I realized that I exaggerated Kyo's anger. Now he's feeling better, I can update the fic. Which I hope is good. Hope you'll all forgive me.
I don't own Fruits Basket or any of the characters. If I did I'd have a LOT more comments.
Would anyone like to see a lemon? Just wondering…if you would put it in a review, along with some constructive criticism! Ha! Not too nasty though…
Kyo paced the length of his room, running his fingers through his ruffled orange hair. His face was sallow and thin, his bright eyes wide. He was hunched over, his body wracked with guilt.
What have I done? All those years of telling her she should be happy, and then I scream at her like she is the scum of the earth. Even if I don't love her as much, I can't treat her like this. The thoughts just kept rushing through his head.
He sat down on his bed, and held his head in his hands and moaning loudly. It had been only a day since he saw Tohru, and his every minute was filled with pain, sorrow and guilt. It made him sick of his own existence. Kagura hadn't been able to visit. Since the incidence with Tohru, Akito had forbidden it.
He could still see the look on Tohru's face. He had been sick about four or five times since then. Sitting on his bed, he came to his decision; he would ask Akito if he could come out of hospital and go home.
A few hours later, Kyo lay back on his bed, trying to get some sleep, when Kagura burst into the room.
"Kyo-kun! Shigure told me that you were sedated…" she started. She gazed over to where Kyo was sleeping. Putting her hands over her mouth she crept up towards him. Gingerly she perched on the end of his bed. She placed a hand lovingly on his chest, and felt the steady rise and fall. Feeling a hand on his torso, Kyo's eyes began to open slowly, dull with sleep. The corner of his lip turned up slightly when he saw her. He put his hand over hers and lifted it up. He set it down gently on his cheek.
Kagura blushed fiercely. She loved she recent displays of affection that Kyo was showing her. She had longed for them for so many years. Her moment was interrupted when Kyo started to speak.
"You had started to say something…I think." He looked into her eyes, "What was it?"
"Yeah. Shigure-san told me about how you had to be sedated." She cocked her head quizzically. "Tohru came down didn't she? Please tell me what happened…if you don't mind."
Kyo nodded and smiled slightly.
"Yes, you have a right to know."
He took a deep breath and told her everything. From the guilt, to the moment he had fallen asleep, just before she had come bounding in. When he stopped to catch his breath, he saw the tears well up in Kagura's eyes.
"You…still love her?" Kyo was choked.
"What makes you think that?"
"That was so unlike you! You would never shout like that at anyone, except Yun-chan."
"What does that prove?" Kyo cried, frustrated.
"You showed emotion on a massive level that is just so strange for you. You must still have feelings for her!"
Kyo was becoming increasingly worried that Kagura would soon pummel him to death. Instead she started rocking backwards and forwards, sobbing quietly. Sat there watching her, Kyo put a hand on her shoulder and gently pulled her close to him. He held her close for the second time.
" Not anymore. This time…I trust you."
Jeepers Christ! I need to break out of this whole thing of writing short chapters! Its just I like updating and it takes sooooooooooooooo loooooooooooooooooong to write a whole chapter and make it sound good, and iv been so busy! Ill update later this week if I can. Im trying 2 aim for at least 8/9/10 chapters. It depends how good it is.
Iv had 345 hits so far so im expecting more reviews! Ha ha ha. Please read and review xxxxxxxxxxx
