I keep on crying and crying. For once in my life can I just stop crying? Well no because there really is no other way to react to the news I got.
8 months earlier
Before lunch, Isaac and I have one period together, world history. I always get there before him so I sit in the middle row second to the right. Of course Isaac comes late and ends up getting the chair closest to the door. The teacher usually makes us copy notes from out textbooks. The whole time, I can't help but stare at Isaac. I also notice that another girl is staring at Isaac, my chest tightens at the fact that she might like him. When the bell rings the girl immediately goes up to talk to him. As I'm leaving I hear her say her name to him, Savannah. In the hallways I walk kind of fast, okay really fast, to the cafeteria. I just feel a tiny bit angry at Isaac and Savannah, I don't know why. I'm pulled out of my thoughts when I hear Isaac call my name.
"Hey Allison wait up" he yells. I try to walk faster than him he catches up to me. I try to get away from him, but eventually he grabs my arm and makes me face him. His eyes are observing me like trying to find what's wrong.
"Allison" he says softly, "What's wrong"?
I take in a deep breath before starting, "When you were talking to that girl, I just felt like my chest tightened. I don't know why though. I just felt upset. I'm barely getting by with the 'events' that have been happening. The last thing I need is for the person that's most likely keeping together to have a moody and perky dumb blonde girlfriend. Okay sue me." When I was finished he looked astonished. He just stood there. Just when I was about to leave he pulls me in for a hug. My arms slowly wrap around his back. When he pulls out the hug he gives me a smile.
"Thank you for telling me that. Really". I give him a small smile.
"Are we still on for tonight"?
"Yeah, I got to go to the library but, yeah". With that he left.
Around 4:30 my doorbell rang. I open the door to find Isaac with his backpack on. I wave him hello and invite him in.
"So what movie do you want to watch Lahey"?
"I don't know. What you got"? We ended up picking Ocean's 11. Halfway through the movie my head ended up on his chest his fingers played with my hair. Eventually I fell asleep.
(Dream of Allison)
All I could see was a white hallway. I tried to stop myself but I kept on walking. While I was walking there were windows like those at an interrogation room where you can see the criminal but the criminal can't see you. The first was Cora she was dressed in all black. Black heels, a black tank top with lace sleeves, a pencil skirt with a lace train, and her hair was in a half up half down doe. She was pacing around in a circle. Then, out of nowhere she screamed no as the walls spilled red eventually she gave up and laid down in the middle of the room crying.
The next was Lydia she was dressed so beautifully. She wore a white ball gown and her hair was put into an intricate bun. She was crying and it looked like she was slowly losing her mind. She kept on whispering I can't do this. The she broke this vase and grabbed a piece of the shard she put it against her throat. That's when I felt use of my legs again. I ran up to the window and kept on banging my fist on the glass, but it was too late. I kept yelling no no no.
(End of dream state)
The next thing I remember is Isaac gripping me by the shoulder and telling me stop.
"What happened"?
"You were fine but then you kept on crying and hitting the pillow. I tried to stop you, but you ended up hitting me. Then you kept on saying "No stop don't do it". At that point I was trembling. Isaac noticed it to because the he sat down next to me and hugged. I finally just let all the tears flow out. I eventually cried myself to sleep.
Okay so what did you guys think of that chapter? In the next chapter I'll explain what happened with Lydia and Stiles. And in Cora's and Scott's chapter I'll explain what made Derek upset. I know there isn't a lot of romance with them but the romance is going to take time. In their next chapter, Allison will explain her dream to Isaac. can anyone guess what all titles have in common? I hope you guys like it so far and please review. :)
