Answers

Hi everyone, here is chapter 4… Answers. I hope you like it and PLEASE review!

"Hey! Put me down! I want to stay!" I yelled at mommy.

"You don't need to see that, plus your dad said that he heard a pretty good question in your head & said that I should answer it…" she said.

"Oh, right. Well, when I was in the car with Aunt Alice, & you called & you were crying, well sort of. I was wondering why you would be crying if you didn't even know Jacob that well. Didn't you first meet him when I was born?" I asked all these questions with a sense of anger that they might have been keeping something from me.

My mom bit her lip, but continued. "Jacob never told you?"

"No," I said with a tinge of anger towards Jacob, but it didn't last long.

"Well, Grandpa Swan & Jacob's Dad, have always been close friends, I used to play with Jacob's sisters when I was little. But when I moved to Forks, I met him again on First Beach, & he told me about some of his tribe's legends, about how they were descended from wolves, & about the cold ones. At the time he had no idea that any of it was true, but I had a feeling that it was… well at least about the cold ones. At the time I had just met your dad, & was trying to figure out what he was, because I knew that he was different. Also, Jacob wasn't a werewolf at the time…

Then I figured out what your dad was, & we fell in love. We were perfect for each other, well sort of, except I was human & he was a vampire… Well you see how in love your dad & I are right?" She asked suddenly.

"Yes, I can see it in your eyes when you look at each other." I answered.

"Good, ok then you will understand this next part. ... Well for my 18th birthday Alice threw me a birthday party here, with cake & presents & everything. But when I was opening up a present I got a paper cut on my finger, & a drop of blood fell to the floor. Jasper came at me, ready to kill me, but your dad pushed me out backwards, & Jasper forwards. I fell into a vase that shattered, & it cut my arm really bad. Jasper flew into the piano, but Emmett was holding him in between his firm arms, & hauled him out. Carlisle had to take out all the glass from the cut & stitch it up, but your dad was completely mortified at what his family did. So one day he took me out into the woods & told me that he & his whole family were moving & he promised, "That this will be the last time you'll see me". Obviously he didn't keep that promise! Anyway, I went into a really deep depression after he left, & became kind of like a zombie. Until one day when I went to a movie with Jessica, one of my friends. I saw these people across the street at this bar & I thought I knew one of them, so I started walking towards them… but then I heard your dad's voice inside my head! I thought that I was crazy, but his voice comforted me a little. So I found out then when I did something dangerous or stupid, I would hear his voice. So I got these motorcycles that someone was selling, but they were broken. I brought them to Jacob's house to have Jacob work on them. He helped me with them, & I found that when I was with him the "hole" as I called it wasn't as jagged. I used to think of him as my safe harbor. At the time he kind of had a crush on me. I also loved him, but not nearly as much as I felt for your father.

Well, anyways, when Jacob became a werewolf we couldn't be together as often, I always walked around on First Beach, but when I would walk I would start to think about your dad, & when I did that the "hole" would burst open. I would literally fold in half until it stopped. I was very depressed. Jacob helped with the hole though.

One day Jacob promised that he would take me cliff diving, I saw some of the pack kids doing it, & thought that it would be a good way to signal your dad's voice. But when I went over to his house to meet him, he wasn't there. Billy said that they had found a fresh trail from Victoria; she was a vampire who intended on killing me, because your dad killed her mate for trying to kill me, & was going to follow it. So I decided to hang out at First Beach again, but I eventually got bored of walking around, & decided to go cliff diving myself. I almost drowned, but Jacob saved me. Aunt Alice had the vision of me jumping off the cliff, & thought that I was trying to kill myself. She came back to Forks, to see if she could help Charlie at all. When she came I was there, & she was very confused. I told her that it was just a sport. Jacob came over then, & the phone rang. He answered it, & thought it was Carlisle. "Carlisle" asked where Charlie was, & Jacob said "the funeral", Charlie was going to Seth & Leah's dad's funeral.

Then Alice had a vision, & we quickly found out that the person on the phone wasn't Carlisle, but Edward! Rose told Edward about Alice's vision, & Edward was going to Volterra, to ask the Volturi to kill him! So Alice & I flew to Italy to stop him. It was very close, because the Volturi said no to kill him. So he decided a way to make them kill him… by stepping out in the sunlight in front of the busiest street, during the busiest holiday! I almost didn't make it in time… but I did, clearly. After that Edward & I were back together, forever! Jacob was very angry with me, but he got over it. He was here at the house the entire time that I was pregnant with you. I actually would have died without him… remember how bad I looked when you were born?"

"Yes, you looked awful, & were totally covered in blood!" I said remembering the scene vividly in my head.

"Ok, well if Jacob hadn't kept my heart beating by doing CPR, then I wouldn't be here right now! I always thought of Jacob as the Best Friend that anyone could ever have! He is still the truest friend that I have today. Now you know, Renesmee, I did know Jacob, for almost my entire life, & I did love him, & still do. Not nearly as much as Edward, but as the Truest Purest Best Friend that I will ever have!" she concluded.

"Wow, that was an excellent story! I am glad you told me. Can I go see him now?" I asked urgently. I now knew exactly what I would say to him. I wouldn't be afraid… or faint for that matter.

"I guess," said mom with a worried expression on her perfect face.

"Yes, I do… thank you, for everything. Even not giving up on me when you were pregnant & everyone wanted to kill me. I am sorry that I put you through so much when I was born… & before that. I am glad that you fought for what you believed in. And that is what I am going to tell Jacob too, to keep fighting for something you really want." I explained. I was going to tell him how much he means to me, I still have no Idea of what to say… I will just make it up as I go along I guess.

"You're welcome, Renesmee. That is a great idea by the way!" exclaimed mommy.

Then mommy took my hand, & we walked slowly up the stairs, to try to convince the love of my life, & my mommy's truest best friend not to give up… not to die! As we walked up the staircase a sunbeam hit our bolder hard skin & we shimmered in the light, two angels side by side bringing light to the people we loved. TBC…

There you have it folks! Chapter 4. The next few chapters are from Jacob's point of view… here is a sneak peek…

On three Seth pushed gently on my stomach & pushed me onto my feet. The forest was spinning, & the pain in my stomach & head increased! The last thing I remember is falling & Seth catching me & laying me gently onto the ground, then it went black…

That is in the next chapter everyone, so PLEASE review so I can put it up, five reviews is all I am asking for! Thanks for reading! –Twi and Super fan