"Stop! Izaya, stop! Please!"
Shizuo woke up from his bed, sweating and panting. Way too realistic nightmares haunted him even when he was awake. They were all about Orihara Izaya and what he had done to the blue sunglasses-wearing bartender two weeks ago.
"Just a one night stand, Shizu-chan. I promise" had Izaya said.
The louse had been rough, and Shizuo didn't have any idea why he hadn't just pushed the smaller man away and run for his life. He would have had the strength, he knew it. The feeling of being caressed and loved was just so addictive, it felt so good…Even if it was that damn Izaya. Even if it hurt like hell in the end. The pleasure had been worth it, but Shizuo would never ever admit it to anyone. The memory of their moans, gasps and shrieks of pleasure played endlessly in his head, keeping him awake when he tried to sleep. When he finally fell asleep he had dreams of that incident. Both nightmares and wet dreams.
Shizuo got up from the bed and looked at the mirror on the wall. He had a hickey on his chest. It was the truest sign of his shameful actions, or so he thought. He had a blurry memory of biting the black-haired informant's shoulder blade and leaving there a burning red bite mark.
"Don't you dare bite me again, you brute", had Izaya hissed and bit onto Shizuo's chest, sucking and biting, and finally leaving there a perfect example of a hickey.
…
Izaya lied in a bathtub, and was lost in his thoughts. It was so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat.
Had he and Shizuo done it, in the end? He wasn't sure. He didn't feel any different from normal, and he didn't seem to have any bruises or other marks on his body either. He sighed.
"Man, I wonder if Shizu-chan was good to me…" he said out loud and sighed again. He would never know. That's the downside of being really drunk. The hangover and losing memories, were they really worth it?
The bath was getting cold, so Izaya got up and started drying himself up. While he was doing that he happened to catch a glimpse himself in the mirror on the door. Just to entertain himself with the sight of his handsome body, he turned his back to the mirror and turned his head to look at it then. A gasp of disbelief escaped his thin lips.
"We really did it, didn't we, Shizu-chan?" he then snickered. This could be a really good way to irritate the bartender. Or maybe Izaya could even blackmail him…he giggled. Yes, this was great.
…
Shizuo had never had sex before his incident with Izaya. The thought of having lost his virginity to his enemy somehow made him disgusted at himself. But yet the idea of having sex again made him horny and excited. But he'd never do that again, at least not with Orihara Izaya. The flea had said that everything would be back to normal now. He promised!
