I don't know what came over me while writing this, I don't know why the idea hit me but I think it turned out beautifully. This chapter is titled Wedding Dress derived from a song of the same title by Taeyang. It's short but perfect.


I couldn't believe you had audacity to send me an invitation to your wedding but I guess it couldn't be helped. You had no idea did you? I was always there for you, I had never given up on you, I was so in love with you and yet, and yet, you did this despicable thing to me. How could I handle that?

I didn't want to see your tears, I didn't want you to be angry at me so I promised I would come anyway, even if it would tear me apart inside.

You had always looked so happy and I always wished he would fuck up so that I could comfort you, hold you in my arms and promise that I would always be there and that I would never do what he did. But it never happened. It pissed me off so much, the fact that you thought he was everything, that he was the perfect one for you, that it would work out like a fairytale.

I hated how you were always right.

I had debated running him over with my car, killing him when he slept since I had a key to your house, sinking his body in the river if it meant I could have you.

Sounds insane but you've made me this way, I just couldn't get over it. I was too strong to cry and I wasn't going to complain to that emo bastard I call a friend so I started drinking.

You were really worried when you found me half dead in my vomit but yet you took care of me and stayed with me until you felt I wouldn't try to drown myself again. I wish I would've told you then but I couldn't bring myself to ruin what we had.

I was so worried about hurting your feelings and taking back my promises that I kept everything to myself. I knew I would regret helping you pick out the outfit for the first date you two had together but I thought you wouldn't make it this far. It seems I was wrong.

You looked so perfect in your white suit. He asked if you wanted to wear a white dress but you had adamantly refused. I thought it would've looked perfect on you but you smacked me for that of course.

You gave me a tight hug and a kiss to my cheek and I savored it because it would be for the last time. It was almost time so I took my seat in the pew at the very front like you asked. You wanted me to be your best man but I refused, the thought paining my heart. You only nodded in understanding and smiled.

The piano began and everyone turned to watch you walk down the aisle to your happiness. I frowned and glared at your groom who had the brightest smile on his face to see you walking toward him. It was annoying.

I looked away for the rest of the procession, unable to watch you vow your life to him.

"...speak now or forever hold your peace." I heard the minister say but the words I wanted to say died in my throat when I saw your face.

I had never seen such an expression of happiness on your face, I just couldn't take that from you. I couldn't.

You sealed your love with a kiss and I closed my eyes. It was over. There was nothing I could do to have you anymore.

The reception was beautiful but as you mingled with others as a newlywed couple, I walked out when you couldn't see me and took my last look at you. You were so beautiful that day. I just couldn't help it.

I decided to shut the doors to what we had and hoped you would forget about me. It would be for the best, it was the way I wanted.

I wished you all the best, as I always wanted, there was nothing left for me to do for you.

Only for you, Abarai Ichigo.

Grimmjow