Shy college student Karin decides to tell her teacher Jin, who is also her childhood friend, that she has developed strong feelings for him on Valentine's Day, but will she gather enough courage to confess? And will Jin feel the same way?

I opened my eyes from yet another dream about Jin Kuga and sighed.

It was basically about the time I finally figured out I was in love with my gorgeous childhood friend, and that was when I was 16, but then that was also the time he told me he was going to become a college professor before we both finished high school, then he left, and for 2 years, we were apart.

So I finally completed high school without him by my side, and that also gave me time to confirm if my feelings for him were real.

And they were definitely real - I at least dreamed about him once or twice a week for those long 2 years.

My mother enrolled me in the college that he worked in, and I was overjoyed when I found out that I was going to be a student in his class, and convinced my mother to let me live in the dorms here.

Jin has grown to be such a gorgeous 19 year old college professor that none of the students can take their eyes off him for almost the entire class.

But me, my eyes are on him every second he teaches.

It made my heart leap to know that he was also overjoyed to see me – when we met again on my first day of college, you could say he pounced on me and wouldn't let me go for about 5 minutes.

We were both so excited that we could see each other again.

I was too shy then to tell him how I felt, and scared that if he didn't feel the same way, our friendship would be ruined.

But now I decided that I would definitely tell him today, this year's valentine's day.

And if I'm lucky enough, I can make love to him,too.

The thought made me blush as I stood out of bed and stared at myself in the mirror.

"I guess my body's alright.."

I wondered if I surprised Jin with how different I looked when we met again.

But I would always be shorter than Jin, who had grown over 6 feet tall.

There was a knock on my door that made me jump.

"Hanazono-san, you better hurry up! Class starts in just 6 minutes!" I heard one of my classmates say from the other side of my dorm door, and I ran to my closet to get dressed.

I put on a cute white mini skirt and a pink sweater that hung off of both shoulders and was decorated with white hearts, then pink knee high socks and white ballet flats.

I quickly grabbed my bag, stuffed the box of chocolates I was giving to Jin inside, and ran out the door.

Class

I finally took my eyes off of Jin to see that my desk was full of valentine's chocolates from both boys and girls, and blushed.

I made sure that Jin's box of chocolate was still right where I had it, and looked back up at him.

When lunch came around, I waited until everyone was gone and hid my box of chocolate behind my back.

"Karin-chan?" Jin looked up from a few papers he was grading and beamed at me, "What are you still doing here?"

"Uh.. I..."

Blushing furiously, I made my way over to his desk and my heart pounded.

Just hand him the chocolate and walk off! You can't be scared forever!

"Um, Jin-chan, I... wanted.. I have..."

"Karin-chan, what's wrong? Are you sick? Your cheeks are red.."

"I.. I.." I shut my eyes tightly.

Oh! I'm not ready for this yet!
"I... Jin-chan, I.. I have to go to the bathroom!" I said quickly, and ran off, his surprised expression still in my head.

I raced down the halls and turned a few corners to the nearest bathroom, but was hit by the door when it opened, causing me to fall on the ground.

A girl from Jin's fan club stared down at me, and smirked when she realized who it was.

"Well, if it isn't Kuga-sensei's secret admirer."

I flushed and she spotted my box of chocolate .I reached for it, but the girl was much faster.

She picked it up, "Oh, is this supposed to be chocolate for Kuga-sensei?" she laughed.

"G-give it back..." I said quietly.

"Ah, ah, ahh," she smiled coldly, " This won't do... You think Kuga-sensei would actually accept such a crappy gift?"

I bit back tears and reached for the box, but she held it out of my reach.

"Here, I'll fix it up for you and give it back, okay?" she suddenly gave me a friendly smile, " You're in love with him, right? Then you have to make sure your chocolate is perfect for him."

"R-right, but.."

She was already walking away, "I'll leave this in your locker, okay? Come back after lunch."

What if she really is trying to help? She is the fan club president, so..

I couldn't help but feel worried, but maybe this was a good thing, I wasn't good at making chocolate anyway.

I was about to call after her when Jin came up behind me.

"Want to eat lunch with me? I'll let you pick a spot around campus."

Later...

A few minutes later, Jin and I sat under a tree, eating our lunches together.

"So, Karin-chan.."

Oh, no, what if he asks about what I said today?

"Yeah..?"

