Okay, I know it's been a while since I wrote and everything, but with school getting out and people going around and away for the summer, a lot of stuff has been happening and I just haven't found the time. Anyways, just a couple words, to one VERY devoted reviewer, who even though I haven't written much and don't have very many reviews and this is my first fanfic, she keeps reviewing.
HeavenlyTantei – Thanx sooo much for the reviews. Your AMAZING!!
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Disclaimer: NOTHING belongs to me…..but who said life was fair?
Last time:
"So, Sana Kurata" Akito said with a smirk, his voice husky, "are you still gonna tell me you don't want me?"
Sana pulled back, shocked. Without a sound, she pulled herself from Akito's embrace. She blushed as she straightened her shirt. And turned away from him once more. "I'm with Naozumi now Akito. He knows how to treat me, and your just going to have to accept that." She didn't turn back to him, and when she heard footsteps she assumed he was leaving.
Two arms slowly snaked around her waist. She tried to turn around, but was stopped quickly. Slowly, Akito kissed up her neck and whispered in her ear. "You can say that all you want Miss. Kurata. But we both know you want me. If that need ever gets to great, you know where I am."
And with that, he turned a left, leaving a confused and torn Sana standing on the hilltop
Sana slowly sank to the ground as she watched Akito walk down the hill, until he finally disappeared into the row of trees that would take him to the movie shoot, and the road home. Suddenly Sana flopped down in the grass, spread her arms and legs out, and looked up at the clouds. She fought to keep back the sobs that were threatening to escape. However, when one lone tear escaped down her cheek, she lost it. She turned and stumbled back in the direction of her cabin, crying so hard she could hardly walk.
She finally made it to her room, and stumbled over to her closet. Dragging over a chair, she climbed to the top shelf of her "closet" and pulled down 3 boxes, all stuffed to the brim. After returning the chair, she dragged the 3 boxes to the middle of her room and sat down on the floor.
The boxes were labeled Sana, Akito & Friends
2 HOURS LATER
When Naozumi finally realized that it had been a good hour and ½ since he had left Sana and Akito on top of the hill (alone…) he rushed to the top of the hill. Not finding either one of them there, he ran down to the movie shoot, through the forest, before finally returning to the cabins.
Finally realizing what an IDIOT he was for not looking for Sana in the most obvious place (her cabin!!) he knocked softly. After waiting for a little while, and hearing nothing, he pushed open the door and walked in. He was greeted by the sight of Sana surrounded by ripped pictures, papers and notebooks. Over in a corner were three empty cardboard boxes. To Sana's right was a stack of un-ripped pictures, and to her left was a pile of paper, that was in so many shreds that it could now be referred to as, "paper-ish dust"
In the center of the entire mess, set Sana. It was obvious that she had been crying, but she wasn't now. Naozumi ran over to her quickly, and knelt down beside her.
"Sana, what the hell is this?? How long have you been by yourself in here?"
"Oh, not long. Only about an hour or so I guess." Naozumi was startled when he heard Sana's voice. It was lower and quieter than it normally was, and it was also a little hoarse.
"Okay…Sana what is all this stuff??" Naozumi went to pick up a piece of paper, but stopped when Sana started talking again.
"Oh, you know. Just a little this and that. Years worth of friendships. Just little things like that." Sana's voice started to tremble, as tears leaked out the corner of her eyes. "Things that don't matter anymore. Things that I like to tell myself DO matter. Nothing important."
Naozumi paused, as an awkward silence took over the room. A couple of minutes later, Sana's body shook as she cried in silent sobs. Naozumi reached out to touch her hand, but as soon as he touched her, Sana jumped up.
"What the hell!! What's wrong with me Naozumi?? Why can't I just be normal?? Why can't I just be a normal kid, with normal friendships and normal relationships?? What am I doing wrong?!" Sana was sobbing hysterically now, and Naozumi stood up slowly.
"Why doesn't he like me 'Zumi?" She asked quietly, through tears. "Am I just not good enough for him? Am I not pretty enough? Why won't he just talk to me? What am I doing wrong?"
"Sana!!" Naozumi said. "Who are you talking about? Are you talking about Akito?" Naozumi paused. "I thought you said you were done with him." He continued quietly.
"I am!" Sana snapped. "Of course I am! He's irritating, annoying, a know-it-all, a COMPLETE jackass to me, he doesn't care about how I feel or what I do, and what else? OH YEAH! HE'S GOING OUT WITH MY SLUT OF A 'BEST FRIEND'"
Sana reached to the floor and grabbed a picture of her and Fuka, glaring and ripping it as she continued. "Why am I worrying about Akito? I should be worrying about you! You're the one who asked him out! You're the one who completely came between us, and you're the one who would give up anything EVEN ME to be with him. I can't believe you."
