[I Belong To You]

[1864]

They ran along the corridors, they ran up the stairs stopping only to kiss each other hungrily, passionately. Gilbert was laughing and giggling, Ludwig was deadly serious but they wanted the same thing now. The younger one grabbed his brother's wrist pushing him against the wall again, Gilbert chuckled wrapping his arms around his neck, "you can't resist to me any longer, my beloved West."

"Shut up…" Ludwig muttered kissing him, he didn't know what he was thinking as he lifted a hand and placed it on the back of Gilbert's head, fingers threading through the silver strands, pulling him closer. Gilbert kissed back closing his eyes, "My bedroom? Your bedroom?"

"Mine, it is nearest…"

Gilbert giggled, "You're so impatient! It's awesome!"

"Shut up, I said."

They walked slowly continuing to kiss each other until Gilbert found himself pressed against a familiar door, Ludwig opened it and closed it with his foot as they stepped inside. They didn't stop to kiss each other, they didn't stop to touch each other. Gilbert tried to wrap his legs around Ludwig's waist and the younger one lifted him bringing him to the bed.

They fell on the mattress together, the angle of the kiss changed, giving them better access, and the kiss turned deeper, more intimate, more pleasurable for both. Gilbert gave a guttural moan, putting his palms against Ludwig's chest trying to undo the uniform's jacket before rolling his hips suggestively. That movement was enough to make Ludwig break the kiss, his blue eyes were wide open, his lips were wet and there was a confused gaze on his face.

Gilbert smiled tenderly, "Hey…" he murmured taking his little brother's face in his hands, "don't be embarrassed, I'm very glad to find you so… happy to see me."

Ludwig growled something lowering his gaze but Gilbert grabbed his chin to make the younger one look at him in the eyes, "Rule number one: don't take your eyes off of your lover, never. You have to make him or her feel like the most beautiful and precious thing in the world and a gaze can be more sincere than words, sometimes. Did you understand?"

Ludwig nodded absently, he didn't look so interested about his older brother's experience.

"Rule number two: don't force your lover to do anything, it's the worst thing that someone can do during sex. It has to be a good thing, try to understand what he or she wants to do."

Ludwig nodded again, "what do you want to do, brother?"

Gilbert smiled proudly pinching Ludwig's nose, "my West is so good, isn't he?" He stared at him for a while caressing his cheek slowly, "I have an awesome game to play with you."

Ludwig nodded for the third time, "Explain it to me."

Gilbert ignored the coldness of his voice unbuttoning quickly the younger one's uniform's jacket. Ludwig throw it on the pavement as Gilbert worked on the white shirt showing his perfect slight muscular chest, the albino licked his lower lip: his little brother was only seventeen and he was a piece of art, he couldn't image what he would had become during the next years.

Ludwig freed himself from the shirt too while Gilbert tried to undo his trousers. The blond grabbed his wrist stopping him a little roughly, the albino laughed, "we need your not-so-little friend to play this game, West."

Ludwig blushed again but it didn't make disappear his cold expression, "I'm not going to get completely naked before you."

Gilbert grinned arrogantly, "do you want to watch me, West?" He sat up and Ludwig lifted himself on his knees automatically, "do you want to touch me, West?" Gilbert asked again playing with the golden buttons of his uniform. Ludwig just stared in silence while Gilbert rested his back against the mattress again freeing every button from his butthole slowly… slowly… and, at the end, he sat up throwing the shirt and the jacket on the floor.

And Ludwig continued to stare down at him deadly serious while Gilbert smiled up at him sliding a hand inside his own trousers touching himself slightly and moaning softly, "do you want to touch me there?" He asked again lowering the trousers enough to show the forbidden fruit between his legs.

Ludwig took a deep breath, he had already seen his brother's naked body but it was so different, so different…

"West?" Gilbert called travelling his fingers on his abdomen, "do you want to play this game with me?"

Ludwig didn't answer, he got off of the bed standing right in front of his older brother, "Lift your legs."

Gilbert didn't understand but he obeyed without stopping to smile, Ludwig took off his boots and then he pulled the trousers' hem leaving Gilbert on the bed in all his naked glory. The albino laughed, "it's your turn, little brother."

Ludwig didn't look embarrassed anymore, his cheeks were red but the dark expression on his face was so stimulant. He looked older with that expression and, when the younger one got rid of his trousers, Gilbert could help but blush like an idiot.

Gilbert stopped to smile, staring at his little brother in complete awe: Ludwig was so young, so naïve but… but… he tried to find the innocent teenager inside those blue eyes but his baby brother had disappeared right before his eyes.

