WARNING: This chapter contains a sexual scene that may offend or make readers jealous ;) depends on how active your imagination is
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This chapter also contains a split POV :) just to lengthen the story and show where both characters are at emotionally


The ride home from Derek's loft was surprisingly comfortable. Bonnie had to admit that his taste in music was very male but she wasn't going to say anything, they were chatting about various things that were easy to talk about, neither touched on the subject of their families or their supernatural connection. Derek kept dazzling her with his smile while Bonnie blushed at every glance he gave her.

"You really need to stop doing that." Derek cocked his head at her, pulling into the Martin's driveway.

"What do you mean?" Bonnie opened her door and gave him a glare.

"Broody or smiling, you stop a girls heart with those looks." He laughed. "I'm serious! If you don't scare the crap out of an old lady, you would definitely give her a heart attack."

"Okay, I'll try stop. Hey Bonnie?" She turned to face him before getting out of the car. Derek heard the front door open and a gasp coming from Lydia as she seen them together. "Can you help me with something next weekend?" Bonnie nodded, speechless. "It's the first night of the new moon and even though werewolves are more powerful on the night of the full moon, we are weak on the first night of a new moon..."

"Derek Hale needs MY help to keep his strength up? Wow, careful now Derek, someone might see this as a weak moment." She laughed as he scowled at her. "Of course I'll help, jeez. Pick me up at school Friday?" Derek nodded and Bonnie lent across the seats to give him a quick peck on the cheek. "Thank you for today." She was up at the door before Derek even knew what happened.


Bonnie's POV
The week seemed to drag along in a blur, she couldn't wait to get home everyday just so that the next day began and she would be a step closer to Friday. Every moment when she wasn't concentrating on school work or being bombarded by questions from Lydia and Allison, she was thinking about Derek. His hazel green eyes, heart throb smile and how his muscles looked in the tee he wore; she wondered what they looked like without it on. Every time she fell asleep, she could feel her emotions running wild; almost like her body was begging for him, his strong hands, his gentle lips and even though she knew that at any moment he could turn killer, she felt as if she could trust him. Enough to let him in. Enough not to push him away, but the moment her eyes opened she would push those desires and feelings back inside the wall they sprung from; her dad had taught her never to give up oneself without having another's whole self.

When Friday finally came, Bonnie flew out of bed and threw on a outfit Lydia had bought; half to make fun, half genuine; a leather jacket, black skinny jeans, a plain white button up singlet and a pair of black canvas shoes.

"Good morning." Lydia waltzed into the room, wearing a more colourful outfit than her cousin. "Do you want me to do you hair?" Bonnie shook her head.

"No thanks, I think I might wear it in a ponytail today." Lydia hated Bonnie's usual hairstyle especially seen she had 'lovely long blonde hair that anyone would kill for' as Lydia put it but she still smiled and flicked her hair around as she led the way downstairs.

"Hmph, suit yourself. You look almost killer in that outfit though. Nervous about your 'date'?" Bonnie detected the mocking tone in Lydia's question but knew that it was to pull her leg other than to upset her.

"It's not a date. I'm helping him be more prepared on nights of new moons." Bonnie put her hands on her hips as she stormed through the kitchen, she often wondered what it would be like to have a sister but while she lived with Lydia; she was glad to be an only child.

"Oh sure. You do know that even though they may be weaker during a new moon, their sexual desires are still heightened. Allison always said that the first night of the full moon was always the best night but she never complained about the other moon nights." Lydia giggled and made them a coffee.

"It's...I...Wha...Lydia!" Bonnie was embarrassed and didn't know what to say or how to react so she just kept her mouth shut to avoid any more digs from her teasing cousin. As they arrived at school, Bonnie was having to avoid Lydia and Allison; even though Allison wasn't as mocking with her comments, she still had a few witty things to say. Bonnie always knew that clock watching was the most painful thing to do when you were excited about something but she couldn't help herself, she hadn't seen or heard from Derek all week and even though half of her doubted he would be there, the other half leaped for joy when she finally heard the final bell.

