I sat inside my room for the rest of the day.No food.No water.No company.I turned to the clock, it was 2:30 AM.Everyone should be asleep by now.I took my stand.I took a glance at my room and then the necklace.Without a single tear, I left my room.As I passed by Lavi's,Kanda's,and everyone else that made a difference in my life's rooms I whispered a "thankyou"

"Maybe Im making a mistake." I whispered

"No,I will no longer be deadweight to all these people."

And with that, I walked out of the mansion,also my home.

I took a step beyond the door and turned around to close it.

"Tiara?"a voice questioned

I turned around immediately thinking of an excuse.

"Allen?"I whispered

"Tiara what are you doing out so late? Its dangerous! An akuma can come and attack you any second.If something ever happened to you...I..dont know what I wo...wou "

"SHUT IT" I SCREAMED

"Tiara?"

"Stop pitying me like this.Id rather be dead than get pitied.You know I have some pried too!!!"

"Tiara...what are y.ou talkki..."

"You know what Im talking about!!" I said cutting him off.

"You know what...Just forget it.Go inside Allen.I need to take a walk." I lied

"Tiara.Whats wrong? and you know I cant just let you walk by yourself."

"Ill be fine.Just get some rest."

As Allen was about to go inside, Kanda came waving a piece of paper in between his fingers.

"I wouldnt let her go if I were you." he said

"huh?"

"Read this Allen"Kanda said while handing a note to Allen.

"Tiara, Ive only read 2 sentences and this whole thing is crap." Allen shouted

"You're not deadweight, and I dont pity you."Allen finished.

I was trying my best to hold in my tears.

"Well, it doesnt matter anymore.Ive decided that Im leaving, and I stick to my decisions."

"I cant just let you leave, I promised master that Id care for you forever.If something happens, he'll kill me!!"

"OHH.so the only reason you care about my safety is because it was an order.WOW thats worse than getting pitied."

"Tiara...thats not what I meant."

"Why dont you finish the note while I leave?" I said in a strong voice.

"No, Im not gonna let you leave and where is the necklace I gave you? You didnt plan on leaving it did you...?"

"Actually I did,Im leaving everything behind.I mean everything, and that necklace is a memory that I must leave behind."

I turned around so they wouldnt see my tears.As I wiped them away, I turned around again.

Allen stood mere inches away from me.Tears filling up his eyes.Did Allen really care? I thought.

slap

Did Allen just slap me? I thought.Tears were drowning out Allen's eyes.Allens hands remained on my face as I tried my best to pry it off.As well, try my best to believe Allen slapped me.Allen's hands snaked around my neck and without a moment of hesitation, he pulled me into an embrace.My head was in the crook of his neck.His arms were tightly around my waist.

"Let this be the last hug you ever get from me." I whispered not wanting to ruin the moment.

"What happaned?"Allen whispered. "Tell me what happened.We can help you.Just stay please."

"No.I cant.I want to pursue my dream." I lied. What dream? I had no dream.

"What?" Allen asked.

"Staying here cant make my dream happen.Goodbye.

"Dont go..."

"Read the note."

and with that, I was gone.Leaving to some place I dont know.Trying to find a new home.Get a job.No matter what it takes.To live.I must live.No matter the job, prostitute or whore.I must live.Tears filled my eyes.I can finally let it out now.Leaving all my memories behind.No that wasnt possible.Allen was and will always be my best friend,and a best friend wouldnt slow down a friend from their dream.Kanda,sucha tough person witha tough personality but will always be there for u.Lavi, u can put a smile on my face so easily,and Lenalee, I didnt hate her.Just jealous.

Allen POV

"So you let her go?" Kanda asked

"Yes" I whispered

"You'll never see her again." Kanda stated

"Neither will you." I yelled!

"Read the note dammit.You'll regret everything!" Kanda shouted

Dear Allen,

I am terribly sorry for being deadweight for you all this time Ive spent with you.You were so kind to me, I wish I could pay you back, but its not possible,so Im helping you out by leaving.Please dont be sad about me leaving.I tried leaving every single memory of you and the Dark Orders behind, but to me, that isnt possible.You are and will always be my best friend no matter what anyone says.Id like for you to forget everything about me, Im sure it will be easy for you.Just forget about me and dont feel bad, cause I want you to carry on wiht your dream and never let anyone or anything stop you.Keep on walking!Never stop.Once again, I apologize for everything.This time that I spent with you, it was amazing.If I could replay time, and play it again.But that wont happen.Do you remember how we met? I remember everything about that day.Even the number of clouds in the sky.I was in despair.No one was there to help me.My brother had just died.The earl came to me, and I did the deal.As my body was about to be taken over, you saved me,and I followed you from there.Then we met Master Cross.He promised you your dream,I just had to help.But he treated me alot better than he treated you cause I was a girl.You would always work day and night to pay off the master's debt,and work for me.To be honest, I didnt want you to work so hard, so I took a job too.Im quite a strong girl.Hauling around all those bricks.Better be proud of me!! And that necklace you gave me, it took all my willpower to take it off.You should take off the other half of the necklace as well.Once again, I iwll never forget you.Thankyou.I know for sure, that we will meet again, but this time, let it be as strangers.

Sincerly,

Tiara 3

By then, tears were already streaming down my face.Tiara,why did you leave? I obviously had mixed feelings for you.Friends and lover.I couldnt choose.For one, I was too scared to ruin our friendship as lovers,and another is that I was uncomfortable being JUST FRIENDS with you.But,I will do as the note says.I'll forget about you.Can I do it?" No. Theres no past tense for love, because love will last forever.Yes,lets meet as strangers.