Gilbert turned his face towards the windows, it was his turn to be embarrassed and he didn't know if he liked it. He had acted like the adult, like the expert lover and his brother had supposed to be the innocent awkward virgin and it had been funny and sweet inside the albino's mind but now… in the real world…

Gilbert felt Ludwig crawl on the bed, over his body. He felt those stormy blue eyes stare down at him, the albino could barely breath: was it a little sex game with his little brother, still?

He is a man and you know that

"What is it?" Ludwig asked, his voice was gentle but it wasn't the same voice Gilbert used to hear. The albino found the courage to look up at the younger one's face. Did he want a funny and simple thing? Gilbert knew that whatever was going to happen between them on that bed couldn't be funny or simple.

It was going to be deep like the ocean in Ludwig's blue eyes, it was going to be the greatest thing in his life after Friedrich's death and it was going to be so prohibited. Gilbert could barely breathe while he watched that beautiful young man over him.

Not a boy, not a teenager, not his baby brother. Ludwig was a man while he was staring down at him sadly and coldly at the same time waiting for his brother to give him the only thing he had the courage to give.

"What do you want, Gilbert?"

Seriously… what do I want?

Gilbert opened his mouth but he didn't talk immediately, "you…" It was true, it was sincere, it's was nothing and everything at the same time. Ludwig's shyness come out at the end, "I don't know… well, I can imagine but…"

"I will teach you," Gilbert was different, too. He wasn't sarcastic, he wasn't arrogant, he was patient, he wanted to give to his beloved Ludwig an awesome first time. He spread his legs allowing Ludwig to move between them.

The younger one looked nervous and tensed so Gilbert wrapped his arms around his neck to kiss him again, Ludwig kissed back holding that naked perfect body against his chest. Gilbert smiled in the kiss feeling Ludwig's hands travel along his chest, his hips, his thighs. It was slow and sweet and the thought of being the first one to be touched by his little brother's hands was enough to make Gilbert whine.

The albino reached down touching the manhood between his brother's legs and Ludwig stopped to kiss him immediately tensing up. "Do you like it?" Gilbert asked brushing his fingertips against the hard shaft, "West…" He sighed contently while Ludwig hid his face against his neck, "you're only seventeen but…"

"Shut up…" Ludwig muttered embarrassed. Gilbert retreated his hand lifting his hips to make their erection touch. Ludwig widened his eyes and bit his lower lip to stay silent while Gilbert moaned softly without stopping to roll his hips against Ludwig's ones.

"Gilbert…" Ludwig called breathing heavily, "stop it."

"Why?" The albino asked wrapping his arms around the boy's waist to pull him closer and arching his back allowing their erections to rub against each other. "Gott…" Ludwig growled. Gilbert smiled feeling Ludwig's hips move with his own, he closed his eyes relaxing beneath Ludwig's body calling his name softly until the younger one kissed him on the mouth again.

It was the innocent side of the sex and Gilbert had missed it very much and he was very happy to live it again with Ludwig. His beautiful, perfect Ludwig.

Gilbert could stay like this forever in his little brother's arms running to reach a pleasure a little too distant but it could be the best run of a life. They have time, the mature pleasure could wait a little more… a little more…

Gilbert widened his eyes when he felt something wet on his stomach, he noticed that Ludwig had stopped to move resting his forehead against his shoulder, he was breathing heavily. Their bodies were still pressed against each other but the only hard thing between them belonged to Gilbert.

Gilbert bit his lower lip to not laugh, it wasn't a good thing, not with a younger virgin lover.

Not with Ludwig.

He just smiled up at the ceiling and then he kissed his brother's cheek, "West?" He called with a sing song voice. "Shut up!" The younger blond exclaimed.

Gilbert giggled, "I said nothing!"

"Shut up!" Ludwig repeated moving off of his body to sit on the edge of the bed. Gilbert looked down at his body, a warm white fluid was all over his stomach but he didn't care, he lifted himself on his elbows staring at Ludwig's back, "West?"

"I…" Ludwig tried to say, his voice was trembling, "I'm sorry… I've to say it, right?"

Gilbert chuckled, "you don't have to be sorry!" He exclaimed cheerfully, "not with me. It means that it was good, I'm glad…"

"But it's been a little too good for me, right?"

Gilbert sighed coming closer and resting his cheek against his little brother's back, "it can happen at your age, Ludwig, don't stress yourself."

"It is humiliating."

Gilbert placed a kiss on his back, "no, it's not. It doesn't make you less manly or anything… Just, come here, I want to come, too."

Ludwig turned around: his cheeks were red and he was adorable like this. Gilbert couldn't help but kiss his cheek, "Come on, make me feel good."

