The more I communicate with humans, the more I feel like one. I am loosing my identity. As I sit on the only bench in the western city park, I begin to notice my inability to change. "Bella?" a voice spoke behind me, causing my heart to race; I quickly turned around to face him. The beautiful angel that invaded my every thoughts and memories. My heart began to race when I looked into his eyes as he sat next to me. "Hello Beautiful." The angel spoke as he grabbed my hand softly and began to smile. "Hey. You scared me." I said as I began to drown in his cerulean eyes. "Is something bothering you beautiful?" he spoke calmly into my ear. I shook my head not only saying 'no' but also trying to clear my mind of his intoxicating aroma. I then turned to face the pond, which was glistening put a hand on my face and turned it to look at him. I again was a lone soul in his eyes; he then spoke, "Tell me Bella, I'm here to listen. I'm all ears."

I sighed and leaned in, to kiss him, then turned my face, and rested my head on his broad shoulder; then spoke,

"It's just… I just, feel myself drifting further and further away from who I am." I didn't move when he replied,

"I figured something like this would occur. What are we going to do to help you get closer?" Silver said these words as he pulled my body closer to his, creating warmth to heat my fragile body. I sighed, "That is my problem; I don't know what to do. I can't move the kids to either coven because it's too dangerous. And I don't want to cause possible war or argument, between either coven seeing how you're a Light Guardian. We don't need another World War III. He started to smile as he turned to face me, pulling my face to look at him, "Bella, we're your family, we agree to any choice you decide on. There could be 10,000 wars between both covens and the Light Guardians, but I would still stand by your side, no matter what we face." I looked into his eyes, he really meant it, I smiled and said, "I don't know, I need to think. We might be able to get passed the coven's prejudice. I guess it's just that I'm both coven's leader and I should be there for them instead of making them suffer from the harsh rules of the elders." I shrugged, hugged Silver, and kissed him again as we looked at the moonlit pond. My thoughts were racing here and there, clouding my mind. I eventually stood up, still holding Silver's hand, and said, "Walk with me?" He stood up without protest and wrapped his arm around my waist, walking by my side.

As we walked Silver and I spoke about how we felt about living among the humans. I explained how indifferent I had become to the human's; and how I felt like I was loosing my personality. We stopped at the Starbuck's in the park. There we forgot about our problems and looked at each other. I had seriously loved Silver; so much to the point that I had decided to allow him to move in with me and the kids. Silver was the father of both Diane and Ray. But we had never gotten married. This was one thing I hoped would change. I never asked Silver why he never asked me for my hand, but I did wonder about it on a daily basis. Anyway, after we went to Starbucks, Silver slowly walked home with me. We decided together that we were going to the Vampire coven. Diane, our 13 year old daughter, would have to be willing to face some challenges though. Seeing how her solar ability had started to emerge it would be difficult to hide the fact that she was the daughter of a Light Guardian.

It was midnight when Silver and I arrived at 1366 Wolfs bane Court, and right when I walked in I was ambushed by a giant bear hug from my beautiful son who wasn't known to be affectionate; Ray. Ray was a 15 year old boy, of tall stature, Golden hair, Cerulean eyes, and very muscular proportions. Ray looked just like his father, but he acted like me when I was a child. I had finally gotten through the front door, still with Ray joined at my hip and Silver laughing behind me. "Where's Diane?" I asked as I noticed she hadn't been anywhere. Ray looked at Silver then at me and said, "Diane told me about you two's decision to move to the coven and after she got the news… Well, she wasn't very happy. She started transforming and screaming words in some light language and burning up her room with solar beams, she started to scare me." Silver looked surprised at what Ray had just said and when he had exchanged a look, of sorrow for Diane with me, he ran upstairs to find her. I ran upstairs, following Silver, and Ray following me. Silver knocked on Diane's door before he entered. When we all entered the room you could tell that Duhan was upset. I could tell when the first thing I saw was pure darkness. Duhan had taken Ray's black wall paint and painted her walls, everything of color was burned and her blinds were closed. The next thing I saw was Duhan, she was crying sitting on her bed, and her sobs were uncalled for, seeing how nothing had happened other than the fact that she was potential problem when it behind, but I can see why she felt that way. She didn't want to be a burden to the family, so she felt self pity towards herself.

