Summary: Is Roxas a freak for being in love with his brother? He didn't think so. But would Axel? Incest, Lesbians, M/M Yaoi Slash All the good stuff

Warning: Incest and Gay people! :D

Disclaimer: I don't own KH or any product, game, or show mentioned in the story. I do own the plot!

"Axel is a stupid name," Seifer said, pushing the ten year old Axel to the ground. "You're stupid. I don't like you."

Axel stayed silent.

"What are you, a retard?" his lackey, Rai, asked. Axel stood up and shook his head. "Then why do you act like it?"

"Why don't you talk?" Fuu asked, tilting her head to the side.

"My mom says that people who don't talk are called 'mutes,'" Rai says.

"But he does talk," Seifer says. "He talks to his brother all the time. I like his brother. He's cool."

Maybe that's where Axel gets his hatred from. He doesn't hate Roxas, he loves him. But he does hate him. It's complicated.

Roxas was everything he wasn't. Nice with a personality, popular without being a douche bag, normal.

Axel was rude and distant with a personality that made people not want to be around him, only had a few misfit friends, a douche bag at some times, and possibly sch.

For the longest time he only had two friends, one in his head and the other his brother. He would only talk to them and no one else, including his parents.

He told his mom about him once when she asked him why he wouldn't talk to them and she made him go to a therapist.

He hated that therapist. He was an asshole. Roxas never had to go to a therapist. It wasn't fair.

He was thirteen when he started cutting. That's when he found out that Roxas was cutting. He didn't know why, but he didn't care. It was just nice to know that Roxas, perfect, happy, popular Roxas had sunk to his level at something.

Someone knocked on his door but he ignored it. He had a lock on his door but John forbid him to lock it when they got home. He didn't want to fight with him over it so he left it unlocked.

His door opened and Xion stepped it. Axel glanced at her then returned his head to the pillow.

She quietly closed the door and sat on the bed next to him, his back facing her. He was still in his clothes, wearing his converse, bottom and sides caked with dry mud.

"Are you okay?" she asks. She lays a hand on his back, rubbing it slightly, leaning in a bit.

Axel shakes his head. No, he wasn't.

"Are you going out tonight?" Xion asked. He shrugged. "You don't have to. It's okay."

"Is Vincent mad at me?" Axel asks.

Xion shook her head. "He's not mad. He was really upset that you would do that, though. Why would you sleep with Sora in the first place?"

"I don't know," Axel says.

"Where is Sora? Wasn't he going to stay here?"

"He left awhile ago and never came back."

Xion nodded and continued to rub Axel's back. There was a light knock at the door and it opened, Roxas stepping through.

"Hi," Xion says, pulling her hand away from Axel's back to rest in her lap.

"Hey," Roxas says, walking to the bed. "Axel, are you okay?"

Axel shrugged, not looking at him.

"Do you want anything?"

He shook his head.

Roxas sighed. "John wants you to fold the laundry."

'Watch the yellow ranger in Power Rangers Samurai!'

"There goes my childhood," Axel sighed as he folded a pair of pants. He looked to his younger half brothers who were getting excited about the new show, jumping around on the couches. Then Cayden bumped into James and James got mad, pushing him off.

"Don't hit me," he yelled and Cayden started his loud, shrill cry.

"He hit me," Cayden said, jumping up and running down the hall to their parent's room, screaming.

"No, I didn't!" James ran after him. "He's lying! He hit me!"

Axel sighed, realizing why he never came out of his room and slept during the day. He hated his family.

Roxas walked in and sat on the other couch, taking the remote and changing the channel to Jersey Shore. It was the episode that Sammi was going to leave and she punched Ronnie.

Axel folded one of Cayden's shirts and set it in the pile, watching the TV with little interest.

Roxas laughed at something and Axel raised an eyebrow. He never understood what was so great about this show. Why teenagers were so into it. It was just a bunch of Guido's running around getting drunk and sleeping with random people.

Axel's phone went off and he answered it.

-What up, G?- Xion said through the phone.

"Hey," Axel said. "What's up?"

-Nothing much. Just driving around. To your house. I like to watch you sleep. Especially now that you never come out."

"Yeah. I don't think I'm going to be going out as often," Axel says, leaning back onto the couch pillow behind him.

-Why not?- Xion asked. Axel stood up and left the living room, going to his room and closing the door.

"I'm depressed."

-Why?-

"I don't know… I just am. Everything makes me depressed. Everything sucks." He laid on his bed, holding his tears back. "I don't think I can take it anymore, Xi."

-Oh, honey,- she says. -It's okay. Everyone gets like this.-

"It's not the same as everyone else. I just… I really can't take it. I thought of ending it all all day. I've been thinking about it at least once a day for the last year."

-Axel, don't even think about it. I swear to god, if you kill yourself, I will pull you out of your grave and do some twisted Satanist ritual to make you come back to life then kill you myself.-

Axel chuckled, wiping at his eye. "Sorry. I just… I'm telling the truth. When you came over today, I was thinking about doing it. I guess I'm pretty lucky you interrupted me."

-Did you apologize to Roxas?-

"Yeah. It made things worse."

-Shit,- she cursed. -How? What did you do?-

"I went in and apologized then saw that he was cutting and called him a hypocrite then took his razor. Then he cried and I asked him if I was the reason he was cutting again and he said I was. Then I apologized again for how hard it must have been for him to tell me. Then I told him I could try to love him and he brought up Sora so I said how Sora didn't really want me. Then he said that I loved Sora. It all went downhill from there."