Derek's POV
Derek woke up on the Monday to the sun shining through his window, he sat and stared at the empty space next to him. He had dreamed that she was right there next to him.

"Derek, are you sure you can trust her?" Peter appeared from upstairs as Derek began his daily routine.

"I'm not even sure I can trust you and you're still here, aren't you?" Derek started doing pull-ups as Peter walked past.

"Just be careful, someone from that family cannot be good news. But then again we are not exactly a safe family." Turning to throw Derek a smile which he returned with a scowl, Peter walked out of the loft. Derek's days were the same; wake up, have breakfast, work-out, have a sarcastic banter with Peter and then go keep an eye on Scott and now Bonnie. He spent his week staying out of sight from everyone, staying away from her even though it took every ounce of self-control he had managed to gain throughout his life. He spent his week watching guys flirt with Bonnie and resisted the urge to rip every single one of their throats out, but didn't want to scare her or himself with these deep emotions stirring inside his dark heart. When Friday finally arrived, Derek drove to the Hale House that stood alone and broken, just inside the Beacon Hills Preserve. Walking down the track that led towards a cellar that was used when a younger family member changed during the full moon before they learnt how to control it.

"Never thought I would be back down here." Derek said to the dusty old cellar, walking over to an old trunk he bent down and opened it. He was greeted with a trunk full of chains and cuffs, photos and other useless objects that weren't destroyed in the fire of the Hale House 10 years ago. Grabbing the cuffs and chains, Derek began setting them up; he wanted to use them for tonight, having them on only to protect Bonnie as he was going to force a change that was difficult during a new moon and he wasn't sure on how his body was going to respond as he had never done this before.

3 o' clock arrived and Derek jumped back into his car, racing off towards the school; when he arrived the final bell had just rang. Bonnie walked out of the front doors and found Derek's car parked right in front of the footpath, she smiled and nearly skipped towards his car, ignoring all the looks she was getting.

"You know you were getting lots of attention and whispers" Derek glared at a guy who was constantly trying to get Bonnie's attention. Bonnie just shrugged.

"I know but it was amazing to know that you seem to be Beacon Hills most wanted bachelor." Derek chuckled. "And not to mention that you have also been Beacon Hills MOST WANTED." Derek's knuckles went white against the steering wheel.

"Who told you that?"

"It doesn't matter. Rumours fly around that school like flies on a dead body." Bonnie smiled at him and patted him on the shoulder. "Don't worry Derek. I won't judge you, I'm sure it was misunderstanding because you haven't been officially charged. So what are we going to do tonight?" Derek smiled at her before taking Bonnie to get something to eat. She would need her energy for what was in store for her tonight.


Derek took her to the Hale House, she couldn't see much but Bonnie knew the story behind it. She heard from Allison what happened there years ago but thought it was a bit of a sensitive subject so she just kept quiet and followed Derek through the woods.

"Where are we going?" Her breath was barely visible but she could feel the cold creeping in.

"There is a cellar my family used years ago, I never needed to use it until now." Bonnie knew that it was because he wanted to get stronger to protect his pack. As Derek pulled an iron gate open from a hollow in the ground and even without supernatural help, Bonnie could smell that this place had not been used in years. Derek walked in and didn't stop to wait for her but Bonnie looked back as the last light disappeared in the woods, she took a deep breath and followed Derek into the unknown.

"Help me tie these around my wrists and ankles." Derek had already begun fastening steel cuffs around his ankles as Bonnie reached the cellar. She walked over as he took his top off and started to get himself in to position against the metal grate. Derek directed her where to place the cuffs around his wrists as he raised his arms above his head. Bonnie didn't hesitate in cuffing him, there was a strange sexual desire building up in her as she tightened the cuffs around each wrist then re-checked everything but she ignored it.

"Are they tight enough?" Bonnie watch Derek pull against them a couple of times.

"Yeah, they're tight enough. There is some water and more food in the bag if you get hungry." He nodded to the school bag he brought along. "And whatever you see tonight, don't scream. I don't want to get a earache as well as trying to break free." She smiled and walked up to him, the desire playing in her veins again as she tiptoed two finger across a tensed bicep.

