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Kiss me, touch me

Chapter 4: Falling to pieces, pt.1

Her frightened voice and the sound of his satisfied grunts and moans rang through Kyo's ears. They echoed like a bad dream. They wouldn't go away… they haunted him.

"Kyo, why?" her voice called out.

"Why?"

"I called you but you never came!?"

"But…"

"I suffered while you were having fun? I called and I called."

"I know…" Kyo lowered his gaze. He couldn't bare looking at the beaten girl. Her clothes ripped and torn. Bruises covering her body.

"I screamed!"

"I know…"

"You never came! You never came!"

"SHUT UP! I KNOW!" Kyo shot up in his bed, covered in sweat. "dammit." He whispered. Haru busted through the door in complete bewilderment.

"What's wrong?! Are you okay Kyo?"

"Yea, I'm fine. I just had a bad dream, that's all."

"You're covered in sweat."

"………."

"Must have been a pretty bad dream."

"Yea. I'll be okay."

"Alright. Then I'll go back to bed."

"What time is it?" Haru pondered for a moment then walked out of the room. He then soon returned with an alarm clock.

"It's…1:15 a.m."

"Jeez, sorry about waking you like that Haru."

"Nah, don't worry about it. See ya tomorrow."

"Yea. G'night." Kyo nervously lied back down on his bed. But he couldn't fall back to sleep, or, more that he didn't want to. He'd been having the same dreams, over and over every night. They were either Tohru blaming him for not helping her, or seeing her being raped, but his body was unable to move. "I cant wait to see her at school tomorrow." Kyo finally shut his eyes and forced himself to get some rest. He didn't want Tohru to worry about him tomorrow.

At school…

"Tohru! I'm so glad you're okay!" Kyo whisked around to see Hana and Uo holding Tohru.

"How…how did you two find out? I didn't want you to know." Tohru said shamefully.

"But dear Tohru, you mean so much to us. We love you, and we're always here for you. Please, don't ever keep something like that from us."

"Yea! Cus if ya do I'll have to kick somebody's ass! Besides, Tohru, how else are we gonna protect you from stuff like this if ya don't tell us?"

"Uo…Hana…I'm so sorry!" Tohru gripped her friends tighter. "It's so hard. After what happened I've had to move in with Akito. And of course he's very nice and caring to me, but I get so lonely without my dad or Haru nee-chan, and Kyo…I miss them all so much."

"Well here comes orange top now." Tohru looked up. As soon as she saw his bright orange hair and that half scowl on his face she beamed a smile and ran over to him. Kyo wrapped his arms around her, keeping her safe and warm.

"God, it's so good to see you." Kyo breathed in her scent deeply. It was her, his girl. Tohru was back in his arms. Even if it was for a few moments. They held each other so tight it was as if one of them would have let go, the other would float away.

"Oh, Kyo! I've missed you so much!" The bell rang, letting the students out for the day. Kyo and Tohru walked down the sidewalk, heading for town.

"Wanna get some tea?" Kyo offered.

" I'd love to!" They grabbed each other's hands and intertwined their fingers. They were soon at the café and sat down in a secluded booth near a window.

"So, how have you been the last two weeks? Akito taking good care of you?!"

"Mhm! Yes, everything's going fine. Some of the other Sohma's visit me once in a while."

"Akito lets them?"

"Yea, I have to plead to him sometimes though."

"He probably likes it that way…sick bastard" The waitress walked over, interrupting Kyo's thought.

"Hello, my name's Ako, I'll be your server for today. What can I start you off with?"(1) The waitress said sweetly with a huge smile.

"Uh, could I please have a cup of iced tea." Tohru asked politely.

"Of course ma'am… And for you sir?"

"Uh…I'll have green tea. VERY hot."

"Coming right away." With that the waitress scooted off to the kitchen. The café didn't seem too crowded today, there were a few people at tables. And hardly any workers.

"Kyo… how have you been lately?"

"Huh? Oh, I'm good I guess."

"And…uh, Dad and Haru- neechan are doing well too?"

"Yea, they're holding up pretty well. Though, now that you don't go out and get groceries we always forget, so we're kind of low on some stuff."

"Oh? Do you wanna stop by the store later? I don't mind going with you."

"What about Akito. He'll be wondering where you are."

"No. He's out of the main house for a while. He said he cant take the air. I think it's all the pollen."

"Hmmm…so no one's at the estate?"

"Uh, no one except the maids."

"Okay!" Here's your drinks." The waitress said ecstatically.(don't know why she said it that way :\) She placed the small china ware on the table. "Can I get you anything else?"

"Yea, can we get an order of croissants?" Kyo asked.

"Mhm. I'll be right back." Once again she went back into the kitchen.

"Uh…Tohru?" Kyo lowered his gaze to his tea, blowing into it to cool it off.

"Yes Kyo?" She put the cup to her lips and sipped it.

"I wanted to ask you about…well are you…pregnant?" Kyo whispered the last word but Tohru obviously heard it. Cold tea spewed from her mouth and all over their table, including Kyo's face.

