"Do you want anything to eat?" Yuma asked as he and Ryoga walked into his house.

"No..." Ryoga said quietly, setting his shoulderbag by the door.

"Okay...do you wanna go to my room?" Yuma asked just as quietly, stepping closer to wrap his arms lovingly around Ryoga.

Ryoga nodded. He followed Yuma as he took his hand and walked him to his room.

"You first." Yumaa said when they reached the ladder.

"Why?" Ryoga asked weakly.

"So I can stare at you butt,"Yuma teased playfully, trying to make Ryoga laugh.

"Yuma...I dont want you staring at my butt..."Ryoga said quietly, not laughing.

"Why not, I love your butt..." Yuma pouted, hugging Ryoga.

"I dont...I'll stare at your butt." Ryoga laughed.

"Fine." Yuma stated, climbing up the ladder, Ryoga following. Once they were both upstairs, Yuma took Ryoga and sat them down on a old, fluffy rug. When they sat down, Yuma wrapped his arms around him, laying against him.

"Yuma..."Ryoga also wrapped his arms around Yuma, pulling his body against his."Please dont be mad at me..."

"I'm not mad at you...I...just wish you tell me whats wrong." Yuma whispered, kissing Ryoga's cheek.

"I'll tell you...I...I just dont know when I'd be able to..."Ryoga's deep voice said as he nuzzled Yuma's cheek with his.

"Why not? You trust me, dont you?"

"Of course I do!" Ryoga said."Its..just really hard..."

"Okay...I love you, you can tell me anything."

"I know I can, your my best friend."

They leaned against eachother, for a couple of minutes, enjoying eachother's warmth.

"Can you stay the night with me?" Yuma asked, putting his hand on Ryoga's chest.

"I dont wanna bother you..."

"You wont...we would be all alone..."

"I'm sorry, Yuma...I wanna stay with you and I will...I..just dont wanna have sex..."

"Why not? Am I not good enough anymore?"

"No! Thats not what I mean, your great...I just dont think I would be very good..."

"You're great, Ryou...You make me feel really great when I'm inside you...and...when your inside me..." Yuma trailed off, stroking Ryoga's chest.

"I'm sorry..."

"Ryoga?"

"Yeah...?"

"Have you not been feeling well about yourself?"

"What do you mean?"

"Is that why you were cutting yourself?"

Ryoga looked away from Yuma, shame etched on his face.

"You can tell me anything..."

"I know..."

The two sat quietly for another few moments, Yuma patiently waiting for Ryoga's answer.

"Ryou?"

"Thats...thats part of it, I geuss..." Ryoga said weakly.

"I thought so,"

"Wh-What do you mean?" Ryoga asked quickly, looking at Yuma.?"Am I so bad everyone can tell?"

"No!" Yuma wrapped his arms even tighter against Ryoga, pulling the taller boy partly onto his lap."You're perfect, its just...when I saw that you were hurting yourself...I started noticing how weird you've been acting, like...low self-esteem-"

"Nuh-uh!"

"Yeah-huh!"Yuma laughed as he tilted Ryoga's chin up and kissed his lips. Ryoga shyly kissed back, and, unfortunately for Yuma, kept his tongue in his mouth.

Yuma gently nudged Ryoga's arm, trying to get him to play. But Ryoga was acting so withdrawn, trying to pull away from Yuma.

Yuma pulled away. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing..."

"Act like you normally do,"

"What do I normally do?"

"Dude, just try." Yuma said before kissing Ryoga again.

Ryoga gasped as Yuma shoved his tongue into his mouth, rubbing it against his own tongue. Ryoga put his arms around Yuma's neck, wrapping his legs around him and fully sitting on his lap.

Yuma put his hands on Ryoga's hips, guiding him until he was pressed flush against him.

Ryoga moaned as his lower parts rubbed against Yuma thighs. His tongue fought with Yuma's, trying to make it's way into Yuma's mouth. Yuma ran his hands up and down Ryoga's sides, lightly enough to tickle him teasingly.

A strangled giggle escaped Ryoga's lips as he pulled away from Yuma, just enough for their lips to disconnect. "Dont do that,"He breathed against Yuma's own lips.

"Why?" Yuma asked as he tackled Ryoga, who landed on his back.

"Hey!" Ryoga laughed as Yuma kept him down when he tried standing up.

Yuma hovered over Ryoga, his hands on either side of his head. Ryoga wrapped his long, thin legs around Yuma's hips. Yuma leaned down again and kissed Ryoga. Ryoga pulled Yuma closer, Yuma almost leaning entirely on top of Yuma. Ryoga gently thrusted his hips against Yuma's as the kiss got more heated.