Suddenly Sana went quiet. She turned slowly to Naozumi, who had been watching the entire performance with a look of disbelief. When he realized Sana was looking at him, he got a little nervous.
"Promise me something 'Zumi." Sana said with a sad smile.
"Anything you want Sana," He said, just as softly.
"Promise me that no matter what happens, you'll never turn your back on me?" Her eyes were pleading with him silently.
"I could never leave you Sana." Naozumi said, taking her hand. " I love you too much."
Sana closed her eyes and smiled a small, satisfied smile. Then, she wobbled and passed out. Naozumi caught her as she fell, picked her up and carried her to her room. He sat her on the bed, and carefully covered her up, before placing a small kiss on her forehead and walking out the door, closing it behind him.
He was halfway through the main room when he noticed the pile of boxes on the floor where Sana had left them. Well, he thought with a sigh. Might as well clean them up for her. It's the least I can do.
He bent down and carefully began putting the pictures that were still in tact into the first box. He flinched when he saw several strings of pictures of Sana and Akito that was taken in a photo booth in the mall. Sana said she was over him, he thought to himself, and I trust her.
He was almost done when he picked up the last piece of paper and noticed a small blue book underneath it. Sitting down, he picked it up and opened the front cover.
Sana's Scrapbook : 3 years of friends and all out INSANITY
If your not Sana, Fuka, Aya, Tsuyoshi, Rei, Mama or Akito, you shouldn't be reading this. Put it down now!! I MEAN IT!!
Naozumi smirked…..until he saw that his name wasn't included with the list of those who could read it. He continued anyway though, turning the page
The first page looked like the first day of school. Naozumi admitted to himself, that what he really cared about were pictures of Sana and Akito….and what she said about them. Flipping through the album, he stopped at a page that looked like a class fieldtrip…..
We went on a class fieldtrip to the observatory today. It was pretty cool to see the city from the top like that! Plus, we had to ride this super long elevator to get up there….and Akito hates heights. Heh heh heh….anyways, everything was going perfectly well until I tried to be NICE!! And how can being nice mess things up, you ask? Funny….I WONDER THAT TOO!! Anyways,..
Naozumi skimmed the page, finally stopping on one paragraph…..
And then he kissed me!! It wasn't like I asked him too or anything, (he said I put my face too close…PERVERT) he just did it! I don't remember much after that…..
Even though it happened a while ago, Naozumi panicked. He skimmed through the book, stopping at anything that looked the least like Sana and Akito
….Christmas party…..I got him a dinosaur, I think he liked it! It took me forever to find it….Akito kissed me outside in the snow…kindav romantic….I didn't pull away
Akito was totally there for me today……didn't do well in class…….might not pass the grade……Akito blackmailed the teachers……just for me 3 ……weird but nice
Me and Akito were alone in the park……Asked him about observatory kiss……told me he didn't hate me……IS HE IN LOVE WITH ME??...do I love him back??
Naozumi got up and with an angry sigh (he couldn't really yell, after all Sana's sleeping) he threw the scrapbook as hard as he could at the opposite wall. As it landed, he noticed a piece of paper that fluttered out of it as he threw it. Can't really stop now, he thought, so he picked it up and started reading.
Dear diary,
Not much has happened today. Naozumi dropped by earlier. He's the sweetest, but I don't have any idea how to tell him that I don't like him the way I think he likes me. I think I could, but I don't know if I could because as much as I want to find out, I can't leave Akito behind.
Akito seems to be popping up more and more lately. I don't know what to do about it!! On one hand, I wish he'd go away and leave me alone. After all, he made his choice right?? But on the other hand, if he does leave me alone, I'd never get to see him, and then where would I be.
Maybe I don't love him. I'm really hoping I don't. It's easier to get over an obsession or a crush than it is to get over loving someone. At least, that's what Mamma said. I don't really know. I'm not over Akito yet.
Boy if Naozumi ever found out, he'd have a fit. Rei to for that matter. They both don't like Akito. I don't really see why!! I mean, yea, there's the whole "me" issue, but you'd think the least they could do was be nice to each other!! Oh well…
I've got to go now, the Camera crew needs to shoot
Love, Sana Kurata 3
Naozumi was close to blacking out. CALM DOWN!! He screamed in his head. He took several deep breaths, and finally calmed down.
"This was a year ago." He said calmly to himself out loud. "Or longer. Sana's changed now. She wants to be with me."
He was just about to put the book away when he caught the date on top of the paper. And froze.
June 19, 2008
Dear Diary……
Okay, just incase you don't get it, Naozumi thinks Sana wrote the diary entry a year ago, but in reality he's reading it on June 22, which means she only wrote it a few days ago.
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