Gilbert pushed his little brother against the pillows crawling over him and sitting on his lap, Ludwig watched him in complete adoration and Gilbert couldn't help but smile placing his hands on the teenager's chest, "we'll talk about the real sex another time," the albino said, "I don't want to run, not with you."

"What can I do?" Ludwig asked embarrassed.

"Give me your right hand," Gilbert ordered and the younger blond obeyed without understanding, the albino wrapped his fingers around the wrist taking the hand to his mouth kissing every fingertips slowly.

"What are you doing?"

Gilbert leered without answering and taking one of Ludwig's fingers inside his mouth, he began to suck it slowly making Ludwig shiver beneath him. "Bruder?" He called blushing deeply but he didn't take his eyes off of the albino's face who took a second finger between his lips wetting it with his tongue like the previous one.

Gilbert stopped only when he felt a hard thing under him and Ludwig squeezed his tights to brush his new erection against his crotch, he sighed with a smile freeing those fingers from his lips and bending down to take his little brother's face in his hands, "move your hand to touch my awesome ass."

Ludwig didn't make Gilbert repeate himself, he touched one of his brother's butt-cheeks squeezing it slightly. Gott… It was so soft and warm!

"Make one of your wet fingers slide between my awesome buttocks."

Ludwig looked up at him and Gilbert giggled, "ja, West, do it."

The younger one moved his hand blindly looking for that secret spot, he stopped when he found it, he looked up at his brother and Gilbert smiled. His brother didn't know how much he loved that smile…

Gilbert flinched when he did like he had said, "your fingers are cold."

"I'm sorry."

"No," Gilbert bent down, "you don't have to be," he kissed his little brother's mouth slowly while Ludwig moved his fingers between his butt-cheeks touching the most forbidden part of his body, "Inside…"

Ludwig stopped to kiss back, "what?"

Gilbert smiled against his lips, "inside, West, inside."

Ludwig nodded slightly but he hesitated for a while brushing his fingertip against Gilbert's private entrance. His brother whined resting his forehead against his own, "inside, West…"

The blond made a little pressure and half of his finger slid inside his brother's body making Gilbert moan loudly, "move it…" Gilbert growled placing a kiss on his forehead, "move it, West… West…"

Ludwig obeyed without even thinking and adding the second finger after a while, Gilbert flinched breathing heavily, "good, West, you're very good!"

Gilbert's body was moving slightly to meet his little brother's fingers, "touch me, my beloved soldier, touch me."

Ludwig had stopped to think few minutes ago, he obeyed to everyone of Gilbert's order like they were the most natural thing in the world. His mind could think only about Gilbert, only about his perfect body that was shaking with pleasure thanks to him, about his soft moans and about those wonderful lips against his own that was kissing him desperately running towards the final pleasure.

It didn't last so long…

Gilbert stopped to kiss him hiding his face in his shoulders moaning and moving his body spasmodically until he stopped suddenly tensing and coming in Ludwig's hand and on his stomach with a last moan. Ludwig relaxed against the pillows feeling the comfortable warm on his brother's body pressed against his own. He wrapped an arm around Gilbert's waist and, after a while, he placed a kiss on his shoulder awkwardly.

Gilbert smiled against his shoulder turning his head to kiss his neck slowly.

Ludwig stiffened, "Gilbert?"

"Shhh…" Gilbert used his tongue to play with his earlobe and then he went down kissing his collarbone, his chest, he stopped on the right nipple for a while and then he kissed his stomach. Ludwig had lost the capacity to speak so he just watched while his brother leered up at him one more time, "do you need a hand, West?" Gilbert said brushing his fingertips against his member, Ludwig just bit his lower lip.

"Or do you prefer something else?"

Ludwig could barely breathe and he wasn't sure to have understood his brother's words, he just looked while Gilbert bent down taking the tip of his manhood inside his mouth. Ludwig threw his head back biting his lower lip to not moan but he could help but growl. The young German didn't have the courage to look down, it was enough the feeling of Gilbert's mouth around his member while he sucked it, slowly like he had done with his finger before, to make him lose his mind.

He didn't want to look, he would had lost control immediately but… but… He just couldn't help himself.

Ludwig stared down at his brother and it was the most erotic image of his young life: Gilbert's eyes were closed, his cheek were red like his lips around the tip of his manhood. His expression was focused to give to his little brother all the pleasure he could give him.

"Gilbert…" Ludwig called softly resting a hand on Gilbert's head caressing it slowly, gently until a strong wave of pleasure made him tense and he gripped his brother's hair violently. "Gott! Oh Gott!" Ludwig came collapsing on the pillows a second later.

