Secret thoughts part 4

When Ross walked in he saw all the pictures of her family and what he assumed were some friends. He saw her wedding picture on the wall and felt bad for her. He still saw his ex and still had a special place in his heart but Alex could never see her husband again. He noticed that ever since they reopened his case and found the real killer, she had been a little more at ease.

"Here you go. Do you want any cream or sugar?" She came into the living room and handed him the cup of coffee.

"No I'm fine thanks. You looked really beautiful in your wedding dress." He sat on the couch as she moved over to the couch as well. Not too close to him though.

"Oh well thanks. Yea I remember that I was freaking out the whole day but in the end of it I felt better because I was marrying the love of my life."

"Do you want to talk about something else?"

"Please." She chuckled and sipped at her coffee.

"How's your nephew doing?"

"He is fine. He is about to be five." She got up from the couch and picked up a picture frame and went back to show to Ross.

"Wow he's big for 5. Is that your sister in the back with him?" He noticed Alex standing next to a woman that kind of looked like her in the face but she had slightly darker hair and was a little bit taller. They were both standing next to two men.

"Yep that Elizabeth and the other two are my younger brothers Rick and Mark."

"It must have been fun growing up with a big family?"

"Oh yea it was always really loud and there was something to do and someone to play with. It kind of gets lonely though all by myself." He knew exactly what she felt like. Whenever he didn't have the boys he was always buried with work since there was nothing else to do.

"I know what you mean."

"So since you have been asking all these questions, can I ask you something? Why doesn't a nice good looking guy like you have a girlfriend?" Did she just say good looking guy?

"How do you know I don't have a girlfriend?" He teased.

"Well I mean you don't really talk about it much but I really don't know much about you either. I was just wondering is all?" It was her turn to get nervous now and he noticed it.

"No I don't have a girlfriend." Good

"Well then we have to set you up with someone." She laughed.

"So you think I'm a good looking guy?" He smirked.

"Don't let it get to your head or it will swell up. Your hair is already big as it is." She rubbed her hand through his hair. They were talking like friends so she was acting like his friend. The action made him jump a little but not in a bad way. He was just not ready for it. He spelled coffee all over her sweater.

"I am so sorry Alex. It must be burning." She got up and started fanning her shirt as if it was burning his skin.

"Yea it is." He picked up a napkin and moved to help fan her and moved to whip the coffee off her sweater. He decided against it because then he would touch her breasts and he felt she would slap him in the face.

"Alex I am such an idiot."

"Danny."

"What?"

"I'm just kidding." She started laughing as Ross took a big huff and hit her in the shoulder like friends do when joking around. The coffee made her sweater skin tight to her making him see all of the curves she had that he didn't even know about. She grabbed a napkin and started drying her shirt.

"Don't worry about it alright? I just need to put some water on this and it should come out." She was touching her breasts with the napkin so it was hard for him to concentrate on anything else but that. He wanted to ask her if he could help but decided not to. She then lifted her sweater up and to Ross's surprise she was reveling her sexy as hell white lace push up bra. Man she has some nice breasts.

He cleared his throat and she figured what had happened which made her turn red all over.

"I'm sorry. I didn't realize my shirt under my tank top would ride up." I'm not complaining in the least.

She had only a tank top on that showed her flat stomach and barely concealed her breasts. He already had the biggest erection ever in the short time they had been together. And the funny this was she didn't do anything overly sexy. He just thought she was sexy plain and simple.

"I'll be right back. I'm gonna go change." She got up and rolled her eyes after she turned her back. She had just made an idiot out of herself. As she was in her bedroom looking for a top, Danny was on the couch dying inside.

I have to kiss her. Just one little kiss. Just to see what it feels like. And then I can just leave it alone. He had to know though. He had to know if her lips were really as soft as he thought they were or if she used her tongue. And how her body felt against his. That's it he had to do it tonight or he was never going to do it. He got up and went to were her bedroom was. The door was closed so he knocked on it before taking a big deep breathe.

"Is everything alright Ross?"

"I can't do this anymore Alex." He leaned down and kissed her on the lips. It was even better then he would have ever thought. Her lips were so soft and he could have sworn he felt her tongue push its way into his mouth.

She was surprised but after a while she pulled him closer to her body and wrapped her arms around his neck. Tasting her sweet mouth he moved his hands, grasping her hair lightly. She moaned from deep in her throat as the kiss continued. Nobody had ever kissed her like this. No one had ever taken the time to worship her mouth. All the other men she had kissed were in a hurry and quickly kissed her. Danny's kiss was passionate and slow. It was probably one of the best kisses she had ever had.

He pulled back and looked into her eyes. They were full of lust while her lips were bruised from the kiss. He didn't feel it was a mistake but he felt bad about taking advantage of the situation.

"I'm sorry Alex. I have to go."

"You can stay Danny its fine." But by the time the words came out of her mouth the front door had shut leaving her completely alone. Tomorrow was definitely going to be weird in the office.

TBC
It will get better I promise.