Yuma yelped in surprise as he found himself on his back, Ryoga leaning over him.

"Got you." Ryoga said seductivly as he latched his mouth onto Yuma's neck, licking it up and down.

"Not fair, you're bigger."Yuma whined as Ryoga started to suck on his neck.

"Too bad," Ryoga said into Yuma's neck.

"C'mon, I'm seme!"

Ryoga gently bit Yuma's neck.

"Oww!"

Ryoga kissed Yuma's lips gently. "Sorry..." He said as he lowered his lips down Yuma chin and throat, traveling down his chest. He lifted Yuma's shirt over Yuma's head, putting it over Yuma's face playfully.

He lowered himself to Yuma's navel as Yuma pulled the shirt all the way off. He dipped his tongue into Yuma's belly-button before moving lower, looking up at Yuma for approval.

Yuma noddded. Ryoga pulled Yuma's pants and underwear off. Yuma gasped quietly as his semihard penis fell out, exposed to the cold air.

Ryoga crawled down Yuma's body to Yuma's penis. He lowered his mouth to the base, licking it gently.

"Aah..!"Yuma cried out as he felt Yuma's warm tongue on his penis, being the only outside warmth on his naked body.

Ryoga continued, also putting his lips against the soft skin. He sucked gently on the one spot, then to different places.

Yuma's body bucked against Ryoga's mouth.

Ryoga pulled away and looked up at Yuma."Be patient."He smirked as he held Yuma's hips down. He went back to his work again, this time he put his lips around the head. He sucked on the tip, tickling it with his tongue.

"Aah!"Yuma bucked against Ryoga's lips, his hips being painfully restrained. His dick was also growing painfully, waiting for Ryoga to take the whole thing into his mouth.

Ryoga held Yuma's hips down as he again tried to buck into him. He finaly took the whole thing into his mouth, Yuma's penis falling down his throat.

"Ryoga!" Yuma bucked into Ryoga's mouth, hard.

Ryoga whimpered quietly as Yuma cock was forced down his throat, almost choking him. He sucked it, bobbing his head up and down.

Yuma grasped Ryoga's hair, desperately trying not to thrust into Ryoga's mouth. He screamed when he felt his stomach tightning. "Ryou...its...im gonna..."

Ryoga sucked even harder, trying to get Yuma to cum.

Yuma screamed as he came into Ryoga's mouth, Ryoga eagerly swallowing it all. He finished and laid beside Yuma. Yuma rolled over and wrapped his arms around the still dressed Ryoga. "Thanks...is it my turn?" He asked, his fingers running up and down Ryoga's chest.

"No..."

"I cant pleasure you?"

"I dont want you to."

"Please, just a little, then. You deserve somethng..."

"What did I do to deserve anything?"

"You're my boyfriend..." Yuma said as he crawled on top of Ryoga, both were still panting.

"I...If you want to, but..."

Yuma started to unbutton Ryoga's school shirt.

Panic settled in Ryoga's stomach, knowing his wrists would be revealed again. He gently took Yuma's hands, stalling him.

"I know they're there, you dont need to hide them." Yuma said as he kissed Ryoga's forehead.

"I-I know...I...I feel bad you have to look at them..."

"Its okays, you dont have any thing to hide from me," Yuma said as he continued down Ryoga's chest, pulling it off.

Ryoga hesitated when just his wrists were covered. Yuma smiled at him reassuringly as he gently pulled the shirt off, his cuts being reveiled.

"See? Its okay." Yuma said as he held Ryoga's hands.

Ryoga nodded, staring at Yuma trustingly.

Yuma leaned down and gently kissed Ryoga's chest. He gently sucked on his chest, his hands stroking Ryoga's. He moved over, taking one of his pink nipples into his mouth.

Ryoga gasped quietly, arching his back.

Yuma looked up at Ryoga, noticing his wandering, distressed eyes.

Yuma assumed Ryoga really wasn't in good condition for anything other than minor soft core. He sat him up, holding him against his chest. "Whats the day today?"

"Saturday..."(In japan, they actually do have school on Saturday!) Ryoga said as he snuggled against Yuma.

"Good, you can stay here with me."

"But...I dont wanna bother you..."

"You wont, I love you too much..."

"Yuma..."

"Will you tell me whats going on tomorrow?"

"I'll...I'll try..."

"Okay, c'mon." Yuma pulled Ryoga up leading him to the hammock. He had Ryoga lay down, finding his blanket and laying down with him. They snuggled under the blanket. Yuma knew Ryoga enough to know that he was probably exaughsted. "I love you,"He said as he nuzzled Ryoga.

"I love you too..."