It wasn't only good, it was the heaven… the heaven… my heaven

"Ouch, West!" Gilbert growled and Ludwig tried to open his eyes and look at his older brother. Gilbert was sitting on the mattress between his legs massaging the back of his head and pouting, "you've hurt me!"

Ludwig forced himself to sit up, his hair was a mess but his mind was almost empty after the last orgasm, "oh… I'm sorry."

Gilbert looked up at him and Ludwig noticed for the first time the little white rivlet that was flowing down from the corner of his mouth. He widened his eyes and opened his mouth in disbelief, "I've… I've…"

Gilbert blinked, "what's wrong?"

Ludwig decided that he wasn't going to talk clearly very soon and he just lifted his hand drying that white fluid, Gilbert stared down at his fingers and giggled, "oh, it's just your sperm," he said it so naturally that Ludwig almost fainted, "what is it, West?"

"Did I… I've…"

Gilbert came closer and wrapping his arms around his little brother neck, "ja, you've come inside my mouth."

Ludwig became redder if it was possible.

"Hey…" Gilbert pecked his lips, "calm down, it's okay!"

"I… I…" Ludwig decided to just shut up.

Gilbert didn't look angry or annoyed, was it a natural thing for him? He didn't have the courage to ask. Gilbert got off of the bed and Ludwig couldn't help but stare at his naked body as he walked towards the chest of drawers. He opened the first drawer taking off a white cloth and then he immerged it inside the washbowl placed on the top of that piece of forniture.

Gilbert cleaned his stomach quickly coming closer to the bed to hand the cloth to his little brother, Ludwig accepted it cleaning his fingers and his chest throwing that piece of fabric on the pavement at the end.

Few minutes later, Gilbert's back was pressed against his chest and Ludwig wrapped an arm around his waist to pull him closer. The albino took his hand playing with his fingers absently, "it's so strange…" he muttered.

"What?" Ludwig asked.

"We've slept together so many times and I never hoped to be in your arms in this way."

"When did it begin?"

"What are you talking about?"

"When you've begun to think about me like a lover?"

Gilbert laughed, "West! You've always been my little brother for me, everything is started in Denmark!"

"Liar…" Ludwig muttered.


Gilbert was getting accustomed to Ludwig's presence in his bed.

He was getting accustomed very gladly to Ludwig's presence over his body, as well.

And they didn't even have sex, yet!

They have spent the last month playing in bed without clothes and Gilbert had been the most awesome teacher of the world, he was sure of it!

Ludwig would had turned into the most wonderful lover of Europe very soon and he was his, only his and Gilbert was very proud of it.

He loved to stare at Ludwig's sleeping face when they had done, he looked younger when he was asleep and Gilbert couldn't help but watch him travelling his index over his face gently in complete adoration.

Gilbert didn't realized at first but, after a month, he had already stopped to hide his true feelings in public. He never left Ludwig's side, he always smiled at him a little too brightly touching him more often than he was supposed to do. On the contrary, Ludwig looked more adult, more distant, more cold towards him when they weren't alone.

Gilbert thought that it was a way to hide their secret relationship better and he accepted it naively without complaining.

"You look more beautiful, you know?" Ivan asked one day during one of those boring balls. Gilbert didn't stop to smile, "are you trying to invade my vital regions again, my dear Ivan?"

Ivan made a face, "I think there is already someone in your bed…"

"Is it so clear?" Gilbert asked simulating a surprised expression and then he laughed, "it's the best lover I've ever had, to be honest."

Ivan's expression darkened a little, "What is his name?"

Gilbert chuckled, "I didn't mean to offend you Herr Russland! We have stopped to be lover years ago, you've stopped to be my lover, to be precise! Don't make that face, everyone one wants a part of the awesome me, after all."

"Isn't another human, right?"

"Do you care?"

"Da, I care when I know you will fall in love with this mysterious guy very soon!" Ivan drink his red wine absently watching the people around them trying to find the Prussian's new lover between them, "tell me something about him… is it a him, right?"

But Gilbert had stopped to smile, he was looking at the Russian with a very cold gaze, "I will not fall in love with anyone else thanks to someone," he said and Ivan's expression soften a little, "did you miss me, my beloved Prussia?" He asked cupping the albino's cheek gently.

Gilbert push that hand away, "I've stopped to think about feelings when I fuck with someone!"

"Lower you voice, my dear rabbit!"

"I'm not your rabbit!"

"Shhh…" Ivan wrapped his arm around his shoulders, "you know that I could be with you until the end of the eternity."

Gilbert stared at the pavement, "they were only words."

