Here is Chapter Four I do now own True Blood as you have probably noticed yes Pam is OOC but I wanted to show a different side of her the soft caring siding that I know she has.
Previously on Blood Ties
"You have a lot of bad luck don't you?" Pam whispered as she carefully tucked a piece of Karlie's hair behind her ear, Karlie couldn't stop the blush that covered her cheeks. Karlie finally admitted to herself but whatever it was that happened to her that she had feelings for Pam, who happened to be a vampire… What was she getting herself into and is she prepared to actually take that step and be with her? Karlie wasn't sure but she will just have to wait and see.
The first thing Karlie knew was that she was never going to admit that she had feelings for Pam. Not to the blonde herself anyway, it now has been a few days since she had almost died… again, and Karlie couldn't help but think how right Pam was, she did have a lot of bad luck, and she just wished it would end. Bad things happen in three though… right? So maybe that is her bad luck for the year? Knowing Karlie probably not. Because of that night Karlie had more of Pam's blood then usual which then cause her feelings to grow stronger and deeper, Karlie was glad that the past few days have been busy as hell at Merlotte's it has been keeping her mind busy, which also meant Karlie wouldn't have to see Pam… or so she thought. Eric ending up telling Sookie about the night where Pam ended up screaming out Karlie's name in pleasure, which then caused Sookie to tell Karlie who then blushed, wishing she actually heard it herself. Which again she will never admit it out loud, although the feelings Karlie is currently having for the particular blonde isn't the only reason she is somewhat avoiding her, the other reason is that she feels bad, she goes back to the time where Pam gave her most of her blood to save her life again, and she couldn't help but feel bad, about how Pam is always giving her, her blood. Although she should be glad it isn't Eric, Karlie shudders at the thought of that
"Don't feel bad apricitas" Pam smiled Karlie spun around almost losing her balance which she thankfully regained before she feel and hurt herself,
"Pam" Karlie said slightly breathless and then cleared her throat she was surprised to see the blonde here… in the bar; again.
"Eric wanted to see his fairy, so I thought I would tag along to see how you are" Pam smiled softly
"I'm good" Karlie lied, and Pam knew she was lying Pam pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes slightly
"You do realise I can tell when you lie right? But I suppose I can let it go for now" Pam sighed, and waved her hand. That is all they really got to talk about before Eric walked over towards them.
"Come" was all Eric said to Pam, who then blew Karlie a kiss Pam that is not Eric shudder. The kiss blowing may have caused Karlie to freeze on the spot, and Eric of course smirked, it wasn't until later that Pam realised what she did, and face-palmed. She couldn't believe she was falling in love with a human, and Pam honestly didn't know how to deal with it, and she didn't know what to actually do about it either. One thing she was sure of though is she didn't mind at all giving Karlie her blood, it made her feel useful, wanted and needed. Which caused Pam to smile, she never once her whole life have felt those three things before and now she has and still currently is, and she could feel Karlie battling her emotions through the bond that they have created, she knew that Karlie liked her more then she is letting on but she (Karlie) is battling whether or not she should tell Pam, and Pam kind of hoped she would.
A year has gone by now since the car-crash Karlie had, a year since she first had Pam's blood a year since she started having feelings for the elder blonde and whatever was happening between them. Karlie often caught herself day-dreaming about Pam and her beautiful striking grey eyes, and she often thought about all the times she hurt herself, even if it was a small scratch Pam would get Karlie to drink her blood. Karlie is kind of surprised with the amount of blood she has taken from Pam one would think she would be a vampire by now, but she isn't and she never will be she would rather die than become one. Yes she trusts Eric and Pam but they were the only two vampire she will ever trust, and it doesn't mean she suddenly wants to become one herself. It was currently Wednesday, both Sookie and Karlie worked the day shift she they had the night off, which meant they were going to go to Fangtasia, Sookie made sure to drag Karlie there whenever she could, but when they got there it was closed and Eric hardly ever lets the club close so Karlie was kind of curious as to why it was now and why they were out here if it is closed. Karlie shook her head and follow Sookie in, but she couldn't help stop when she came face, to face with a person; well she couldn't really call him a person he was anything but she came face to face with the monster that she thought she would never have to face and or see again. All the air left Karlie's lungs, as her whole body tensed, Pam could feel the terror that ran through Karlie's mind and body, she had to do something, but she wasn't sure what she could do. Bill smirked as she stared Karlie dead in the eyes and ran straight for her, and pierced her stomach with his hand, this is it, I really am going to die this time Karlie thought to herself as her legs gave out and she collapsed to her knee's her eye wide and frightened and her mouth gaping as she let out a silent scream. Eric killed Bill within seconds and Pam was beside Karlie her face full of worry and she felt fear for the first time since she got turned,
"Don't you dare leave me" Pam whispered brokenly
"I'm sorry" Karlie gasped, as she looked into the grey eyes she has fallen in love with.
"Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong" Pam sobbed, this was also the first time she has cried since she got turned, Karlie's blood slowly started to cover Pam's arms and chest as she held onto her tears falling onto Karlie's pale and grey face.
"Sorry for always getting hurt, sorry for never telling you how I feel about you sorry for…" Karlie started and then gasped for a breath, her eyes then fluttered closed Karlie could just hear Pam and Sookie scream her name in anguish then she felt pain.
Karlie woke, she doesn't know why she woke she honestly thought she would of died no amount of vampire blood could of saved her he literally pierced her stomach, she clearly remembers bleeding out in Pam's arms it was too late for Pam to save her there is no wa… that is when it hit her she realised she had been buried in dirt and she clawed her way out. The first thing she saw was Pam who sighed in relief and she knew that what the elder blonde had done.
"You turned me" Karlie whispered, Pam's eyes widen in alarm she knew that Karlie didn't want to be turned into a vampire, she made that very clear to her that if she were about to die Pam is not to turn her but Pam couldn't just let her die not when Karlie finally admitted her feelings out loud to her. Yes she might be being selfish right now but she wasn't going to lose her,
"I'm sorry. After hearing you say that you had feelings for me I couldn't let you die, I was being selfish" Pam whispered, Karlie watched as blood tears feel down the white face she had grown to love, Pam hoped this wouldn't change Karlie's mind or feelings for her, she hoped the young blonde will still be able to love her even though she turned her into the one thing she hated… well that was apart from herself and Eric of course. Karlie had to look away she couldn't meet those grey eyes anymore it hurt she felt so betrayed right now, and her first instinct was to run, but her throat ached with thirst and she refused to feed on a human, Pam being able to sense Karlie's panic stood up slowly and walked towards her
"Just bear with me, how about we get you some blood and then you can have a shower. After that we can work out what you want to do" Pam said her voice slightly braking at the end, she just hoped Karlie choose to stay and not run. Karlie clenched her jaw, fine she will have some blood and a shower then she will leave, she had to get away from here from her. She watched as Pam thought her how to feed, Karlie kicked up a storm about feeding off a human but then she tried True Blood and nearly gagged, human blood it is Karlie thought. She then showered and Pam leant Karlie one of her outfits, while Karlie was getting dressed she was thinking of how or what type of distraction she can cause so she can get away. Her house was already blacked out, from when Pam and or Eric come over, and Karlie had never really been a fan of the sun to start with, she wondered if Sam would still let her keep her job but only work nights but she highly doubted it, she knew Sam's view on their… her kind. A sigh slipped from her lips without her realising it as the emotions dancing around her head, Karlie then noticed that Pam was busy and she knew this was her chance to get away and thankfully it was still night time. The first place Karlie went to was Merlotte's to talk to Sam and she was right she did get fired, she knew she would off she wasn't at all surprised of that outcome, she then went home glad that she had heaps of money saved up, and also thankful that Jax and Keegan still lived with her. Once she got back she noticed they were awake and told them what happened but where shocked, upset and angry over how selfish the elder blonde had been. But thankfully to Karlie's delight their opinions on vampires didn't include Karlie in the mix, now the only thing Karlie had to get used to was… well-being dead, sleep during the day, stay up all night, make sure she drinks enough blood to last her for a few days. Now all she had to do was stay away from Pam and she hoped Pam would stay away from her, right now she wanted absolutely nothing to do with blonde haired grey eyed beauty, it doesn't matter how much she still means to Karlie.
