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Last Time:

"Addie, Benjamin...This is Edward, Edward... these are your children.. Kids this man before you, is your father." Bella said shakily as she held her children tighter to her body waiting for a reaction.

This Time:

"What?" I asked with full surprise, my eyes wide mouth agape along with Bella's kids in front of me. I had expected I had found someone else and couldn't tell you. Not here Edward your children. "No! No these kids can't be mine. Vampires can't have children." I said as I was trying to call her lie.

"Edward, these are you children!... I was never with anyone else than you, I know you said it wasn't possible but! Obviously vampires can have children." Bella said as tears were brighter in her eyes I knew they would spill at any moment. My heart broke because I knew I was one of the reasons for those tears. The only thing I wanted right now was to hold her close to my body and tell her I believed her even if I didn't believe her.

"But you said our father was fully human!" Ben said rejecting me in a second

"You said he knew about us!" Addie said also rejecting me. I had no idea what was coming over me but as soon as I let the words of these are your children sink inn I started to believe her. I started to see the similarities of me and Addie and Ben. Their eyes were the same color as mine, their build, height, the way they held themselves, the way they walked over towards me and Bella. They held almost the same scent as Bella but it was a bit different more of their own. Their coloring how I could see their veins they held such vampric characters but I could hear their heart beats strongly, pumping into humanly living bodies. But their hair was what confused me the most, Bella didn't have anything close to black, neither did I so I didn't know where they got it from. I should of used their hair color as a doubt to prove they didn't belong to me, but it didn't even come close to doing it. I was totally convinced they were mine but how? My body is dead, Bella's is alive but from the looks of her she didn't look it so how? How could any of this happen? This wasn't possible.

"This can't be possible." I said as the news settled in again only this time further into my skull, my brain and heart. I should of been mad that Bella hadn't told me about my children, that I should of pieced her sudden desire to leave after gaining weight. But the only thing I could think about was that I wasn't there to raise them, they hated me and they had every reason too Bella had told them that I knew about them, and acted like I didn't care. Technically I did know but I thought I had shoved too much food down her throat.

"Yes Edward this is possible. Kids why don't you go on home okay? Here call a cab. I think me and...Your father should talk a bit." Bella said as she moved into her dress pocket handing them a twenty. "Your Father" the word sounded also so foreign I had heard it so many times referring to Carlisle with me but when they were referring to me as a father, the fact that I was looking at my children that I was a father I couldn't seem to make my mind stop thinking, questioning why she didn't tell me? What I had missed? How old were they? What were their interests? Had they gotten sick? What did they want out of life? What had Bella told them about me? My mind wouldn't stop. Before I knew it my children were gone, Bella and I were standing out in the fancy hallway all alone.

"Edward, I think we should talk..."

"Now you want too?"

"Yes, I do.. I mean since now you know about them, we should talk about this." Bella said as she looked down at the carpeted flooring in shame, then it dawned on me.

"You didn't want me to find out about them did you?"

"I..uhh.." Bella said looking up at me but just looking down at the floor.

"You wanted me not to know I had children! Why Bella! Why did you want to keep them from me?"

"I..Edward, there are so many reasons."

"Reasons all I keep hearing is reasons! But Bella what was one of those reasons? You thought I wouldn't be able to keep myself from eating them? You thought I wouldn't take care of them? I would kill them? I would shun you? What Bella? Tell me dammit! It's the least you could do!" I said without even realizing I was yelling at her in a tone I didn't know I could ever take with Bella but my temper was something I couldn't control, that may not of been an excuse but it was good enough for the moment. I stared at Bella's face, she had a look of pure fear with tears in her eyes I knew I had scared her she had never seen me even close to how angry I sounded. Again I caught between emotions I wanted to stay mad at her but one look at her face made me remember why I had loved her. Her emotions were on her face before her mind even processed that fact, she didn't hide anything from me even though I couldn't read her mind. I couldn't describe the way Bella looked for later references even if I tried I knew I would always remember what she looked like and what the issue was to cause such emotion to her face, but I knew I wouldn't be able to describe what she looked like to someone who didn't know her the way I did, they wouldn't understand what I would be talking about. They would think I was crazy or anything.

I sighed heavily holding my fingers to my eyes turning my back to her. "Come inn, we shouldn't talk about this in the hall."

"No I can see the point you want to make on this. I know I should of told you but I guess I got the reaction that I thought I would. Don't worry Edward they are thirteen I know they aren't babies but they are old enough the finish growing without you. I'll just keep us on a professional level alright? You and your family won't be here long I'm sure so good bye Edward." she said again trying to leave once again I wanted to stop her but my body was frozen in its place.

"You didn't tell me...You have no idea how much it hurts." I said to the empty hallway, I turned walking into my apartment once again sitting on the couch that was in the living room.

"What am I going to do?" I asked the empty room not expecting an answer but I wanted one anyway 'How do I find her? Sheleft again? How do I find get to know the reason why she left? Can I get involved in my children's life? Can I get them not to hate me? What do I do? How do I do it? How can I do this?' I thought desperately wanting an answer but I did not get an answer.

i'm sorry it is so short but i was think for the next few chapters put Bella's point of view along with their kids when Edward isn't with them. i didn't know how you all would think about it so tell me what you think? if you don't want me to do this i won't if you do i will if you want this chapter revises i'll do that. it's all your call.

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