"You have chosen another man, Gilbert…"

"I've chosen my family, Ivan. It was a natural thing!"

"It's not the only truth and you know it."

"Stop to say nonsense!" Gilbert shouted at the end pushing him away, "you've betrayed me just like Roderich and I won't let anyone touch my heart another time! I will be like you and him, I will use people's feelings to get what makes me feel happy! I'm able to do it with other nations during a war, I will do it for the sex, too!"

"But I bet that you're faithful to him, right?"

Gilbert froze, "We've a deal…"

"A deal?" Ivan smiled diabolically, "you're so coward that you can accept a deal because you don't have the courage to call it love?"
Gilbert closed his fists tightly! He hated it! He hated him! He hated like Ivan could read inside him mercilessly.

"You already belong to him."

"I don't belong to anyone!" Gilbert replied coming closer to the Russian, he looked at the people around them: no one was watching them, "and I will prove it to you!"

Gilbert took Ivan's face in his hands kissing him impetuously.

No one was watching them.

No one but a person.

The sound of a broken glass made Gilbert stop that childish farce and turn around.

He froze.

Ludwig was staring at them, Ludwig had seen everything.

Ivan looked down at him confused and then he followed his gaze meeting the younger German's blue eyes and he held his breath understanding everything. Ludwig sent a hateful gaze to them turning around rashly and walking out of the great ballroom.

"Ludwig…" Gilbert murmured.

Ludwig walked along the palace's corridors without a destination, he only wanted to run away from Gilbert and his betrayal. He wanted to find out that it was only a nightmare, that Gilbert hadn't kissed that bastard Russian right before the entire court's eyes like there was nothing wrong about it.

Like nothing had happened between them during the last month.

He hated him, he hated Gilbert.

He had humiliated himself when he had proposed that deal to his older brother, he had walked on his own feelings just to have the illusion to make Gilbert his, to love him as a real lover not only as a brother.

And Gilbert… Gilbert…

Gilbert had played with his feelings and his body until he had got tired of him.

Was it because of the sex?

Ludwig had never denied it to him, Gilbert wanted to wait, Gilbert didn't really wanted him since the start. He wanted only to play a pervert game with his little brother to enlarge his ego!

"Bastard…" he muttered resting a shoulder against the wall of a dark corridor slapping a hand against his own face, "you're a bastard, bruder, a fucking bastard!"

"Well… Well… Well…"

Ludwig flinched when a hand touched his shoulder and he made a face when he recognized the blond young woman in front of him, "Natalya…"

"Ludwig," she replied coldly, she was wearing a black dress that made her look like a cruel fairy of the night "I'm not the only one in love with its older brother, I guess…"

Ludwig bit his lower lip turning his head, "leave me alone."

"Why?" She asked, "you can be very useful for me right now and I can be very useful for you, as well."

The younger one looked at her one more time, "what do you mean?"

"I saw what you've seen," she placed a hand over his chest playing with the decorations of his uniform, "your dear whore is a little too impulsive, isn't he?"

Ludwig grabbed her wrist violently and she smiled diabolically, she looked like Ivan with that expression, "I know that you want to punish your brother like I want to punish mine."

"I don't want to hear nothing else from you…" Ludwig was going to walk away but the young woman didn't want to let him go, "Gilbert is sure to have you in his hands and you're letting him treat you like a puppet! It is weakness, Ludwig."

"You can't talk about what you don't know!" Ludwig hissed.

"I don't know…" Natalya muttered coming closer to him, "Oh, my dear little Ludwig, I know very well how you're feeling right now," She cupped the younger blonde's face, "you are in love with your own blood but you aren't loved back, we share the same curse."

"My brother cares about me, at least," Ludwig replied darkly and Natalya stopped to smile, "I wanted to help you to conquer the little whore's heart."

"Don't you dare to call my brother in that way, again!" Ludwig shouted bringing his right hand to her throat, Natalya widened her eyes but she relaxed quickly, "good, Ludwig, I won't need to force myself if you act like this."

Ludwig blinked while the blond young woman grabbed his wrist with both her hands, "you're strong, you're proud, you can become the most powerful Empire in Europe, maybe. I don't care, anyway, I want to make my brother feel like I feel since the day he has fallen in love with that bastard Prussian but I need a good accomplice and you're perfect."

"Be your accomplice!" Ludwig laughed, "what the hell are you saying?"

Natalya snorted loudly, "I'm lucky, you're beautiful, at least…" She took Ludwig hands placing them over her breasts.

Ludwig widened his eyes blushing deeply, "are you out of mind?" He asked pushing her away.

