BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING let me explain! Kidding haha, really sorry i haven't been able to update this fanfiction but now my exams are FINALLY OVER! Thank goodness for that. i'm really really REALLY sorry for not updating but i have been really busy sorting things out for my sixth form and just general stuff in my life ;) so to make it up i have written a very short and very brief but VERY cliffy part of my new chapter. i really want to watch the finals for the euro cup which starts about...now so sorry for this brief note too! expect a new chapter VERY SOON! And thank you SOO MUCH for your patience! please continue to review!
many apologies ;)
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Waiting for you, chapter...i lost count ;)
Rafy Eaton and I believe in nargles too= winners of the song contest!
I don't know how long I was asleep but I wasn't ready to wake up either. I felt my whole body stiffen as I put some power into my muscles in an atempt to sit up. I wasn't keen on gettin up all of a sudden: it could be an advantage to my enemy knowing I'm awake. But I wasn't a coward either, and I didn't want to lie on that floor much longer than I already had.
I opened my eyes slowly, squinting to allow them to adjust to the darkness of the room, whatever room I was in.
I looked around but all I could make out were a few shapes caught in the shaddows. I rubbed my neck in an attempt to relieve and of the tension and I sighed.
I sighed for all the bad things in my so called life, right now. I wasn't even sure if I was living anymore. I was more of a robot. Or an object. Toyed around by other people who don't understand how to take care of life but rather experiment on it.
It was days like this, lost in my thoughts, that I missed Tobias the most. I wish I was in his embrace, not kissing, not talking. Just merely enjoying each others presence.
But then other thought start clouding my mind. Maybe if I had listened and let Caleb go instead of me I could've had this life. But these things are too selfish to think about. Letting Caleb in there would be been extremely selfish, something that I couldn't do no matter how hard I tried.
I have to learn to live with my choices. One made on our last night together.
cliffy huh? ;) please review! i will be back after the exciting portugal and france final match..;D
D.D xxx p.s i really miss everyone!many hugs and kisses! xxx