"What were you trying to say earlier?"

Damn.

"Uh.. I.. well... I had to go to the bathroom."

Jin laughed, "Yeah, right. As if you have to ask my permission to go to the bathroom when everyone's gone to lunch. And I saw you hiding something behind your back. Oh, and your cheeks were red.."

I blushed furiously and looked away.

"They're red again. What's wrong, Karin-chan?"
I couldn't say anything, and Jin was silent for awhile.

"Could it be you have a crush on someone?"

He's on to me!

"You do, don't you?" he beamed and looked over at me.

Maybe I can tell him right now! I have a chance..

"Y-yes."

Again, he was silent, and when I looked up at him, for a brief moment I thought he looked sad for some reason, but after a few seconds, he put on another smile and looked toward me.

"Ah, who's the lucky guy?"

"Ah, um... he.. he's a lot like you.." I smiled, "He's very handsome, and he makes my heart pound every time I see him, he's someone I can never take my eyes off of, and I fell in love with him 3 years ago, but I'm too shy to tell him, even after we reunited at this college. You know, Jin-chan, I.."

Just when I was about to finally confess, Jin suddenly stood up, his bangs a creating a shadow over his eyes so I couldn't read his expression.

"He sounds like a great guy, Karin-chan, but I just remembered, I have extra papers to grade today." he said softly.

I couldn't tell what was in his voice, all I could tell was that he sounded a little pained.

"Jin-chan? Where are yo-"

But he had already gathered his things and was walking back to the school building.

Did I say something wrong?

I stood up and walked back to the building, opening my locker to put my lunch up.

I read a note that had been taped to my locker-

Don't get too close to Kuga-sensei, you're not good enough for him.

I twisted the lock to my locker combination, and opening my locker, I noticed the small box I put my chocolate in was broken, and all of the chocolate had been smeared all over my metal walls, and had melted around all of my belongings.

I heard giggling behind me, and I bit my lip to keep from crying, like I always do, and stuffed my things in my locker before running off.

Class..

Still upset, I stared out of the window from my place in the classroom instead of looking at Jin.

This Valentine's Day isn't turning out as good as planned! Jin seems to be mad at me or something, and I can't even tell him how I feel anymore! And now my valentine chocolate is ruined!

"Karin!"

I snapped out of my thoughts and sweat dropped when I realized all of the kids in class were staring at me, and felt my cheeks flush.

Jin was the one that called me, and he was staring at me with a cold look, he never looked at me like this before.

"Look at me, won't you?" he said fiercely, and I felt like he meant something else, but I wasn't sure.

My classmates giggled, and I looked away, embarrassed.

I made sure to look at him the rest of class, but every time our eyes met, it was so awkward..

I wondered what was going on with him today.

After Class

When the bell rang, I gathered my things. Classes were finally over!

"Karin, I need to talk to you.." Jin said as the last person walked out of the door before I did.

I turned to him, "What do you need to talk to me about?"

His expression seemed pained, and his golden eyes were dark.

"Um, I, I don't.. uh..."

"Jin-chan..?"

"Karin-chan, I noticed today that you weren't looking at me.." his face turned red and he scratched the back of his head nervously.

I blinked, "But.. it was only once.. I.. um, always look at you." my own cheeks were flushed.

"Is something wrong? You've been acting strange today. I'm worried.."

"Nothing's wrong! It's just... I was upset because someone ruined my valentine's chocolate.."

Jin finally turned to me, and walked over to me to put his hands on my shoulders.

"What? Who was it?"

"I don't know her.."

"I'm sorry, Karin. Who was it for?"

He sat down in his chair and I leaned against his desk, setting my books down.

"Umm... you see... It was.."

Tell him, you idiot!

I took a deep breath and shut my eyes tight, my heart pounding in my chest,"It was for you, Jin-chan!" I said quickly.

The empty classroom grew so quiet, and I was surprised Jin couldn't hear my heart pounding.

"Karin-chan, does this mean...?"

I turned to him, blushing furiously, and really embarrassed.

"Yes, Jin-chan, I... I love you." I stood up and quickly pressed my lips to his, putting all of my love into it.

"Karin-chan... do you, really?" he was grinning, his eyes bright.

Is he happy? Or is he going to laugh at me?

I looked away, my face red, and nodded quickly.

"No, don't be embarrassed!" he stood up from his chair and cupped my cheeks.

