetime wouldn't let me ever see Krista. She said she didn't want me to be a part of her life. So I didn't. I took off and ran away so that's what she assumes. But Haley suffers from depression and the med's she was on weren't helping her. So she kind of went crazy and killed herself in front of Krista 2 years ago."
"In front of the kid?" Jay sat down. "Wow."
"Yeah, Krista's kind of nuts because of it."
"How did she you know." Jay said not even wanting to use the words.
"A gun." Sean sighed. "I wish she didn't. I mean Krista misses her a lot."
"Wow, that's just plain crazy." Jay said.
"So when are you going to tell me the girls?" Sean said as he finally got a hold of Krista.
"I'll tell you but don't tell anyone please?"
"Fine, you can trust me."
"Emma is one and Amy is the other."
"WHAT?" Sean said. "Are you serious?"
"I messed up. Emma I feel bad for. I know she didn't expect for it to happen. I didn't mean for it to. She was going through some shit and well used me as a way out of it all."
"Jay are you serious?"
"Sean I'm sorry."
"No it's cool. I mean I'm kind of confused is all."
"Yeah, me to."
"Well hey let me get her to bed, I'll be right back out."
"Alright." Jay said. He decided to text Amy to see what was going on with her anyways. It was just all too confusing and he needed to figure this all out NOW.
"Night Krista." Sean said as he kissed her goodnight.
"Daddy will you tell me a story?"
"Alright, what would you like to hear?"
"Um, the ugly duck." She said.
"Um ok." Sean said, though he had no clue how the story went at all. "Once up on a time there was an ugly duckā¦."
"The books in my bag daddy, you don't have to make it up."
Sean laughed. God that was a lot easier. Sean pulled it out and started to read it to her. Soon she fell asleep. Sean kissed her good night and headed back out to Jay who was bitching at someone on his phone.
"You said you wanted the baby?" Jay screamed.
"It isn't that easy Jay." Amy said.
"Can't we just talk about this please?"
"Fine we are aren't we?"
"I'll pick you up in 10 and we can go for a ride alright?"
"Fine." Amy said and hung up.
"Emma?" Sean said confused.
"Amy doesn't want the baby.
"Well it is her choice." Sean said. "It might suck for you, but Jay you can't stop her."
"I know." Jay said. "I'll be back, going to go for a ride and talk to her alright?"
"Alright, if I'm sleeping just let yourself in and you can crash on the couch tonight if you want."
"Does Emma know that Krista is your daughter?"
"Nope, I'll tell her before we leave tomorrow. You know in case Krista says something."
"Yeah good choice." Jay made his way to get Amy. Amy was sitting outside.
"Fine." Amy said.
"Fine what?" Jay said as she got in.
"I'll keep the baby."
"Amy whatever you decided for real I'm ok with it. I know it's your choice and what not."
"Yeah no it's cool." Amy said.
"I'm serious though."
"I am to, I thought about it. I want to go through with it."
"Alright." Jay smiled.
"Are you excited?" Amy asked him.
"Yeah in a way." Jay said. "I don't maybe things will change for me. I know I'm not going to just screw around and mess things up anymore."
"How's Alex doing anyways?"
"I honestly don't know." Jay sighed. "I messed up big time there."
"Yea me to." Amy sighed. "The one person who I'd love to talk to me right now won't."
"Well maybe she will come around."
"I doubt it especially now that I'm pregnant with your kid. It will just make it more real to her."
"Yea true, well hey do you mind if I bring you home I have to go job hunting in the morning."
"No it's cool."
Jay drove Amy home. He dropped her
off then headed back towards Sean's to crash for the night.
Jay
let himself in and laid down on the couch and eventually drifted off.
He awoke to hell cell going off.
"Hello?"
"Hey its Emma listen I am like wicked sick."
"Are you ok?" Jay asked.
"No my mom's bringing me to the emergency room. I almost passed out earlier I can't keep anything down and I'm sorry I can't babysit."
"No its ok, want me to meet you there?"
"I'd rather you not; I have to break the news to my mom."
"O well good luck. Please call me when you get home."
"Alright." Emma said. Jay glanced at his cell it was 6 in the damn morning. Errr He got up and went to wake Sean up to let him know Emma couldn't babysit.
"Sean hey listen Emma is wicked sick. She can't babysit."
"O." Sean said half asleep with his eyes still closed.
"Well I'm going back to sleep." Jay said realizing Sean wasn't paying much attention to him at all.
Sean opened his eyes as Jay left the room and then closed them and rolled back over and feel back to asleep. Jay did the same. Sean was awoken by 9 from Krista jumping on him.
"Daddy I want food."
"Alright. I'll be right out." Sean said as he sighed and got up. He forgot how much work kids can be. Sean got out of bed and made his way to the kitchen. Jay was still sleeping on the couch.
"Krista leave him be." Sean said as he noticed her going near him.
"Why?"
"Cause he is sleeping and you don't need to bother him."
"I don't like him." Krista said staring at Sean.
"Krista do you want to go to time out after breakfast?"
"No." She pouted.
"Then I recommended you listen to me."
"Fine." She said as she made her way to play with her toys.
Jay's cell went off waking him up. "Hello?" He answered half asleep.
"Hey it's Emma."
"Hey are you ok?"
"Yea, just the flu." She sighed. "Was a bit dehydrated this morning so they gave me an i.v. I'm better now. Well sick still but yeah. "
"Well I'm glad you're ok." Jay said sitting up finally.
"Yea me to."
"Well does your mom know about the baby?"
"Yeah she is a bit upset but."
"Yea I guess I understand."
"Yea I don't know."
"Well I'll let u go so you can rest."
"Alright, I'll call you later."
"Ok sounds good." Jay said and hung up. He made his way to the kitchen.
"What you cooking?" He asked Sean. It smelt great.
"Eggs, bacon, pancakes and toast."
"Enough for me?"
"Yeah kidding I wasn't eating all this on my own. Krista will probably just eat a pancake."
"Why make so much then?"
"I'm trying to get into the father mode."
Jay started laughing. "I'm not sure if I'll be there for awhile."
"It will grow on you trust me."
"Do you think it will change me?"
"I've already noticed a different Jay."
"Really?"
"Yup."
"Good one or bad?"
"Good, but I know something is missing."
"Alex" Jay said. "I need her back."
"I thought you wanted to be with Emma?"
"It just isn't the same. It's confusing to even explain."
"Yea I want Ellie back but I just don't know how to even go about doing that."
"I hear you."
