Dan hates Chuck Bass and he hates all of the upper east side. He sometimes wonder why he hates them all so much. Maybe it was their privileges (her privileges), Their fame (Her fame) or their perfection (her perfection)? Or maybe he wanted to be them (To be with her?) A while ago Dan made a big mistake and he knows it.

He thinks back to why he did it? (To get back at her?) He can't even say her name it hurts too much. It hurts so much sometimes he can't even breathe sometimes. But it seems easy to lie about how it works out. How no matter how hard he tries he never gets the girl.

He dates now and tries to be her friend but even that's hard. So he looks for people unlike her. (not so worldly, or experienced) and in a way allot like her (Always forbidden to him).

He likes to see her wish for him but sometimes he wonders does she really love him?

He hates chuck because he knows she will always care for chuck no matter how much she might dislike him for a moment. No matter how much he messes up. (Dan wonders why for a moment)

He hates guys for looking at her like they can have her. He hates the upper east side for considering him one of those guys. (even though they're telling the truth) He hates Nate for always having her love no matter what may happen. But he still hates Chuck more because he knows Chuck will always be first on her list. (she's proved that on many occasions.)

Everyone has problems but Dan has: Envy Lust and regret.