Silver softly walked over to her, practically gliding. When he sat down next to her he softly placed his hand on Duhan's shoulder, and said, "Duhan, I understand how your feeling. But I know of an alternative way. If your willing to make some changes, you can go to The Angel Revolution Kingdom, and learn how to use and control your new found ability while we are at the coven getting settled." Silver looked at me with not only a face asking if it was a good idea, but also hoping she would bit the offer. And after 5 minutes of pure silence… She bit. "But who would be my instructor?" Diane said, almost in a whisper. Silver smiled and responded, "I have just the right person." His face was glowing. "He taught me everything I know; yet he doesn't know I have a daughter or a family for that matter; he's a perfect teacher." Diane looked up, face shining brighter than I had ever seen it before. "Who is it dad?" she jumped up, face shining brighter than I had ever seen it before. "Who is it dad?" she jumped up and down waiting for the name. "It's your grand-father," Diane looked a bit confused, "I thought he didn't talk to you anymore." Ray on the other hand said, in an appalled tone, "We have grand-parents?!" Ray was surprised to know they still existed. "Calm down Ray." Silver said calmly, but still stern, "Your Grand-father doesn't enjoy the fact that I was dating your mother, or the fact that she was pregnant twice, and we're not married. I decided it was best that we; you, your mother, and I; move away from what we knew as him, and start our own family. And we did exactly that." Silver snuck a smile and a wink towards me as he spoke there words, knowing that there was another on the way. Silver then began to speak again, "And my mother," as he said this both he and I rolled out eyes, "Bella, wasn't and still isn't talking to us, seeing how I had done what they didn't think as smart," he said as I looked at him with caution in my eyes. That was the end of that conversation when Ray started making gag faces at Diane.

Then Ray and Diane both said in unison, "Who are your parents mum? Where are they?" I smiled then spoke, "My parents are the elders of two feuding covens, and they weren't happy with my choice of men and child birth so I decided to leave, leaving everything I knew behind. Just like my father, Raz, who is the current elder of the Western Werewolf coven. And my mum, Celeste is the current elder of the Eastern Vampire coven. They were divorced when I turned 10, so I really didn't get to see much of my father seeing how my mum got full custody. My father left me and my 6 month pregnant mum for a young, apparently more "attractive" warzac—which to you reader's, are Female warrior werewolves that protect the current coven leader--. Those are your Grandparents. But that's enough history lessons for the night. You two should be in bed." I finished coldly. Ray walked over to me and placed an arm on my shoulder. He smiled and asked, "Where did you go after he left you and your mum?" I sighed, looked at Silver from across the bedroom and said, "I left the house. I didn't return to either coven and that's when I met your uncle; Blast. Not knowing I even had an older brother, I began to fight with him against his enemy, and soon mine, Grim." When I spoke Grim's name, the bedroom lights flickered, I paused, closed my eyes, and whispered an incantation beneath my breath. Then getting back to my story I started, "Then Blast introduced me to your Father, who at the time was a vampire slayer." I winked at Silver and said, "We all began to fight together, with secret slaying lessons behind Blast's back, and eventually one night at our camp…" I stopped there. "Well you get the picture. 9 months later Ray, you were born." Then as I completed my life's story for Ray and Diane, they decided it was time for them to sleep if they were to be leaving tomorrow. Ray walked downstairs to his room, which was in the basement, and Duhan stayed put.

Both Silver and I walked out of Diane's room and into the living-room downstairs where Silver walked over to my side sitting down on the couch. "That was better than I expected it to be." He grinned, flashing bright white teeth at me. I smiled back, flashing white fangs; when Silver said, "I know this decision was hard, but Duhan will be fine." I smiled at him and kissed his satin lips, as they softly moved with mine, and his sweet aroma again stopped every cell in my body, causing me to have trouble breathing. I broke away to catch my breath but just then he thrust his face to mine and it was like déjà vu. Silver's hands slid down my curvaceous frame and back up to the zipper on my shirt. Ad he slowly unzipped it, I could feel my instincts going haywire. 'This was not a good idea,' I told myself. Eventually I stopped Silver from undressed me, even though it was difficult. He whispered in my ear, "You need to." I shook my head in protest, knowing what he wanted from me; a Change. Silver had wanted me to change him to Vampire so he wouldn't be so easily caught when we arrived. But my answer to that was 'NO!!' He quickly stood up grabbing my body and hugged me close around the waist. "Please." He spoke softly. "Good-night Silver, I love you." I whispered closely in his ear as he reluctantly walked me to my bedroom, leaving me at the door and walking slowly to his room, which was right next to mine. "Goodnight Sexy." I said as I opened my bedroom door. There was a door that connected his bedroom to mine, as I was preparing myself for sleep, Silver opened the connecting door and said, "Goodnight Sexy." Right then I turned to him and asked, "Will you leave that door open tonight?" Silver nodded and turned to get prepared for rest.

