Wow, that took forever. Thanx for the reviews!! Seriously, I've been really busy lately, and if my mom walks in right now I'm screwed cuz im sposed to be doin a report thingy. Well, here's ch. 4. It gets a little heated by the way.

YUKI POV!!!! muahahahahahaa srry for ooc-ness if there is any.

disclaimer: Don't own if I did there would be a lot more hot gay sex ;)

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I went to Tohru's door and knocked softly. When I walked in I got a little more than I bargained for. Well, we were right at least. Tohru is with Shigure at the moment. But did I, the full-blown gay guy, have to walk in when they were both half-naked? Sadly, the answer is yes. That's my luck, and because I love Kyo to much. It took forever for me to finally admit, after that it was easy. I quickly shut the door, blushing profusely, and ran downstairs to be greeted by Kyo sitting on the couch.

"That was the weirdest thing..." I said to Kyo, walking over to the couch. He opened his arms and I sat next to him and leaned against him.

"What happened?" Kyo asked shifting us so I was completely between his legs and leaning on him for leverage.

"I just walked in on Shigure and Tohru making out half-naked on her floor." I answered blushing a little more.

"Ew. Well, are you hungry?"

"You haven't eaten yet?"

He squeezed my waist lightly before answering, "No, I waited for you."

Then we heard something that sounded like simultaneous screaming.

We looked at each other and at the same time, "Forest?" We nodded and he released me, much to my disappointment, so we could get up. Once we were up I grabbed his hand and we started our trek through the forest. It was pretty silent as we were walking.

"So, what are we gonna do about Akito?" Kyo asked me sadly.

"I don't know, but he's getting weaker. Do you think he knows about you?"

"More than likely, but for all we know it could be what's weakening him."

"Yeah, if Shigure is freed, then he'll be even weaker, hopefully."

"What about you, though? You haven't mentioned yourself at all. You're being to selfless. You're the one I'm most worried about, everybody else is better off, you're the rat, supposedly the closest to 'God'."

"It used to be that way.I came to hate her so much that I tried to separate myself."

"Her?"

"Yeah her. Akito is a woman."

"Odd, I didn't know that. Please continue." He said looking interested. We came to the clearing so he sat down on a rock. When I was settled on his lap and he had his arms around my waist and his head on my shoulder, I continued.

"I was glad when I was able to move in with Shigure. I was able to go to a public school. I hated always seeming better than you all. I'm not, we're all the same. Even though all the girls like me I'm gay. But all the girls who liked you had a slim chance of getting you. If anything, you guys are better off than me. You could always have friends. I never got to because Akito," I spat out her name with as malice and venom I could muster, "made sure I thought I was a peice of shit. Now that I'mm out of there my confidence has gone up a little. Especially since the beatings stopped."

"What? Beatings?" Kyo asked extremely angry.

"They've stopped."

"You've still got the scars. You've been through way too much." He said, his expression softening. He was no longer angry just worried.

"You're right. I do still have the scars."

"Can I...?"

"Yes." I answered, standing up. I pulled my shirt off, revealing the scars from the awful whip.

"Wow," He said, standing and tracing the scars lightly with his fingers.

Once he'd finished looking at the scars he sat down and I put my shirt back on. I slowly walked over to him and sat on his lap again. We assumed the same position we were in before. I laughed a little about the position we were in. He just glared at me. He lifted his head a little and whispered in my ear one word.

"Sorry," I knew he meant sorry for the whole Akito thing. He leaned to kiss the side of my head. I turned and caught his lips in a passionate kiss. He kissed back softly. Kyo broke the kiss to move us to the ground in a less awkward position. He ended up straddling my hips and pinning my hands on either side of my head. The once slow and passionate kisses were becoming heated and needy kisses. Our tongues were lost in an epic battle for dominance. Kyo quickly beat me and started to explore my mouth.He went directly to sweet spot causing me to moan into his mouth. I've never known no better truth than this. This man, Kyo, truly loves me. I started to play with his tongue getting a couple of moans out of him. I felt some cold hands on my stomach. I never realized how cold it was outside. He slowly circled my bellybutton and slowly trailed up to one of my nipples. He circled the nub very lightly, causing me to shiver and moan again. I flipped us over and broke the kiss.