"S…Sorry!"

"Nooo, don't worry about it." Kyo said in almost a sarcastic way. He sighed and began to wipe off his uniform.

"Uh…well about your question." Kyo shot his eyes back up at her, completely interested in the answer. "Yes… Hatori said I am."

"Oh…" Kyo kept quiet, not saying a single word. "Are…are you going to keep it?"

"Of course!" She raised her voice in anger, making people stare.

"Why?!" Kyo just added to the attention.

"I cant kill it if that's what you're thinking! And I absolutely am not abandoning it!"

"Yea, But it's the child of some ass hole who fucked up your life!"

"That's not the baby's fault! Now is it?"

"………."

"Is it!?" Now, everyone in the café was staring at the two bicker, waiting for his reply.

"No." Kyo stated.

"I would never do that to someone."

"…………"

"Besides…it's my child too."

"H…Here are your croissants." The waitress handed them the plate.

"Thank you very much. Could we also get the bill?" Tohru asked politely.

"yes ma'am." She walked off.

"uh…just forget I asked the question… I…uh…I didn't" Kyo was struggling on saying sorry.

"Apology accepted Kyo!" She leaned over the table and gently kissed his cheek.

"Here's your check, have a good afternoon."

"Thank you. The tea was wonderful." Tohru bowed and the waitress bowed in return. Kyo and Tohru laced fingers again and began to walk to the main house….. The sky soon became dark, night was lurking around the corner. Tohru and Kyo made it to the main house. Maids escorted them inside and to Tohru's room. It was amazing. Nothing like Kyo had seen before. It definitely showed Akito liked Tohru the best. The room itself was huge, the walls painted pink. The bed looked like a super-king size and the sheets, comforter, and the pillows all matched the walls. Stuffed animals of the zodiac animals sat at the end of her bed, including the cat. Kyo smiled when he saw his cat form there. There was a small desk with a picture of Tohru's mom in the middle of it. A low dresser and a full body mirror were also in the room.

"Damn…Think he likes you?" Kyo smiled wryly. Tohru giggled and sat down on the bed. Kyo followed her and lied down next to her. The bed was like cotton candy, it was so soft and fluffy.(mmm…I'm hungry). Kyo twirled a strand of Tohru's chocolate brown hair around his finger.

"Kyo?"

"Yea?"

"I'm…I'm scared." he stopped twirling her hair.

"Why?"

"I'm only eighteen, I don't think I'm ready for a baby."

"I think you'll do great at it. You were always the one who'd take care of me or Haru when we were little."

"yea, but that's different."

"How so?"

"…… I don't know yet!"

"Alright. And if you need help…I'll be here."

"Thank you Kyo!….And…."

"And?"

"Akito might not want me to have the child."

"You mean…he doesn't know!?"

"No. Hatori said he would tell him while they were gone."

"Tohru…." Kyo didn't know how to comfort her. He was completely against the idea of her having the baby of some scum bag.

"Just Promise me…you wont abandon me?"

"I promise." He gave her a light peck on the forehead as he embraced her. Tohru nuzzled into the crook of his neck, but then sat up. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." She smiled as she slid her uniform shirt up and over her head, revealing her small tank top underneath. Kyo grabbed her and pulled her on top of him. They kissed and Kyo took his shirt off. Their lips met once again in a passionate rage. Kyo's tongue slipped into the cavern of her mouth. She was already flushed and her body heat flared up. Kyo opened his eyes and noticed how red she was.

"God! She's so damn adorable."

"Ky..Kyo…My tank top, Take it off." he did as she commanded. He slipped his fingers under the rim off her shirt and lifted it. Soon it gathered with the other articles of clothing. He kissed her neck, nipping and suckling on one spot, leaving a small red mark showing she was his. He stopped and looked at her, then glanced at her bra. Tohru nodded and he unsnapped the clasp, the small buds were hard and erect. Kyo cupped one breast and began to massage it as he sucked on the other nipple. Tohru moaned lightly and grabbed his chin, pulling him up to face her. Their mouths connected once again. Kyo flinched as he felt her hand unzip his pants.

"I don't know if we should…go all the way. Should I tell her?" Soon his pants were off and added to the collection of clothes on the floor. Tohru gently squeezed his balls, making Kyo gasp at the light sensation.

"Tohru…" Kyo sighed.

"What…what's wrong? Am I not doing it right? Because I've never actually done this before, and…I'm sorry if…"

"Shhhh…" Kyo cut her off. "It's not that. It's just, I don't think we should do this right now." "There I said it…"

"Okay." She said dejectedly. Tohru climbed off of him and began putting her clothes back on.

"Tohru…I'm gonna get you out of here."

"Well, you'll try to at least."

"What'd you mean?" Kyo asked a little confused.

"There's no way Akito will let you take me away from him."

"Yea but I can try, like you said. And I'll succeed."

"No, Kyo. I'm okay here. He takes care of me." Kyo grabbed her arm and pulled her close to him.

"I don't like you being with…"

"Akito?"