Right then I felt very ashamed that the fact that I rejected Silver's wishes. I turned to my full sized, comforted bed, which was surrounded with a black gossamer curtain. As I laid there and thought how I had offended Silver, there was a soft knock on the wood frame of my bed. I rolled over and pulled back the curtain, standing there with the moonlight to his back, was Silver. I couldn't help but smile as he stood there, shirtless; muscles protruding from his arms, and his beautifully hard abs there, two feet from my face. He was beautiful, flawless, and in my bedroom. I looked up to his face and said, "Silver…" I was telling him without speaking, that I didn't want to hurt him. He looked at me and whispered, "You won't hurt me Bella." I was trying to compromise as he stood there. I had grown tired so I moved over in my bed and made space for him.

Just as he lay down I placed my head on his shoulder and said, "Silver, if you're going to the coven, your going to have to work with me." Silver turned on his said and looked at me with impatient eyes. "I don't care if I have to do your laundry. I am ready to do whatever you need me to." Then after he spoke he moved in to kiss my forehead. I smiled as he showed his affection and as m lungs filled with his beautiful blood aroma of pomegranate and mango. Then as I lay there he asked me softly, "Are you okay? You look a bit dazed. Is everything okay?" I shook my head trying to clear it but my dazed look did not leave my face. He smelled beautiful, so fragrant; my animal behaviors were going crazy. I leaned in and softly kissed him on his silky lips, just this simple move made my senses go psycho. He smiled as I kissed him and as he did so he moved his hand down my hip, softly down my thigh, and to my calf where he grabbed me and pulled my leg around his body. I personally didn't want to do this, but my vampire side did.

Silver whispered in my ear as I kissed his neck, "I know you don't want to do this, I know your vampire instincts are going haywire…" just then they took over. What used to be black hair changed to platinum blonde, my teeth changed from dull fangs; to razor sharp weapons, and my eyes went from what once used to be green to a brilliant topaz. It was just as random as it sounds, one minute I was saying 'no' to Silver's crazy idea of changing him; then I was 'all for it.' 'I hat it when this happens, I can never control myself,' I thought as I ferociously kissed Silver. Even though our kiss was ferocious, it was still calm and gently. My lips moved down from his ear to the soft nape of his neck, just then I had made the choice without using my mind. His sweet blood had quenched my ravenous thirst. I was surprised that I didn't kill him; when I pulled away I saw Silver's brilliant cerulean eyes become more brilliant without loosing its beautiful color. I smiled at him as his fangs painlessly grew in. "Hey Sexy." Where the first words he said to me. I smiled after I sucked his blood off my teeth; his brilliant smile was turned into a priceless work of art as he smiled back. Just then 'both of the animals' were ravenous. His kiss was 100 better than before; yet I'm not complaining about how he kissed before because I still loved it; this was just better. He crushed my body to his without effort, and my frame was not crushed. That night was bloody brilliant, no pun intended.

The next morning I was woken by a beautiful face looking in mine. Silver had obviously changed form last night but you could still tell that he was somehow different. I smiled when I saw him looking over me as he gleamed from last night. "Damn!" I whispered. He shook his head in agreement and also in an 'I told you so' way. "Baby you are brilliant." Silver said as he got up to look at himself in the mirror. I opened the gossamer curtains and watched him look at every inch of his body like he was his Christmas present. After a couple of minutes, I decided I should get up and pack some of my things, like my beautiful wolf book and vampire book that had my crazy family tree within them. I didn't take the time to pack clothing because I knew that I still had a hidden wardrobe back in the coven. And I woke the kids up so they could start packing.

The luggage was light for Silver, Ray and I. But for Diane it was different. I think she had about 5 bags of clothing, shoes, jackets, and etcetera; to bring with her to the Angel Revolution Kingdom. We all separated our ways when we arrived at the Train station. Diane was so excited, she said her goodbyes, transformed, whispering; "Angel Princess Revolution." She was clad in beauty. She wore a red pink top with transparent silk long sleeves, a golden tiara with hot-pink gem encrusted into it placed onto her forehead, pink skirt with golden bordering and knee-high boots with a golden border. I cried to see my baby girl so beautiful and so grown up, leaving her was extremely hard for me. I said my last goodbyes and walked to opposite direction to head to the Eastern Vampire Coven, currently stationed in Forks, Washington. We were off, and prepared to face challenges galore.