I'm so, so sorry that I haven't updated sooner! I got reasons of course but that just doesn't seem good enough, now does it? Well, I've been to the doctor and it turns out that I got a really bad tension headache. (You kind of can tell it's bad when you've had it for about a year and a half.. --) Anyway, I've been working for the last three weeks and this was my last week. Heh, it's strange I guess.. I never really saw myself working in a, kinda, hardware store but it was fun. Plus it's my birthday today. So I decided to just send in what I've written. Today was like a deadline for me. Didn't work that well but anyway, I'm not gonna stall anymore.
Without saying anything I started to pull Hiro along as I started to walk as far away and as fast I could from Tohma before he even could react to what he's seeing. And believe me, his reaction is something you would like to avoid to as long as you can. Plus there's no way I'll let Tohma ruin this one for me. Soon we was out of sight, thank gods, but not that that is going to help us. There is no way we can hide from him. He always has some way of finding the person he wants to find. I know running is not going to work. I know he will find us and soon at that. I just don't want him to do whatever he decides to do in front of so many people. My feet seem to have led me to the room that I'm in almost everyday, the studio.
As soon as Hiro closed the door and I couldn't help but to notice that he didn't lock it. I glance nervously at the door before I jumped at it, locking it as quickly as I could. I look over at Hiro and see him looking at me with an eyebrow lift in question. I just shrug, chuckling a little before sitting down in one of the chairs, facing the door.
I could feel almost feel his stare before he sat down beside me. 'How could one day that started so well end up like this?' I sigh before taking Hiro's hand while my eyes remains trained on the door. I just know that Tohma will be here any minute now. Just the thought of Tohma makes me want to start pacing or do something foolish like sitting in Hiro's lap and kissing the daylight out of him until Tohma decides to show up, hehe I can almost see his face in front of me, but Hiro's hand in mine is calming me down somewhat.
I jump a bit when I hear someone trying to open the door. The rattle of someone pulling at the door handle sounded unusual loud in the quiet room and it didn't take long before it quieted down and some vague mutter could be heard through the door. I glared at the door, daring whoever that was out there to open it. Luckily I didn't say that out loud or Hiro would have thought I'd lost it. Then the click from the lock could be heard and takes me away from my thoughts. The door swung open, banging loudly against wall and both Hiro and I jumped at the sound. I look owlish at the person in the doorway, blinking a few times before the fact that it was K-san and not my dear cousin Tohma settles in. I breathe out and sag a bit in the chair in relief that he didn't shoot or kick the door open and that it wasn't Tohma.
I watch as he walks over to his chair by the control panel (?) before I realized that he didn't close the door. I turn to look at the door in horror. I curse myself silently for letting K-san to take my by surprise and letting my guard down. Just as I'm starting to calm down a bit I see him "smiling" his smirk like grin that kind of creeps you out 'cause you know you're in trouble, even if you haven't done anything bad, and you know it could end badly if he doesn't get his way in the end. Honestly Tohma can be such a child sometimes even if he doesn't act like it! Heh, just the thought of Tohma acting like a child brings a smile to my face and makes me giggle a little, which makes, of course, everyone in the room to look at me strangely except Hiro. I guess he's getting use to it by now.
"Zoning again?" Hiro says while looking into my eyes. I, of course, blushed while nodding.
He just had to say it, didn't he?! Making me blush all the time too.. Gods, I need to stop doing that.
Then Tohma clears his throat, making me turn my head to focus on him again, his facial expression making me cringe. He's staring at me with his left eyebrow raised and his smirk-grin has left his face. He has this unreadable look in his eyes that's really unsettling. The tension in the room is just getting worse. Argh, will he just get on with it?!
Again, I'm sorry it's so short and for the cliff-hanger. It's just that I'm fight with myself on what I should write next, what Tohma's line should be and so on. I'm open to any suggestions and if I get any I like I'll use it and give the one who came up with it the credit of course. I use to sit during the lunches at work thinking of what he should say but never came up with anything that was just "right".
I'm kinda depressed lately so any reviews I get will have me bouncing on the walls (or at least around the apartment. lol).
You know, it's really hard to come up with a way to "come out" to your parents and say you're bi and you would really like to have a girlfriend (or boyfriend).. don't know how they will react.. not sure I'd like to see it..
Ja ne