She rolled her eyes, "don't be so childish, you know what you have to do. I'm not so ugly, you can do it with me without throwing up, can't you?"

"Do it…" Ludwig held his breath for a while, "are you crazy?"

Natalya frowned, "crazy? It's just sex, boy."

"I don't use to play with this kind of things!"

"Oh…" Natalya smiled briefly nodding slightly, "we've a little virgin nation here! It's very interesting!"

Ludwig turned redder trying to turn around one more time but Natalya was faster than him, she pushed him against the wall violently wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him. Yes, she kissed him.

Natalya was kissing Ludwig.

Ivan's little sister was kissing Gilbert's little brother and it sounded funny and tragic at the same time.

Natalya cupped Ludwig's cheeks and kissed him deeper, her hands spontaneously slid down, tracing his jaw line and Adam's apple, lower onto the torso again. Ludwig barely kissed back but he didn't push her away, he felt nothing for her, she was nothing for him.

But Gilbert had betrayed him, he had broken his heart two times and… No! He didn't want to be his faithful little dog, his precious secret doll, his innocent and naïve little brother.

He was a man, he deserved to be loved and respected like a man.

He could be cruel like a man!

"Natalya."

They parted.

They turned around.

Gilbert and Ivan were staring at them in silence.

At first, Ludwig lowered his face trying to hide himself but he looked at his older brother a second later and in his expression there was only coldness. Gilbert's expression was horrible, it seemed like he'd fallen into despair.

"Natalya," Ivan called again and the young woman smiled up at him one more time before walking towards her older brother, the Russian held out his hand and Natalya held it happily, "good night, Gilbert," Ivan murmured a little sadly but his brother only nodded absently.

The Russian glared at Ludwig.

Ludwig glared back until the two siblings disappeared at the end of the dark corridor.

Gilbert and Ludwig were alone.

They were in front of each other, face to face.

Ludwig with his coldness expression, Gilbert with his barely hidden despair.

The albino was the first to move.

He walked closer slowly, slowly and he stopped only when he was almost able to touch his little brother.

"Bru…"

The slap was sudden, painful and Ludwig couldn't help but cup his cheek closing his eyes, when he reopened them Gilbert was still there, the tears were streaming down his cheeks but his expression was the anger's portrait.

It wasn't a older brother's slap, it was a lover's slap.

"How could you…" Gilbert growled venomously.

Ludwig's expression turned darker, "you slap me like an offended mate when you've been the first to break our deal."

"It was just a quick kiss, you stupid brat!" Gilbert shouted, he was losing his mind, Ludwig was sure of it, "and you… you… you've run away looking for your revenge without even talking with me!"

Ludwig snorted, "talk with you? I'm tired of your lies, I'm tired of your secrets! I hate you! I hate you!"

Gilbert laughed hysterically, "do you hate me?" He asked with a diabolical smile, "you're nothing without me, you're just a brat without a real nation, without a real name, without a real power and without a real future!"

It was Ludwig turn to slap him and Gilbert fell on the floor miserably while his little brother stared down at him in disbelief. Gilbert hid his face in his arms sobbing desperately on the floor at his younger brother's feet.

"Bruder?" Ludwig called worried kneeling on the floor next to him, "I'm sorry, I've lost my mind! I'm sorry! Bruder?"

"You're mine, you little bastard!" Gilbert shouted rolling on his side to hid his face to Ludwig's eyes, "you're mine, no one can touch you, you belong to me."

"I don't belong to anyone, just like you my dear brother!" Ludwig replied hastily and Gilbert held his breath staring at the great window before him with wide open red eyes. The moon was the only source of light, the silence was broken only by his and Ludwig's heavy breath.

"I lied…" He murmured at the end.

Ludwig stared at his back confused.

Gilbert turned his head hesitantly to look up at him, "I lied…"

Ludwig shook his head without understanding.

"When I said…" Gilbert lifted his hand touching Ludwig's cheek, "I said that I don't belong to anyone… I wanted to but…"

Ludwig widened his eyes.

"I had to lie, Ludwig, I had to li…"

Ludwig shushed him with an impetuous kiss and Gilbert wrapped his arms around his neck immediately pulling him closer and closer. The albino caressed his cheek and his blond hair kissing back desperately until Ludwig wrapped his arms around his body lifting him in his arms.

"How long…?"

"I don't know," Gilbert smiled against his mouth, "always… probably…"

No explanation was requested now.

Later… Later was fine.

But now… now…

Gilbert had said that he belonged to him and Ludwig didn't need anything else!

Corridors, stairs.

A door slammed.

Their clothes fell on the floor like autumn-leaves.

