I feel really bad that its been so long! I have seemed to misplace my inspiration, im really sorry to everyone who reads! You didn't come here to listen to my apologize though so here ya go… sorry again. This one is kinda short

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Chapter 4; Namine

Namine made her way up the walkway of her house, deep in thought about the teen of her dreams. She looked to the driveway to see her mothers car gone before opening up the front door and stepping inside. She kicked off her shoes and closed the large wooden door behind her. The blonde then heard faint speaking coming from the living room, so she went to check it out. She entered the room to find Roxas sitting on the couch, half hugging Axel who was next to him with a black duffel bag on his lap.

"What's going on?" Namine questioned

"I got kicked out, my parents found out about me and Roxas. Let's just say they didn't take it well…" Axel muttered with an unreadable expression.

"It'll be ok, you can stay with us, we'll work everything out. Let me take your bag upstairs." Roxas placed a soft kiss on his boyfriends cheek and threw a sympathetic look to his sister before taking said bag and heading for the stairs. Not everyone could be as lucky as them to have an accepting mother.

Namine sat down next to the fire haired boy,

"Are you gonna be ok Axel?" The blonde gently asked the older teen.

"Yea, it's whatever. I didn't like being around those assholes anyway. My dads a drunk and my mothers a bitch, not like I care…" He said, his expression still void of emotion. She put a hand on his shoulder,

"Don't pity me, I hate it when im pitied" Axel said as he smiled and shrugged off her hand, Namine forced a smile back before her eyes glazed over in thought, Axel noticed,

"Girl troubles, if so, ya know, don't ask me, I don't row that boat…"

"No it's just…" Namine broke her stair and looked to the other person in the room,

"How do you know your in love with Roxas, and not just, really like him?"

Axel let out a sigh, slightly muttering something under his breath,

"What was that?" Namine questioned.

"Look Namine, I just know alright. it's the feeling I get when I'm around him, Where the butterflies in my stomach start to have a wild party, its…" Axel then looked into her eyes,

"No matter what… he always makes me remember… that I have a heart. It's just love, and love just is, there's really no way to explain it, got it memorized?" Axel said as he pointed to his head for the last part. Namine just looked at his bright green eyes, with an impressed look on her face.

"…Stop looking at me like that!" Axel said as he turned his head away to hide his now slight crimson cheeks.

"Never expected to get an answer like that out of you" The girl said, still impressed,

"Gee thanks a lot" Axel said back with sarcasm dripping from his voice.

Roxas came down the steps and strutted into the living room, he was unexpectedly swept from his feet, landing on his boyfriends lap,

"Hey there Roxy" Axel fake cooed before pulling him into a kiss. They were interrupted though,

"Ugh, are you two always going to be like this now that Axel's staying here" Namine slightly wined, The two boys pulled apart,

"Well, what else are we going to do, I mean we could go upstairs and have some fun, but Roxas' room is right next to yours and you know, paper thin walls…"

"I get it!" Namine slightly flinched at the images as she cut Axel off, who was now laughing. Axel then went back to kissing Roxas, and after a few minutes Namine snapped,

"Will you two get off of each other?!" Namine slightly yelled, slightly complained in a joking voice.

"Don't be pissy at us just because Kairi isn't in your pants" Axel remarked, causing Roxas to laugh.

"Wha… ugh!" Namine got up and swiftly made her way to the stairs, her cheeks getting redder as the laughing behind her began to die off.

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Namine shut the door behind her as she walked into her room. She walked over to her dresser, picking up her sketch book and a pencil. She made her way to the sliding glass door that led to her small patio. Pulling open the sliding glass door, she sat in a chair, the back slightly slanted so she can get comfortable and enjoy the view of the ocean. She lifted up a knee and placed the sketch pad on it, pushing some of her blonde locks out of her face.

Then Namine did what Namine does best, she lost herself in her drawing. The way her pencil grazed over the snow white paper, creating beauty one could only experience from letting their feeling flow. That is exactly what the girl did, she let her feeling flow, like music flowing from one's heart. Creating with such grace and angel would be envious, Namine drew the one thing she most desired, the one thing she wished to have. Namine drew the one person she knew she loved, Namine drew Kairi.