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Chapter 4
I didn't move all night. I thought a lot. Most of it was depressing things, but I also asked myself simple questions like 'why didn't I pee yet' and 'why am I not hungry?' I really didn't care so I just laid their.
I don't think I ever slept I just laid on the floor, although time did seem to pass by very quickly. I say this because I did remember Rose come in sometime after the sun was up. I heard the plates drop on the ground and I felt her shaking me trying to "wake me up". I didn't move at that point, its not that I couldn't its more like I didn't want to.
She was screaming but I didn't care, but at the same time I willed her to shut the fuck up, it was just to high pitched. I heard foot steps and soon I was in Jasper's arms. I looked at him and he looked at me. He put me back down on the ground and pulled Rose out of the room she was screaming the whole time for him to help me. Jasper was smarter than I gave him credit for. If I honestly gave a damn I would have thanked him. But at this point I was just comfortable blocking everything in the world out. This isn't something you can be taught, but it is something that u can be put in the situation of, I was never put in it before, but I give those who did do that credit.
I heard Emmett come in later that day, I couldn't see the sun at this point and I had windows on both sides of my room. That must have meant it was noonish. He clopped into my room wearing a suit that looked a lot like the one he wore yesterday. He got eye level with me and said in a sad tone. "I'm sorry Missy...about yesterday, that was out of line. Edward took my blender privileges away from me, I just want to let you know, your right, nobody knows anything about you here. I'm really sorry, and I want to let you know that you can talk to me any time." Emmett sighed when I didn't give a response. "well, I brought your lunch up for ya'. Please try to eat something ok?"
I rolled my eyes at him, I was facing the other way now, he had gotten up after his sigh. He left the room. Something in me drew me to the plate of food that he brought, I don't know what it was, I wasn't hungry at all but I was just drawn to it.
I looked at the repulsive looking food that was sitting on my plate, I didn't know what it was, and that's saying a lot because I am, or was a professional chef. I looked around at the stuff located on the plate. Their was a fork so I picked it up and poked whatever was on the plate. The fork didn't even go threw the 'food'. It was rock hard.
It was like a light bulb flashing in my mind. I smirked wide, I walked to the door. I was a little unsteady probably from the lack of food in my body. I knocked on the door then walked to the bed. Emmett walked in he smiled at me and then asked me what I needed, and trying to hide my smirk I asked for a knife.
He was out of the room in a second and then was back with a knife. He smiled at me and then turned to leave the room again. "Wait" I said before he closed the door. He opened it and stood in the door way. "What is this exactly?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"Um...I'm not sure, Rose made it." He smirked and then left.
I sat down on the ground my back resting against the foot of the bed. I took a breath, and raised the knife to my arm. You might be wandering what the hell possessed me to do this, its kind of a jump right? Well I heard that some of the people who did go into situations like these actually cut themselves to relieve some of the pain that they were in, but the one case that stuck in my mind was the one where someone heard a voice in their head of a loved one, I wanted that, I needed to hear that voice, I needed to feel it again.
And it worked....kinda....I heard Jake growl at me, I relished in the sound of his angry voice. But Jake wasn't good enough, I wanted Charlie. So I sank the knife into my wrist and hissed at the pain. It was an experience. I have been in a shell for the past week, and every time I'd come out of that shell I was crying, but this time it wasn't tears of sadness in my eyes. I didn't cry I just let the feeling wash over me, it didn't hurt as much as someone would think and it felt liberating. The others were right, it was hard to explain.
I raised the knife to my arm again after the first was done. That's when I heard it, I heard Charlies voice in my head screaming at me, it wasn't what I had wanted at all, it didn't make me feel close to him again it made me feel like a stranger to him. So I picked up that knife and whipped it at the wall. It stuck their, I looked down to my bloody arm, I had to ask myself what the fuck was I doing, this whole situation was stupid. The people who did the experiment were on the bottom of the chain, they were the lab rats, I was no lab rat.
I was taught better than this. I was stronger than this, I was going to get threw this.
I went to the bathroom and I washed my arm off, and I went to where Rose found the band aids the first time and I put one over the cut I just made. I went back to the room and I looked at the repulsive food that was on the plate. I shook my head and put it on the table next to the door. That's when I felt it, I needed to pee. I rushed to the bathroom, while I was in their washing my hands I heard someone come into my room and take the lunch tray and leave a dinner tray, I also heard them walk to the one wall and begin to pry the knife out of it.
I smirked at that, I shut the water off and I walked out of the bathroom. I exited just as the door to my room closed. I caught a glimpse of bronze hair, but didn't think twice about it.
I looked at my 'dinner' and was happy to say that I could identify one of the foods on my plate, corn. That's better than nothing right? So I picked up my fork and tasted a carnal. It was so disgusting, It was so far gone I don't know if it was done for to long or not enough. I spit it out in the toilet and had the sudden fleeting option to throw up. I decided against that, I made my way back to the bedroom and I felt the sleep that I haven't had catch up with me then I moved the 'food' again and I laid on the bed and let the sleep enclose me.
I didn't dream at all but it was an unsettling sleep. When I woke up it was pitch black outside. I sat up in the bed and my stomic started to grumble I sighed. I got up and looked at my attire, the same thing for the second day in a row, or was this the third. I honestly didn't care, I made my way out of the bed and I walked to the door. I quietly opened the door and saw a sleeping Jasper by my door. I smirked at his body and I crept my way down the stairs.