Gilbert grunted when his legs collided against the bed's edge collapsing on the mattress, Ludwig over him.

The younger blond stared down at him, the sight was delightful.

"You drive me mad…"

Gilbert placed a hand over his cheek, "no, you've made me lost my mind, brat."

he lifted his hands off the mattress wounding them up around Ludwig's neck, closing the short distance.

Tongues met, exploring curiously, playing in some strange kind of slow passion.

The albino tangled his fingers into the golden strands, massaging the younger man's scalp while his tongue did the same to Ludwig's own, but with ebullient devotion now. In a couple of skillful movements, Ludwig succeeded in spreading his older brother's legs and settling between them comfortably, weight on his knees.

Gilbert stared down at the manhood between his brother's legs licking his lips maliciously allowing Ludwig to experiment for a while, it was a good idea. Ludwig's lips took care of Gilbert's neck, hands traveling over the perfect body he had wished to explore, kissing and caressing the pale skin like it was the most precious thing in the world.

Gilbert felt like it. Precious, loved, desired…

The young nation kissed across his jaw before licking his earlobe and breathing softly into his ear as he pressed their naked bodies together. Gilbert sighed deeply closing his eyes in sweet anticipation.

They were going to commit their last sin, they were going to fulfill their most forbidden and secret desire.

"Ludwig…" Gilbert called softly and the younger one looked down at him, "you're a man now, you can take what you want if you conquer it, and you're already conquered me years ago."

Ludwig shook his head, "I want to hear you say it."

Gilbert grinned, "you can have me if you wan…" He stopped staring at his little brother for a while, "no, you can have because I want you to be mine."

"I'm already yours, bruder."

Gilbert got used to the intrusion quickly.

He wasn't a virgin after all and Ludwig was a very careful and gentle lover. He was scissoring his fingers almost delicately without stopping to stare at Gilbert's flushed face, he added another fingertip a little too harshly and Gilbert let a noise of discomfort pass his lips. Ludwig stopped pressing a buttefly kiss below his navel in apology. Gilbert smiled sliding his hands into the blond locks, "take me, West."

Ludwig looked up blushing deeply trying to calm his racing heart, "I don't know what to do," he admitted embarrassed, "I mean… I know only the theory."

Gilbert didn't laugh, he didn't want to ruin that awesome atmosphere, "lay down, I will think about everything, this time."

Gilbert moved only when he saw Ludwig lying on the bed, he crawled closer without stopping to smile maliciously. Ludwig gulped, the sound of his own beating heart boomed through his ears when Gilbert mounted him, his smile was still on his face while his hand slid down between his legs.

He curled his fingers around the base of Ludwig's erection in a gentle squeeze bobbing up and down. Ludwig bit his lower lip without taking his eyes off of that scene.

Gilbert held Ludwig's cock upright to position himself, and Ludwig just stared in adoration while Gilbert moved slowly down his member, red eyes screwed shut in sheer pleasure. Ludwig was sure to see his brother's erection twitched enthusiastically right before his eyes.

"Oh, Ludwig…" Gilbert cried out softly feeling the heat of passion cross his body while he lowered himself down. Slowly, he rotated his hips in a circular way, already feeling the swollen head press against one of his sweet spots. He spread his legs further, his body slid down, impaling himself completely.

Ludwig closed his eyes throwing his head back, he opened his mouth slightly but he was out of air and no sound escaped from his lips.

He was going to faint, he was going to faint!

He was inside Gilbert. Oh Gott… He was inside his beloved brother's body.

Gilbert rolled his hips, and thrust his pelvis back and forth in a circle again to search for the best angle and best position. Ludwig just caressed his thighs squeezing the soft skin, the younger man was in his brother's hands, now and Gilbert smiled satisfied starting a steady rhythm, always careful not to press his entire weight down on Ludwig's body.

"Oh Gott…" Ludwig moaned grabbing Gilbert's hips thrusting back to get more pleasure. Gilbert felt his muscles tightening because of the sudden friction, he placed his hands against Ludwig's strong chest throwing his head back and riding him like a expert knight.

That sight was enough to make Ludwig come immediately.

Gilbert.

Gilbert over him.

Gilbert's beautiful face distorted thanks to the pleasure he was giving him.

It had to be the heaven, but it wasn't enough.

Ludwig wanted everything of that unique creature, he wanted his soul, his heart… Everything!

He wanted to melt with Gilbert until their body turned into a single, perfect thing.

The younger man moved into a sitting position wrapping his arms around Gilbert's body taking one of his pink nipple between his lips while Gilbert moaned loudly running his fingers between his blond hair, "oh, Ludwig… Oh, Ludwig…" He almost sobbed taking Ludwig's face in his hands kissing him desperately until their bodies began to move frantically together.