"I won't, I've seen worse." And she had. She held back many secrets that night but she knew he did too and as his breath quickened, she looked up into his eyes. Bonnie couldn't resist him anymore and she ran her hand along his arm to his neck and placed a teasing kiss on his lips. She smirked as she twirled around and skipped over to the trunk to sit on it.

Time ticked by and without any light from the moon, the only light that was in the room was the faint glow from the candles Bonnie placed around the room. Derek's body tensed as he tried to change under the darkness of a New Moon and Bonnie watched his struggle, her veins began to boil with lust. She couldn't explain it but the sight of his muscles stirred a desire in her that she was taught to ignore.

"Are you okay Derek?" She walked over as he nodded his head.

"Yes, just takes a lot more effort to shift during a New Moon." He closed his eyes and tried to do everything he could to bring out the primal urge to shift. He wanted to break free and prove to himself that he was strong enough to protect her and everyone else. Bonnie watched the candle light play off his muscles, she could see the sweat gleam and almost see his heart beat. Her mind wasn't agreeing with her body as she stood up and placed a hand on his chest. She could feel Derek's bones shifting back and forward and knew that it was only a matter of time before he achieved his goal. He wasn't an Alpha anymore but he was a born-wolf and right now, he was at her disposal. Her lips got dry just thinking about it and she walked to the bag to get a drink. Derek's breath became loud and grunts were filling the room. Bonnie walked over to him and placed a finger against his lips.

"Shush." Bonnie ran her finger across his jaw line. "You can do this, I know you can." She stood back and admired his chiseled chest and six pack.

"And distracting me is meant to help?" Derek's voice was near guttural. Bonnie looked at his eyes which were flashing blue and ran her hands along his arms again, slowly taking in every detail of each muscle in his arm. As her hands made their way slowly down his sides, she pressed her lips to his again. A primal growl erupted from his chest as she kissed her way across his jaw line to his neck, Bonnie gently nibbled on his neck as Derek struggled against the cuffs.

"You want your primal instinct to come out, what's more primal than this?" She smiled as he bared his teeth and then began to lick from his navel back up to his pex, all the while her hands were trailing from muscle to muscle. Derek hadn't fully shifted but his teeth and claws were coming out and his eyes kept their glow, it didn't stop Bonnie one bit as she continued to bite and kiss her way around his chest until she came back up to his lips. "You promise not to bite?" She pouted at him, half expecting him to take a snap but his gentle growl reassured her that he was enjoying this a lot more than what he let on. She grabbed the trunk Derek used to store the cuffs in and dragged it to his feet, standing on it Bonnie placed her hands on each side of his face and gently trailed a thumb along his lips. His mouth parted involuntarily and Bonnie kissed him, harder this time, her hands moved to his hair as she pressed her body against his.

"Maybe, this would be easier if I was free?" Derek managed to break the kiss by turning his head. He knew she was doing this to bring his primal side out. Bonnie giggled and shook her head.

"I'm sorry but you need to break free yourself to have any control, you say you are powerful well show me or else I'm gonna have this power over you." She stepped down and kicked the trunk to the side, Derek snarled as she looked at him through her eye lashes. She walked up and licked his neck before sucking hard enough to leave a mark, Derek leaned his neck the opposite way to give her better access. He didn't trust anyone apart from his pack, he didn't let anyone have power over him but this girl who he's only known for a few weeks; he was willing to give her enough to control him for this one night. Because he enjoyed it.

Bonnie's finger played with his belt buckle as she left a few more marks on his neck. She wanted to other girls to know he was his, even if he would only have her this one night. She undid his belt and jeans easily and slid them down his legs before taking off her jacket so her knees wouldn't get too sore on the hard concrete. Looking back up at Derek, she could see the lust in his eyes; primal instinct or not his lust was undeniable. She played with the bulge that met her at eye level, thinking that if her cousin knew what she was going to do, she would definitely kick her ass. Before exercising that thought, Bonnie pulled out his dick and gave it a lick and as she slowly covered it with her mouth; a howl and the sound of chains breaking filled the room, anyone who could hear it would know exactly what it meant.