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Vampiregirl: I also know how it feels. I've felt it before, and it did hurt a lot when you see the guy you like with a girl, but you can't do anything about it.

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I think I fell asleep, after crying last night. All I could remember was me telling Emmet and crying. And I woke up in my bed. I think he carried me in my room when I fell asleep.

It's a new day and a new start..

Since today's Sunday, I still have time to make adjustments and make myself ready for the big change. I know its going to be tough, since I've liked Edward for a long time, and this is going to need some work, I hope I can get motivated enough so that I can go through with all of this.

Since it was a bit early, I decided to surf the net for some tips. I know, it's desperate, but what the heck, I need to do this, for myself and for my sanity. As I looked upon the articles, I came across a site which offered some useful tips.

It's called the moving on masterplan and it said that basically, I have to follow two steps so that I can move on. But each step has a corresponding sub-step and I have to do those too.

Stage one
1) Don't see him- okay, this is going to be easy, since we have different schedules in school, I can avoid him at all costs the only problem is, at lunch, but I think I can work a way around it.

2) Don't contact him- I'll just make myself permanently busy for him, and even in my IM, I'll ignore him completely.

3) Don't go to the empty cupboard- This is weird, but the article says that "don't try to find ways to fix or get back a relationship you know in your heart is over is like going to an empty cupboard hoping that instead of a few crumbs you'll find a big fat loaf there. You won't, and as long as you're going back to that cupboard you won't see the deliciously full one just around the corner. Close the door on it and walk away." I will try not to open that cupboard! I'm going to lock and throw the key somewhere! I can do this.!

4) Talk about him less- Okay, it will be easy around Emmett, but not with Alice and Rosalie, I think I will tell them later about my decision, I hope Alice won't kill me after she knows, she wants me and him together. So I hope it works out.

5) Stop giving yourself a hard time- I need to get this step done, seeing him with Tanya made me feel that I was too plain and too ugly for him. Now, I will be better, but it isn't for him. Liking him made my self-esteem go down the drain, and now, I must get it back!

6) Think of yourself as over it- I am over HIM! I don't need him in my life and I can make me happy without him involved! There's so many fish in the sea, why settle for a fish in the pond.

I called up my girlfriends for some bonding time and so that I can finally tell them my decision. They said that they will be over in a few minutes and will bring breakfast. Thank God for those two, I will be saved from kitchen work, not that I minded anyways, but talking over breakfast crepes and hot chocolate can sure brighten up my day.

I saw Alice's yellow Porsche in our driveway, they're here, with bags of breakfast in hand.

"Good morning sweet, how are you?" Rosalie asked as they entered the house and set the bags in the kitchen.

"I'm trying to feel good, with sore blisters in my feet" I said as I playfully glared at Alice, who was the culprit while setting the table.

"I know your going to blame me, that's why I brought these!" Alice defended herself as she held up a bag of feet cushions. That little pixie can be really irritating but the same time be the sweetest girl.

"Aww, thanks Ali, anyways let's eat!" I said, as we sat down in the table.

"Wait, where's Em?" Rosalie said, of course! How can I forget my lovable brother!

"He's probably sleeping, I think I'll call him in his room. Just a sec" I said then went up to his room.

"Emmett, wakey-wakey" I said, trying as best as I could to imitate barney.

"Nooo, I wanna sleep!" He groggily said, Emmett is so not a morning person.

"Your Rosie is here." I said, that always worked. And in no time, he was up.

"Why didn't you say so! I would've fetched them." He said as he dashed to the bathroom to brush his teeth and make himself presentable.

"You were sleeping. So… Anyways, hurry up, breakfast is ready." I said as I went out of his room.

"By the way, thanks Em, for last night. I love you bro." I added as I went downstairs.

Emmett was downstairs in almost no time, and instantly sat beside his "Rosie" for their morning banter. They were so sweet. I think they will last. They are so adorable together, Emmett was the big burly type, while Rose is the girl with the supermodel looks. Their children will be so cute!

We ate breakfast while talking about random things. Alice told us about what happened to Jessica Stanley after I left in the function. Apparently, she hit on some guy from the college boards, and was practically throwing herself at him, because of too much alcohol from the dreaded punch. It took 3 guys to pull them apart. Alice said that when they we're pulled apart, all Jessica said is: "All I want is his hot dog." And then she passed out. It was so funny. She even said this in her best Jessica-voice impersonation. We were all crackin' up, as we finished breakfast.

After eating and cleaning up the dishes, we went up for our bonding time. Emmett was used to this and just headed to the gym then to the grocery for food.

We were going to watch John Tucker Must Die, as Alice insisted that we should see Jesse Metacalfe's hot bod, while we talked.

"So Bells what's the real reason behind your early exit last night?" Rosalie inquired, she knew me too well.

"Its.. about Edward." I simply said as I saw their eyes widen with the mention of Edward's name.

"What about Edward, did he finally broke up with Tanya?" Alice squealed, she was really into playing match maker between me and Edward.

"No, It's just that I thought about me and Edward, and I think I'm finally giving up. I think that all my heartache is not worth it. He doesn't really notice me. And I'm just wasting my efforts. I'm sorry Ali." I said, it felt better to tell my bestfriends. I know there will be consequences, but I think I'm ready.

"Oh Bella, I'm sorry for my brother, he can really be blind at times, he doesn't see the real gem in front of him, and settles for some trash like Tanya. I'm so sorry." Alice said, she was really pissed of at Edward, she never really liked Tanya anyways, it was always for show that they tried to act civil together.

"Are you okay Bells?" Rose said, always direct to the point. She was frank, and but at least she was honest.

"Yes, and I can do this! I'm not going to waste my time anymore." I said.

After finishing the movie, we headed to the spa for some needed relaxation. And then some shopping afterwards. Alice brought me some new clothes for tomorrow's school day. She and Rosalie picked it up for me because they thought that as I enter this new part of my life, I should have a new wardrobe. Or that was just their excuse for another shopping trip. Then we went home and got ready for tomorrow.

THE NEXT DAY.

I woke up feeling refreshed. After the day at the spa and telling the closest people in my life that I am going to be better, I felt really good. I took a quick shower and got ready for the day. I chose a cute top and skinny pants then my chucks. It was really artsy in a muted way. It was just right. I let my hair down with some soft curls at the end and added eye shadow and eyeliner. I also swiped on some lipgloss to complete the look.

Mom had already prepared breakfast and Emmett was feasting on it. I joined them downstairs and greeted them, then I proceeded to eat my breakfast. After eating, I got my stuff and headed for school.

School was a blur. I got few stares from others and I even got complemented by Jacob Black. He was the quarterback of our football team and was really handsome. He was courting me for a while before, but I told him that I couldn't date him because I liked Edward back then. I guess it's time to take up on that offer.

Months passed. My relationship with Jacob progressed; we are officially boyfriend-girlfriend. He was sweet. He would always wait for me, he was a perfect gentleman. He would always make me laugh and make me smile. He even made his baby sister give me flowers and made her say "I love you" but all she said was, "I waallb yoou" that was so adorable.

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