I'm sorry this chapter is a little shorter but i just couldn't think of anything to add at the end so if you have any suggestions please review and tell me. :)


I made my way up to my messy room, but when I got there I felt like I couldn't sleep. I was exhausted from all that had happened today, but yet I couldn't sleep. So instead I turned on my ancient computer. While it wheezed to life I straightened up my cluttered room. When I sat down at my computer I saw that I had an email from Renee. On said…

Dear Bella,

Hi honey, Phil and I have been missing you. I hope you are doing well. You know if you ever need to talk you can call me any time. I love you so much! If you want, I was thinking you could come back to Florida sometime. I just started substitute teaching for a 3rd grade class and all the kids are so sweet, it makes me think of you when you were that age. Tell Edward I said hello. I love you honey.

Love,

Mom.

I missed my mom so much. She was so caring. Little did she know that this email ripped open the whole in my heart that I thought was gone forever; but it wasn't gone and Edward leaving again just made it bigger. I was crying uncontrollably now. I tried to think of the ways this time wasn't as bad as last time, but that just made it hurt worse. There was no way around it… I was still in love with Edward.

But I had Jacob now. He loved me and would never hurt me like this. I hated Edward for doing this to me; but at the same time I still loved him.

I was still sobbing when I heard a loud thud behind me. I jumped around. I really had no need to be afraid now that Victoria was gone, but with my luck something else was probably after me; but instead I turned around to my sum, my Jacob. He always came at exactly the right time. He ran over to me and hugged me while I cried into his bare chest.

"shhh," he tried to calm me down.

"I love you Jacob, but I love Edward too and I know you would never leave me." I looked up to him and said.

"Never," he agreed, "And I will wait for you forever." He picked me up and took to my bed.

"Don't leave," I said between sobs.

"I wasn't planning on it," he said with a smile while he laid down on the bed next to me. "Now go to sleep."

I nodded I think I can finally go to sleep now that Jake was here.

I woke up the next morning to find Jacob still sleeping beside me. He looked so innocent while he was sleeping. I hadn't realized until last night how much I really needed Jake and how much I really loved him. It would take a while for me to get over Edward, but Jake would help me.

I tried to get up, but Jacob's arm was draped over me and, dang he was heavy! And I just realized I was sweating.

"Jake," I whispered.

"Jake," I said a little louder and I tried to shake him when I got an idea. I leaned over and gently blew in his ear. He twitched and swatted his hand.

"Ow!" I said after he hit my face.

"Bella," he jumped up, "are you okay? I'm so sorry I thought you were a bug!"

"Yeah I'm fine, sorry. But at least I know how to wake you up now." I said and he looks confused. "I just have to say ow! And you jump right up." I said; very proud of my discovery.

"That's not funny," he said as he got out of the bed. "I'm really sorry I hurt you."

"It's okay, it didn't hurt that badly."

"So, do you want to do something today?" he asked.

"Of course, I'm always up to do something with you." I said.

"No, I mean are you sure you're up to?" he asked with an unsure look on his face.

"Yeah, I'll be fine as long as I'm with you," I said. This made him smile.

"Okay, well, do you want to go to the beach?"

"Sure," I said; there was nothing to remind me of him at the beach.

After I got dressed we drove to First Beach. When we got there we started to walk down the beach. It was overcast, but thankfully not raining. Jake took my small hand in his and smiled down at me. We walked in silence until we got to our driftwood bench and sat down.

"Bella, how did I get so lucky?" Jacob asked me.

"Yeah, you were soooo lucky to get a girl who is falling apart in front of you,"

"Maybe, but I'm gonna put you back together, just like last time," he said, "and I won't let anything hurt you ever again, I promise. Bella it hurts me to see you in pain, I just want you to be happy."

"I am happy Jake, whenever I'm with you I'm happy," I said.


I hope you liked this one! thank you to pattyofurniture for giving me a little inspiration for this one! you should read her fic it is amazing!! runaway marriage is my favorite fanfic ever!!! please review and tell me what you think. Be brutally honest i can take it :)