When I Look At You
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.
Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know Im not alone.
Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!
Yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.
You, appear just like a dream to me
(When I Look At You song from Miley Cyrus.)
Chapter Four When I Look At You
Ruthie was not sure about her parents reaction to her and Martin, but she loved him and they would have to get use to it. "Look I have no problem with the two of you being together, but Martin you better not break Ruthie's heart again she can't go through that pain." Eric said to Martin who never wanted to put Ruthie, through that pain ever again. "Don't worry I don't want to put Ruthie in that much pain ever again, I love her with my heart and I'm not going to let her go ever."
Annie was now happy and decided to give Ruthie and Martin a hug, it was a welcome to the family hug although Martin was technically apart of there family already. "Oh um Martin while I remember, Mac said to tell you he call you later." Luc said as she was holding Savannah, who was getting sleepy and Kev took her because she was getting heavy. "We should get going and put Savannah to bed, church tomorrow well be there." Kev said as he waved goodnight, to everyone and Luc hugged Martin, Ruthie also Simon and Matt. "Goodnight sweetheart sweet dreams, to you Kev and Savannah." Annie said kissing Savannah on the cheek before Kev walked out, and Eric hugged Lucy as well.
"Yeah Matt we should get to bed as well, I have the couch and you have your old room." Simon spoke to his brother, who nodded and also said goodnight. Sam and David were already in bed that night but Eric and Annie headed up, and Ruthie and Martin were in the kitchen alone. "So church tomorrow right?" Martin said and Ruthie smiled at him back, as he took a big bite out of a cookie. "Yeah your staying over here tonight, also in the same room as Matt that should be fun."
He tickled her and she began laughing, everything seemed so right with the world. "I'm sure it will be fine, Matt's a pretty cool guy you know." Martin said and kissed Ruthies cheek. "Matt yeah his great older brother, Luc is giving the sermon tomorrow I hope it's not as long as last time."
After they finished talking and eating, they kissed each other goodnight and headed upstairs. Ruthie was already in her PJs so, she climb into her bed and started to dream about Martin. Matt was sitting up and reading a book for Medical School, when Martin came in and noticed Matt still awake.
"So said goodnight to Ruthie?"Matt spoke and Martin sat down on the bed, taking off his shoes. "Yeah she headed to bed, so are you really ok with me and Ruthie being together?" Putting down his book, on the night stand sat up slightly and than spoke. "Look Martin you make Ruthie happy and I'm glad about that but like dad said, if you break her heart again lets just say I wouldn't like to be in your shoes."
With that Martin got changed into a white shirt and black pants for PJs, and layed down and said to Matt. "I love your sister, trust me I will never do anything again to hurt her." That made Matt more happy, and he turned out the light and both of them was sound asleep with in an hour.
The next day the Camden's all rose early, so they could get ready for church. Annie got Sam and David ready in there little suits they wore to church, Eric had already left so he could check on Lucy sermon. Simon had spent a restless night on the couch with it not being so comfortable, but he was up to and dressed and heading out the door.
Matt woke up and noticed Martin was still asleep, he got dressed quietly in a black suite and grey tie. And as he was leaving met Annie in the hallway, with the boys at her side. "Hey the others have already left, I figure I let Ruthie and Martin sleep in they can meet us there." Annie said which surprised Matt because none of them were aloud to sleep in before, but Annie was just happy for Ruthie and Martin. "Wow ok I'm just surprised I thought, sleeping in was against the law on Sundays." Matt said and the boys giggled at him, and they started to head down the stairs together.
"I know but I figured they had a rough, couple of days and I just wanted to make things easier for them." Meanwhile Luc, Kev and Savannah had arrived at the church, and Luc was in the office putting on her minsters clothing. "Well at least the sermon isn't as long as last time." Eric spoke when he handed the paper back to Luc, who knew that the last time she spoke at church her sermon was a little long. "Ok I know I wasn't that good last time, but this time is going to be better."
Kevin had gone in the church already, and Simon and Matt were already sitting down and Kevin sat down with them and Savannah. Also Annie was there as well with Sam and David, the others were worried that Martin and Ruthie hadn't showed up yet. Meanwhile back at the house, Martin was up and getting dressed he made his way downstairs. Ruthie had just woken up and glanced at the alarm clock, "Oh crap damn I'm late, maybe Martin's still here." Ruthie said, and she knew nobody could hear her but it came out any way.
She got dressed and was wearing, a purple shirt with long sleeves and a black skirt past her knees. Her hair was down and curly, also she wore a gold necklace that was a heart shape. Getting her bag she made her way out the door, she thought she would shout out Martin's name to see if he was there. "MARTIN are you still here?" Martin was in the kitchen when he heard Ruthie, he started to make his way to the stairs. Ruthie was at the staircase now, but something happened then that know one would could of seen coming.
Ruthie's foot because she was wearing high heals, missed the first stair. And she tripped falling down the stairs all the way to the bottom and landing at Martin's feet.
End Of Chapter Four
