chapter 4 - don't go
rose' pov
i woke up to the sound of my baby crying. my head was on the dash bored and andre's head on the stering wheel I screamed for him to wake but he woulden't "I loveyou" I whispered into his ear got out the car ran round to the other door grabbed the baby carrier and Put it on the side of the road and watched demitri smirk as I called an ambulance and it turned up and took us back to the hospital I watched as they looked and cheched out andre I held out my hand and he took it "Rose if I -" I cut him off
"don't say it"tears spiled out of my eyes i new he was going to say it anyway
"no listen remember when I told you I'd never leave after belikov left mean it ,I love you and I promise I will never leave you or Mason but just tell him that I never wanted this and that I'm sorry I never raised him or never got to watch him grow up but I will always be standing next to him and you " I fell apart as he told me this and sobed for hours until andre broke our silence "Rose I love you " and he started to close his eyes
"no not now ... please no" I sobbed and screamed and begged and cursed for hours that night and then the sun started too rise and this is usually when he'd wake me up and we'd watch the sky for age.
when the nurses finally perswaded me to go home I was still hurting from having our son I had to set up the basanet for Mason once I did that I put him to bed and I sat on the same chair he did in the kitchens I sobbed more into his glass of water I threw things at Walls and then it hit me I had to tell lissa about her brother i picked up the phone slowly pressed down the numbers
"rose" it was christian
"how'd you no it was me"
"caller ID... rose are you okay you sound out of it the hospital should never have le-"
"CHRISTIAN listen to me now its ... it's andre we were in an accident and andre he diden't make it" i dragged out
"what about the baby and you"he stuttered
"a few cuts and brusies nothing much they said the baby shoulden't have suvived but he's okay" i let out a sob
christian's pov
"okay rose i have to see lissa"
"okay" she breathed
i hung up and walked into the kitchen and found her on the floor "lissa what are you doing" i noticed a kitchen knife and she was holding her wrist. i fell to my knees next to her
"the hospital told me" she said blankly looking up at the wall
"rose just told me i guess she coulden't bring herself to tell you so she told me" i wrapped a tea towle around her arm she had blood on her lap and dripping off her arm even though it wasn't that deep
"i miss him already"
"ino liss... let me sort that out" meaning her arm i kissed her head and stood up grabbing a first aid kit and setting it down next to her then i sat down i cleand her cut's and bandaged them up and holding her i picked her up bridal style and carried her to our room, ley her and the bed and held her while she cried
Sorry it's short but it was shorter Megan*please review i dont want to waste my time on a story no one reads