"No, just another guy in general." Kyo blushed.

"Jealous?" Tohru grinned, but hid it quickly. "Thank you Kyo."

"For what?"

"No one has ever fought for me like you have." She lightly kissed him on the corner of his mouth. Kyo begged for another touch of those soft, pink lips. As there mouths got closer there was a sudden outburst of cries down the main hallway.

"Akito?" Kyo asked. Tohru nodded her head and pushed Kyo out on to the porch.

"Kyo go! If he sees you…I don't even want to think about it."

"Alright. I'll call you later." They kissed and Kyo was soon out of sight. Akito busted the door open and knocked Tohru to the floor.

"How dare you!" Akito screamed.

"What! What happened Akito?!"

"You're pregnant and you didn't even tell me?!"

"Hatori said he was going to tell you, and that I should keep it a secret."

"Hatori doesn't own you! I do! I'm god! Never keep things from me!" He clenched her jaw with his hand, tightening his grasp.

"ow…" Tohru whispered as she winced.

"Look at me." Tohru kept her eyes closed. "LOOK AT ME!!" She slowly opened them. "What do you think you're going to do with that thing inside of you?"

"Akito…please! I don't want to kill it!"

"Why?! That thing is an abomination! That thing is from the man who raped you!!"

"I know but that isn't the baby's fault!" "Kyo said the same thing…"

"Fine…then once it's born you'll get rid of it!"

"No!" Akito tightened his grasp on her jaw.

"Tohru…you will not have this baby!"

"But…"

"Since you can't decide then it's my decision."

"Akito…" tears welled up in her brown eyes, they were seconds away from falling.

"You're going to get an abortion, no matter what. You will not have that damn baby!" he released her jaw. As he stormed out of the room the crowd of maids watched as Tohru clung to the floor, sobbing. They went to her side to comfort her but she pushed them all away. Growling at them. Later that night she found Kyo's shirt under her bed. He must of forgotten it in the rush to leave. She embraced the clothing, breathing in Kyo's scent.

"Oh god! Kyo…"

Meanwhile with Kyo, Haru, and Momiji….

"I'm going to get her out of there." Kyo protested as he threw clothes into a duffle bag.

"There's no way! How the hell do you think you're gonna do that?" Haru grabbed handfuls of the clothes Kyo threw into the bag and put them back in his dresser. Momiji just watched as the two boys bickered and took turns tossing the clothes around.

"Would you stop that!"

"Stop what?"

"Taking my clothes and putting them back in my dresser!"

"But you aren't going anywhere!"

"Yes I am! I'm going to save your sister!"

"Save her? Save her from what?! She's perfectly safe at the main house."

"No. She doesn't belong with Akito! She needs to be here with us."

"You mean she has to be here with you."

"What are talking about?"

"You want her to yourself. You're only saving her for your own selfish reasons. Probably just to fuck her." Haru had suddenly changed.

"Shut the fuck up! You don't understand!"

"What's there to understand? She's hot and of course you want to get into her pants. Just like that kid who raped her."

"Shut up! It's not like that!" Kyo seethed.

"Aw…did I hurt kittens feelings?"

"Shut the fuck up!" Kyo pounced on to black Haru, knocking him into the wall.

"Heh, you like it rough…kinky." Black Haru smiled wryly as he dodged a punch from Kyo.

"Dammit!" Kyo hissed as black Haru punched Kyo in the chin, throwing him through the screen door and into the sandbox. Momiji ran after black Haru.

"Haru stop it! He just wants to help Tohru! He's right she doesn't belong there with Akito. He'll only seclude her from everyone, from the world. It will make her even more sick!"

"Shut up kid. The big boys are talking." Black Haru pushed Momiji aside. He stalked over to Kyo, who was rubbing his sore chin. Haru grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, pulling his face closer to his own. "You're a sick bastard. That's my sister."

"Let go of me!" Kyo kneed him in the stomach, making Haru release him. "Dammit Haru! Listen to me! She needs to come back for her own sake. And for your dads! He needs her."

"Quit meddling in something that isn't any of your business!" Haru threw his fists and some kicks, everyone he threw missed Kyo.

"It is my business! I love Tohru, so I made it my business!" Kyo head-butt Haru in the forehead, knocking him to the ground. Blood trickled from the bruise in the middle of Haru's head. Kyo crouched down next to his cousin, noticing he was back to normal. "Here take my hand." Kyo reached his hand out, helping Haru up. Suddenly water covered their bodies, seeping through their clothes.

"Momiji, I'm sorry if I hurt you." Haru said all calm and relaxed as droplets of water fell from his white strands of hair.

"Dammit you stupid rabbit! He's better so why'd you pour water on us?!" Kyo fumed as he noogied Momiji.

"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah…I was just trying to help!"

Did ya like it?! Huh huh? Did ya did ya? Well I liked it, pretty good I must say. Please r&r and I love all of you. Cant wait for the next update!

(1) Yes, if you've read Obsession with sex this is Ako from that fic. Maybe not exactly that person, but the outline pretty much fits.