I made it down the one flight of stairs and walked across the beautiful tile floor and walked amisley threw the halls, eventually after walking straight and making a right and walking down that some more I found a kitchen. I almost squealed but I reigned it in I flicked on the lights, I saw that it was one of those that you can adjust the brightness and I was so thankful, I lowered them and made my way to the fridge.
Inside I found it fully stocked everything that you could possibly want was their. As I saw this I wondered how Rose could have messed up my meals. I grabbed everything that I needed from their and with a huge smile I knew what I was going to make, Lasagna from scratch. I started making the sauce because that was what was the most time consuming. I had perfected my recipe over the years and I knew just what to do, hours later everything was placed perfectly in the pan and was in the oven. I sat on the island and kicked my feet in the air.
I heard foot steps coming but I didn't care honestly, I was still slightly depressed but I just wanted to try. So as the footsteps came closer I just sighed and looked twords the door. Emmett came out from behind the wall. His eyes widen at the sight of me.
He smiled a lopsided smile at me and walked and sat on the island with me. "What'cha making?" He said eying the slop that was around me, yes I may be a professional chef but that didn't mean I was a neat one.
"Edible food." I smirked at that. He laughed too.
"Imagine having to have to eat that every day, Rose is one amazing wife but her cooking skills are not one of her strong points." Emmett laughed and scratched the back of his neck.
"Yeah, I can tell." we both chuckled and fell into a comfortable silence.
"So what are you really making?" Emmett said.
"Lasagna" I smiled wide and Emmett cocked his head to the side.
"Why so cocky?" He questioned.
"You apparently have never tried mine." I jumped off the counter and took the lasagna out of the oven, It looked like perfection, definitely one of my better ones.
I cut it and served two generously sized pieces and Emmett got two plates and two forks and napkins. I served them onto the plates and I waited till Emmett took a bite of the food. His fork fell out of his mouth at that moment and his eyes went wide. Then he closed his eyes chewed and swallowed. A smile spread across his mouth and he sighed. He ran over to me and picked me up and spun me around again. I shrieked and laughed again. We heard footsteps coming to us and we both just settled for chuckling.
A frantic Jasper came into the room then. He sighed in relief when he saw that I was alright.
"Dude, Jasper taste this!" Emmett pushed his plate to him.
"What?" He said in a daze.
"Taste this man, its fucking awesome." Emmett handed him another fork.
Jasper ate a bite and he hummed while eating it. "Em, you can cook and you made me suffer threw Rose's cooking all of these years?" Jasper took another bite and smiled.
"Not me, this chica over here! If I wasn't married...." Emmett went off in his own world then.
I just laughed at the both of them I got another plate out and I served so everyone had a plate. We all ate in science, every once in a while one of us would hum and then the other two would chuckle.
We heard yet another pair of foot steps coming. These were definitely Rose's. I got another plate ready for her as she walked in, she looked at the lasagna and then blushed, I scooted her a plate and she took a big bite. She squealed when she was done. We all laughed at this Emmett's booming laugh practically made the windows rattle. We heard yet another pair of foot steps. We all looked at each other and shrugged and continued eating. We all watched as the guy from the first night, Mr. Cullen I suppose walked into the room, his bronze hair was disheveled and he had a frown on his face. He scowled at the room but when his eyes landed on mine they softened.
He cleared his thought and asked "What's going on here?" His eyes flickered to my bandaged wrist, it was a quick flicker but I was trained and I caught it.
Emmett was first to respond. "Well Eddie, this lovely woman decided to cook for us." He finished and was smiling.
I laughed at what he said, complete lies, but I didn't correct him.
Mr. Cullen glared at Emmett "Em, how many times have I told you not to call me Eddie?"
Emmett started counting on his fingers and then after he got 7 he dropped his fingers and said "I can't remember."
The room started to chuckle so I continued eating. Everyone else did too so it soon go quiet. "Am I aloud to have some?" Mr. Cullen asked me.
My mouth was full so I just nodded at him and continued on eating.
He took a small piece and took a bite. His eyes lit up and they looked at me. "This tastes so familiar." He said.
I felt a pang in my chest. I had to turn away so he couldn't see my face, so I started cleaning up my mess, "When was the last time you went to Italy?" I asked, I couldn't ignore the man.
"About two years ago. Why?" He responded.
"They you haven't tasted this before." I smiled to myself and finished gathering up the waste and throwing it into the waste basket. I turned back to the room then, they were all staring at me. I shrugged my shoulders and I rolled my eyes and took everyone's plates accept for Rose's and Edward's theirs still had food on them. I put them in the dish washer and I went to the cubby that had the plastic wrap in it, I found it when I was looking for the ingredients. I quickly and expertly covered it and placed it in the refrigerator.
I nodded my head goodnight and left the room. As I was walking up the steps I could hear a pair coming after me, I turned around and the footsteps belonged to Mr. Cullen I huffed and walked a bit faster. I heard those footsteps increase their pace also, it was tense so I quickened them again, almost a full out sprint, I saw the shadow of a man coming up behind me. So I took the last 2 strides to my door in great speed.
When I got in I locked the door, and flopped onto the bed. As my head hit the pillow my eyes closed, I didn't fall straight asleep. I listened for a second, I heard a sigh outside the door then a faint thump, like Mr. Cullen put his head on my door, leaning against it. I smiled to myself, I don't know why, I could be in great danger at this point, but I spent my dreams devising a plan to escape this place before anyone would put one and one together, plus, I had a feeling in my gut that something was going to go down soon.
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