They moaned against each other's mouth while Gilbert came against his young lover's chest and Ludwig squeezed his buttocks firmly filling his older brother's body. Gilbert closed his eyes, resting his cheek on the top of Ludwig head enjoying the warm feeling of his little brother's seed inside him.

It had never felt so right since his nights of love with Friedrich.

Roderich had been a naïve mistake, Ivan's had been a hopeful try.

But Ludwig… Ludwig was love.

Ludwig was the greatest love of his life.

Friedrich had been his first love and he couldn't stop to love him, but he had been just a lover, a king, a friend.

Ludwig was blood of his blood.

He had loved Ludwig unconditionally since the start of his life, he just started to love him differently,later.

Gilbert smiled sweetly brushing his nose against the soft blond locks. Ludwig was kissing his chest slowly resting his forehead against his shoulder, his arms were still wrapped tiredly around his body.

His blue eyes were closed.

Gilbert chuckled, "Ludwig?" The albino pushed his little brother down gently resting his cheek on his abdomen, Ludwig stared down at him with half-closed eyes. "I clean up, a little…" Gilbert murmured standing up coming closer to the washbowl to do what he always used to do at the end of their games.

Ludwig just watched while Gilbert cleaned the little entrance between his buttocks and then he came back taking care of his chest, "it had been one of the best orgasm of my life," the albino murmured softly throwing the cloth away.

Ludwig was still silent and Gilbert tilted his head, "didn't you like it?" He asked deadly serious and the younger one blinked, "like it…"

"Didn't you like to make love with me?" Gilbert asked again.

Ludwig lifted himself on his elbows smiling like an idiot, "make love…"

Gilbert was a little confused, "it's what we've done until now, West."

"Ja, I know…" Ludwig took the albino in his arms kissing him on the lips gently and resting his forehead against his, "we've made love, it sounds so right."

Gilbert agreed silently: it sounded like the rightest thing in the world.

He grinned, "West, you've turned into a romantic sissy boy, didn't you?"

Ludwig turned serious immediately, "you've never been able to read the atmosphere."

"I turned it awesome!" Gilbert exclaimed jumping on his little brother making them collapse on the mattress again.

"Gilbert!" Ludwig exclaimed.

"I took your virginity! I'm so awesome!"

"Shut up! Stop to act like an idiot every single moment of your life!"

"You love this idiot, my dear West."

"I didn't said it clearly, yet."

Gilbert stopped thinking about it for a moment staring down at his little brother's face, "say it!"

Ludwig rolled his eyes, "Gilbert…"

"Say it! Say it! Say it! Say it! Say it!"

"You're loud and I'm tired.

"I know! The awesome me has destroyed your little virgin body!"

"Shut up!"


[1945]

"It has been a mistake…"

Roderich Eldestein wasn't able to be a parent, he wasn't able to be tender towards a little human. He could be patient, he could be gentle but the coldness of his etiquette surrounded him everywhere, every single minute of the day.

"It has been a great mistake!"

Gilbert had done a lot of mistakes with Ludwig, he had been better with their daughter after her birth but he hadn't been perfect, too! He used to be strict sometimes with Ludwig during his training but he had always tried to be sweet with him sometimes. Gilbert didn't have to force himself, it was a natural thing for him because he loved Ludwig. No one had never loved him during his childhood and Gilbert didn't want the same thing for his little brother and his child.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Roderich Eldestein couldn't been a good father, he could be a responsible person but he didn't know how to hug a child and Gilbert wanted to give his daughter to someone who could love her like her deserved, like he and Ludwig had done… more or less.

"I can't love you… I don't… I don't love you."

Gilbert didn't like Roderich but he was the only member of their family out of that Hell.

"Gilbert…" Arthur called and the albino looked up at him nodding slightly, "let him in," he muttered and the Brit nodded opening the little room's door.

Gilbert forced a smile.

"It's my fault, Gilbert, I'm sorry…"

"Hi, Rod!"


A\N: I wanted to write about Roderich but I've written about Gilbert on Ludwig, Ludwig on Gilbert etc. etc.

I'll talk about Roderich in the next chapter but I can't promise it...

In the Second-Story-Line will start the Mpreg's first arc and one of the parents won't be happy about the child.

A little note: I've written one last scene about Gilbert's feelings for Ludwig before the war in Denmark, it was to explain when Gilbert has begun to love him as a lover but it's disappeared (mistery UU). I'll add it somewhere else but don't think about Gilbert like a selfish guy who changes his mind every day, that's it!

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