Xion sighed. -You need a drink. I could bring a bottle over and me and you could have a small party in your room.-

"Tempting," Axel says. "But I don't think it's smart. John'll-"

-Since when did you give a shit about John? Fuck him. I'm coming over.- She hung up before Axel could protest.

Xion came over a while later, climbing through his window, bottle of Vodka in hand.

"Hey," she grinned.

-Hey, Roxas, you coming out tonight?-

"No," Roxas sighs, setting down his pencil. "I'm probably pulling an all nighter, studying and doing homework."

-Aw, did you do that report for Ms. Shafer's class?-

"No. I'm about to work on it." Roxas turned on his computer monitor and opened Internet Explorer, typing in Google.

-I could come over. Help you… study.-

"Fuck off, Seifer."

-Aw, baby,- he whined. -When are you gonna give me your V-card?-

Never. I'm gonna break up with you. "I gotta go. Don't need John in here asking who I'm talking to."

-Alright. Love you.-

"Love you too." He hung up and sighed loudly. "I'm fucking breaking up with you."

There was a knock on his door and he called for the person to come in. John stepped through, closing the door behind him.

"I'm enrolling Axel in school tomorrow," he says and Roxas nods.

"Why?"

"He needs it. He can't just keep doing home school. He's not even passing it."

Roxas nods again. "He's going to have major problems. There are reasons he left."

"Do you know them? Because he won't tell us."

"No," he says. "He wouldn't tell me either. Which means their bad."

"Well, he has to go to school. How's your school work going?"

"Good. I have a report to do and a crap load of homework. And my friend brought me the work I missed today. And I have to study. I'm going to be taking a placement test. Hopefully it'll show I'm senior level and they'll bump me up for next year."

John nods. "That's my boy."

"Hahaha," Xion laughed, doubled over, cross legged on the floor, holding the bottle out and away from her.

"Good times," Axel giggled, wiping at his eye. He took his shot and laughed more, falling over and laughing.

Xion laughed a bit more before also falling over and, after a moment, falling asleep.

Axel grinned and got up, opening his door and going down the hallway to Roxas's room.

Roxas was sitting at his desk when he came in, typing into his computer.

"Roxy," he smiled, closing the door. Roxas raised an eyebrow at him, wondering why he was so happy. Axel walked to his bed and jumped on it, lying on his stomach and sprawling out. "Let me sleep in here tonight!"

"Alright," Roxas said, returning to his work. "But I'm doing homework so you'll have to be quiet."

"That's no fun," he whined. "I wanna talk with you."

Oh, god, why is he slurring? "Are you drinking?"

"Maybe," Axel giggled. "A little."

Roxas shook his head. Axel stood up from the bed, wobbling, and made his way to where Roxas was sitting in his chair, throwing his arms around him.

"Are you mad?" he asked, nuzzling his neck. Roxas took a deep breath and bit his lip.

"Why would I be?" he asked, trying to ignore how close Axel was.

"Because I shouldn't be doing this."

"Doing what? Drinking?"

"No," Axel said. He started to lay kisses down Roxas's neck. Roxas took a sharp breath and turned his head slightly.

"What are you doing?" he asked, trying to make his tone sound aggravated, but it came out as more of a whiney breath.

Axel stayed silent and kept with the kisses.

"Stop," Roxas says, finding himself. "You're drunk. You don't want me."

"But you want me," Axel smiled. "Right?"

Roxas opened his mouth to reply but Axel caught it in his, sticking his tongue inside. Roxas moaned as the kiss heated.

Axel's mouth was exactly how he imagined it. Warm with a hint of mint. He didn't even care about the alcohol he could taste. The only thing he could even focus on was Axel's tongue as it massaged his own.

Axel pulled away, leaving Roxas to catch his breath. He smirked.

"Is this like, your first time making out with someone? Or am I that good?"

Oh, he was good. He was really good. Roxas blushed and glared at him. "I was just kidding," Axel said. He turned the chair so Roxas was facing him, claiming his lips again.

Roxas wrapped his arms around Axel's neck, pushing into the lip bruising kiss.

It was like heaven, kissing the one he loved like this. At this point, he didn't even care that Axel was drunk. He would just take what he could get.

Axel picked him up, not breaking the kiss, and carried him to the bed where Roxas was sat down and the red head climbed on top of him.

"Axel," Roxas moaned as the kiss was finally broke. "You really don't want to do this…"

"Sure I do," he said, pulling off his jacket. "I'm horny, you love me. Let's make magic."

He kissed Roxas again, lighter this time, and threw his jacket to the ground. He started to run his hands up Roxas's shirt, then behind him to grope his ass.

Roxas already had an erection by this point and moaned as Axel began making friction between their groins.

Axel groaned, but it was followed by a yawn. He blinked a few times before stopping the movements to rub at his eyes, making the blonde before him raise an eyebrow.

Axel fell over onto the floor with a loud 'thud' and proceeded to fall asleep there.

"Wow," Roxas said, sighing. "Way to ruin a good thing, man."

Xion woke up around three thirty and got up from the floor, making her way to Axel's bed. She wondered for a second where Axel was but shrugged it off and fell asleep.

A/N

I think this chapter was short. Was it?

Yupp got in a sibling kiss there just for you guys. ;D

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