A/N This chapter is a little long, but since the others were so short, I think its ok.

Chapter 4

After two weeks of training and learning to control my anger and my transformation, the titans finally allowed me to come in their tower. I had been living in the zoo, which they closed down because the wreckage was so bad. The whole time I was so afraid that I was going to get out of control and therefore was going to hurt one of them that I put up a ten foot mental wall between them and me. For that first week if we were starting to have too much fun, I would remember that I was a monster and just leave.

The first time they just let me go, knowing that I was to unstable to try to stop, the second time Robin, Cyborg, and Starfire looked as though they were the ones who were being shunned for being the villain. One day Robin came up to me while I was sitting alone on the edge of the island and just set with me. It was calming, sitting watching the sun set, not talking but both understanding.

"You know" Robin finally said, sounding as though he were talking to himself or the fish that just swum by "You don't have to isolate yourself. We all understand what we have to be careful, but we also know that we all have been there. It took Cy forever to learn how much was too much. Try being a strong football player before being infused with Bionics. Starfire is an alien that is stronger then any other human on this planet, I have often wonder how much she has to hold back just to keep her self from breaking a door when she opens it. And well as for Beast boy, well he has learned to control his power, but he still can't control that big mouth of his."

I set there for a moment before gaining the courage to ask "What about you and Raven, did ya'll have to learn to control anything? You seem to be well rounded, but what about Raven?"

Robin considered this for awhile. "I don't have any powers, I am just a normal person who lives with wonderful people, you included. So I had to learn to control my jealousy. Raven…well she is a horse of a different color. To control her powers, she has to control the part of her that makes us human, her feelings. People who don't know her would say she's cold, we think she is the most controlled of us. To us she is amazing."

Robin took in a deep breath and stood up. Yawing he headed back for the tower. I kept my eyes on the sun, wishing that it would stay to heat up my own cold heart and the cold ground of the zoo that I was going back to. Thinking of the zoo I shivered. Standing up I transformed, having learned at the expense of Starfire's clothes how to transform with out tearing up my cloths, and head to the ocean so I could then run to the zoo. As I put my paw in the water Starfire came flying to me.

"Wait, friend. You must stay for a moment so we may in stow onto you a wondrous gift." She said as she landed on the ground next to me. I turned to the Cyborg, Beast boy and Raven, who had all gathered around me. Cyborg and Beast boy were looking as though it they were children at Christmas who's best friend was about to open his gift and learning what was inside the box along with said friend, because the boy's mother had bought the gift. Raven, as always, looked as though she were being forced to her dead mother's funeral. By the door was Robin, with a smile that I saw father's give their children. It showed pride in his daughter as went from cage to cage wide eyed and full of wonder. I wondered who earned his pride, and what I could do to earn a smile like that, a smile that said "you're mine and I am glad you're happy, my sweet lovely daughter."

Somehow, the five of us made it up to the tower stairs. Starfire held my tail, she was using it as a lead, and I too wondered how hard she had to focus to not rip it off. Cyborg walked behind us as Beast boy ran before us. Raven had teleported to Robin's side and it looked like they were having a conversation that none of the rest of us were ever going to hear. The three Titans that were leading me went to stand beside them then entered the house. On my first day here, Robin had made it clear that I wasn't to enter the house unless he said so.

Not understanding what they were telling me I transformed back and stated that I thought they had something they wanted to give to me. Never getting a gift before, I didn't realize that it was not proper to ask for a gift. However, the five laughed, well four laughed, Raven had a smile on her face for about a spilt second.

"Dude, duh, this is your present. We are taking to your new room" Beast boy said.

"Yeah Misty. You have done so well in your training that we have come to the conclusion to let you stay in the house." Cyborg stated. I liked the guy, but I was unsure of the nick name that he picked out for me saying that Sara was too normal of a name and that my eyes were always a misty blue when I was happy. The name stuck and I felt even farther from my parents then ever before.

"Close your eyes so we may fold the blind around them. It will be my honor to lead you to the room which is now yours so you do not bump into walls." Starfire sang out, holding a blue ribbon. I had to smile at her. She had quickly taken me under her wing, becoming the sister I never had.

"Ok fine, just make sure that Beast Boy doesn't do anything to me either. Oh don't give that 'Who? Me?' look mister! I know what you like to pull." I said while laughing. Then I stopped, remembering that I was an outsider who didn't belong to this family.

Robin rested his hand on my shoulder and whispered "You are meant to be here, your one of us. Stop trying to hide from that. Who you were is dead; we only care about who you are now. And from what I can tell, you are every much a part of this team, this family if you will, as the rest of us. We want you here. Now go before Star jumps out of her skin."

The five of them took me to my room. One we stopped, Starfire took the blind fold off. The door was covered with red velvet. When we were all standing in front of it Cyborg went over to the yellow rope that was tied to it. "BB, drum roll, if you will?" Beast Boy started to tap his knees with his heads, and making taping sounds with his mouth.

Cyborg cleared his throat and with the voice of sports announcer, he bellowed "And now, with out farther ado, which I have no idea what that means, I give to you the room of the newest face on our team." Then he pulled on the rope and stepped back, while nothing happened. He tried two more times before Raven stepped up rolling her eyes. The red certain was engulfed in her black will and fell with a thud to the metal floor beneath.

Ending note: ok, let me just clarify. Sara, now Misty, sees Robin as a father figure and Cyborg as a big brother. She isn't quite sure what Beast Boy is yet. You may have noticed that when Misty speaks the Titans name she says the whole name while the Titans use each others nick name. I have a reason for this I promise.

Ending note 2: Thanks to MarHeavenAngel for once again being my beta. I feel sorry for you love. I know I am a bad speller T-T Oh and thanks for giving me ideas