I know its kind of short but I had this amazing idea but i lost it after my physics test...... i hate that class. and yes i don't like lissa that much so yes there is so hate. umm this first part if kind of a dream and sorry if it's confusing. The end yeah I know i should probably explain it more but this is rated T maybe someday i'll explain more

Oh and the russian was Raisa was saying 'hello its so nice to meet you. where are you from?' the translator said 'Greetings is so remarkable to meet you. Whence you' i kinda laughed at that

dimitri said 'she doesn't speak russian'


The Strigoi had me cornered. He bared his fangs and smiled in delight. I didn't know how to handle a Strigoi in this situation; I remember our instructors told us these things from the books. But most of us just put this aside and labeled it as worthless information.

I ran down the dark hallway, the hallway seemed like it was never ending. Doors and doors just kept appearing on either side of the corridor. I finally picked one, opened the door and quickly but quietly shut it. Then everything changed. The world was different, the same yet different.

Why was I hiding? Why was I running? This room seemed familiar to me. The walls were light lavender and there were crayon drawings that hung on the walls. Stick people that were holding hands and had simple smiles on them, below the people they were labeled Lissa and Rose. I tried to get under the bed to hide but it was too crowded. I heard a whisper. "Liss over here." It sounded familiar. Andre, he had a sleepy me, Rose, by his side. They were in the closet hiding. I quickly darted toward them and Andre shut the door be hind me.

Wait this was Lissa's dream. Why was I in Lissa's dreams, unless it was the bond? I couldn't pull myself out of it just yet. I wanted to see for myself how she viewed me. I wanted to see how she would view this whole thing.

Andre told me to run up the stairs and to open the door that led up to the secret hiding spot in the attic. Andre was behind Rose, Rose slipped on one of the stairs and Andre was helping her up. They were halfway up the stairs before the Strigoi had found them. I was looking through a small hole in the wall. I saw everything, the Strigoi had blood on his lips, and it was fresh. He grabbed Andre's leg and pulled him down. Andre tried to fight back but there was no use the Strigoi bared his fangs into his neck and he was dead. Rose stayed still and quiet. I think she was stunned from the fall and then witnessing Andre dying.

A second Strigoi came from behind her. Threw her against the wall that had the pictures on them and her body fell, limp on the floor. The second Strigoi did the same to Rose that the first did to Andre. I hid in the small little hole and waited. I waited for the guardians to come. They would save me it was their job to save us Moroi.

Then I came back to my own head. My own dreams. They were simpler it was like a vision from the future that I desperately wanted from the future. But the one thing that kept me from that was me wondering why Lissa thought that. Why would she ever think that, she never used to. Well she did a little but not that much.

She was at Tatiana's wasn't she? It would seem likely since she was going to live there with Christen after graduation. Maybe Tatiana did something to her? Who knows, I shouldn't care right now. I was still mad at her, during that fight with her I told her that I wanted to do something for me, not for her. I risked my life for her before. I did because she was my friend but still she used her magic against me. She used compulsion who knows how many times against me and friends don't do that to friends.

I found myself awake. Dimitri was looking right at me, confused. Then the headache made it's self more noticeable. I could see everything, the dark shapes again, they were ghosts and one in particular was Andre. He smiled at me, why would he smile at me? I was supposed to be guarding his baby sister, not here in Russia in bed with my mentor/boyfriend.

"Roza what's wrong?"

"Ah, nothing just those headaches again."

Dimitri left and came back with a glass and some aspirin. I took a few and they helped a little but we both knew that the only cure was for me to be inside a ward. But then that would mean that Dimitri couldn't be inside there with me. I closed my eyes and buried my head in my hands. Dimitri rubbed small circles in my back which didn't help the headache but it felt amazing.

"Are you okay?"

"For the most part. I'm just pissed that even here I still am sucked into Lissa's head. This time I was in her nightmares."

"What happened?"

"I saw myself. I saw me and Andre get murdered by some Strigoi. I looked like I was five or six and I saw everything form Lissa's view. I hate her. All she cared about was herself while I did everything for her."

Dimitri stopped and looked me in the eye. "What happened to you two? You two were inseparable."

"We got into a fight. She was using compulsion on me and I got mad, also she refused to use spirit on you, well that was if we found your body."

"Rose, I'm sorry."

"Don't be, you have nothing to be sorry about."

He began to kiss my lips; they were so tender and full of passion. His fingers ran up and down my back. He took off his shirt, revealing those amazing abs that I loved and melted over. He got mine off in no time at all. We had been in this situation only a few times but something always happened. The first time it was a spell and the last time it was the Strigoi attack on the school. This time there would be nothing that goes wrong. Our clothes where making a small pile on the floor.

The first time we had sex it was amazing but there were no words to describe it but also my body both hurt and wanted him even more. This time was a little different, we both still wanted each other more than ever but my body wasn't in that much pain. This time Dimitri defiantly raised the bar. We were lying in the bed, our clothes were still of but I was resting my head on his amazing chest and he was playing with my hair.