"You okay, Yuki?" Kyo asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just..." I started, moving off of him. I'd already said too much.

"Just what?" He asked me sitting up.

"I'm not ready...for that." I averted my eyes. He started laughing. Not a maniacal laughter. Just a low chuckle.

"What?" I asked tilting my head a Little.

"You were nervous about telling me that?"

I looked down and He came over and hugged me.

"Don't worry about sex. I don't care. As long as we love each other what does it matter? I don't want to force you into anything you don't want to do." Kyo muttered in my ear.

"It's not that I don't want you. And it's not that I don't want this curse gone. It's just...I don't know."

"It's okay. We can wait. I can wait. I love you," He said, kissing me on the cheek. His lips lingering there.

"I love you, too. Thank you"

"Um. We have a little issue." He said smiling against my cheek.

"That would be...?"

"I don't think I can keep away from you. Let alone fight you. That could be a technicality."

"Yeah, well we know Shigure and Tohru already know. No need to hide it there. Around the family, though. We don't need Akito knowing before he's dead. He'll kill you. Or me. Or both. The school. Until we know we can totally trust Haru and Momiji, we can't be open to the school. If we try to avoid each other a little bit we should be able to manage." He moved his lingering lips from my cheek to my hair. He was smelling my hair.

"I love your scent...you can move to my room, or I could move to your room. That would probably be easiest. I have less stuff."

"Hmmm, that would be nice. As long as Ayame doesn't show up. He likes to pop up in my room."

"I think we can trust him. He's always wanted to be a part of your life, well not always, but you know what I mean. I don't think he would care or tell Akito. I think he'd just be happy for us."

"Okay, we'll tell him next time we see him. What about Kagura?"

"Good question. I don't know. I say, if she finds out, she finds out. I think she'll just be happy for us, too. I don't know why, I just have this feeling."

"Yeah, do you think it's safe to go back home, now?"

"Yeah, I want to move soon. I'll just move my clothes tonight." He said, standing up.

"Okay, let's head back." I said missing the warmth of his body. It was cold outside.

I walked back over to him and put my arm around his waist. He, in response, put his arm around my shoulders. We finally made it to the house. We walked in to find Tohru cooking dinner. It had gotten dark while we were in the clearing. Then she spoke. I jumped a little.

"Kyo, I'm sorry for earlier. I over-reacted. I hope your happy." She said not taking her eyes off the food.

"Thanks Tohru. How's Shigure?" He asked her.

"U-um, I'm sorry."

"It's o- HEY! You stupid dog!! You talked about me perverting her?! My god!" Shigure had walked up and grabbed Tohru's waist from behind, causing her to eep. I laughed at Kyo's shouting.

"Come on, babe. You need to move your clothes." I said surprising everybody with my bluntness.

"O-ok." He said blushing slightly. We silently walked up the stairs.

"I have some extra space in my dresser." I said as we walked to his room.

"Ok, thanks for helping me. You really don't have to." He told me.

"Yes, I do. We'll never get done before dinner if I don't." I said.

"Okay, let's get this over with." He said leading me to his drawers. He got the few clothes on the left side. He was right, he did have less stuff. We were able to get all his clothes in one trip. We placed them on the right side of my dresser.

"Dinner!" Tohru called. We quickly walked downstairs. We never got any food earlier. We sat at the table. Now Shigure sat next to Tohru, so I sat by Kyo. Dinner went by quickly. It was very silent. We had had a very awkward day. When I had finished I excused myself and went up to my room. Kyo soon met me up in our room. I liked that, our room. It had a do his chest any justice. He was slim and strong, from years training, he was also very tanned. He was beautiful.

"Oddly, yes." We both moved to the bed and laid down. I rolled closer to him and he enveloped me in his arms. We were facing each other now. He kissed me lightly on the lips.

"Goodnight. I love you, Yuki." He said hugging me closer to his body.

"I love you, too. Good night." I said falling into a deep and pleasant sleep.

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I hope you liked it. sorry for any mistakes. PLEASE REVIEW! ok ill try to update soon, but rite now i need sleep. ttyl.