"But.. I was too shy to tell you, It's been 3 years that I have, and you left when I realized it... I didn't want to ruin our friendship, so of course I was hesit-"

I was cut off when Jin leaned in and our lips met in a passionate kiss.

It was a while before he pulled away, and I gasped his name when he finally did.

"Karin-chan, I love you, too. Since we were kids, actually.." he smiled.

I felt tears of happiness roll down my cheeks as my eyes widened.

It was like a dream come true!

"I was acting weird earlier today because when you said you were giving someone chocolate for valentines day, I was a little jealous. I didn't want to lose you.."

Jin leaned in to kiss me again, and I met him halfway this time, clutching his shirt, and I felt him gently push me backwards so that I was leaning against the table again.

His hands slid down to grip my hips, and our kisses become more passionate, and I granted him access when his tongue begged for an entrance into my mouth.

I loved the feeling of our tongues battling, and I let out a soft moan into his mouth.

"Karin-chan... um, can I touch you?" his cheeks were red.

My heart leaped and beaming, I nodded.

Jin pulled me into another tongue kiss, and I felt him reach behind me to brush papers and books aside.

When he was done, he lifted me up gently and placed me on the counter, now standing between my legs.

This position created a soft aching in the spot between my legs, and I felt my arousal dampen my underwear.

I really needed him to touch me..

Jin hadn't made a move to touch me yet, so I broke the kiss, blushing furiously, and looking away, I grabbed his hand and lifted up my sweater, placing it on my left breast, and letting out a soft moan as I closed my eyes.

"Jin-chan, it's okay, go ahead.. hurry.."

"Ah, right.. I'm sorry, I've just never touched anyone like this before, and I don't want to hurt you.. you're so delicate, you know."

He kissed me again, and I felt him lift my shirt over my chest.

I helped Jin unhook my bra, and as it slipped from my body, Jin's eyes grew wide as my medium sized, rounded breasts were finally revealed.

He stared at my half nude form for a while, blushing, and I raised my hands to cover myself.

Jin was too fast for me, however, and caught them, pinning them above my head as he quickly lay me down on the desk.

"Jin-chan, I'm embarrassed..." I looked up at him, squirming.

He kissed me again, "No, sweetheart, you're so beautiful, there's no reason for you to be."

One of his hands slid down my chest, gently grabbing my right breast, and I gasped at his touch, arching my back.

"Does that feel good..?" Jin whispered seductively in my ear.

"Y-yes, ahh!" one of his fingers brushed against my nipple and I reached up to unbutton his chambray shirt, revealing those gorgeous muscles of his.

Jin pulled my underwear down, and I let out another gasp as he cupped the warm spot in between my legs.

He brought his mouth down to gently take one of my breasts into his mouth.

"Jin-chan!"

As he continued to lick them, he rubbed me gently in between my legs, making me gasp his name. I was so close to climaxing, but I didn't want to yet.

"Jin-chan, I.. I want you right now, please, make love to me..!"

He stopped his actions, licking his fingers for a second, then unbuckled his pants and pulled down his boxers, his erection springing free.

Jin pulled my skirt up over my legs and positioned himself at my entrance.

"B-be gentle, I was saving myself in case you wanted me.." I whispered, panting.

Jin looked excited, "Of course I'd want you, you don't seem to think your beautiful." he smiled, "I'm so glad I'll be your first, Karin-chan.."

I smiled up at him and he entangled his fingers in mine, then leaned down to silence my scream as he quickly thrust his hips inside of me, breaking my barrier.

He kissed away my tears, and I clutched his back.

"I'm sorry.." he whispered.

After a few minutes , the pain subsided, "You can move now."

Jin grabbed one of my breasts again and we tongue kissed as he moved his hips gently a few times.

I let out a whimper of pleasure and he pulled away.

"Karin, does it hurt?" he looked worried.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, pushing him deeper inside of me, and making him gasp my name.

"It feels good, and I'm alright, hurry..."

He pulled out half way, and then in again, and I started moaning his name.

Soon we were both sweating, and Jin brushed some of my hair out of my face as I closed my eyes.

"Ahh, ahh, I'm so happy, Jin-chan..!"

"Mmm, you don't know how long I've wanted to make love to you, Karin-chan.."

His thrusts became more erotic, causing my moans to become more frequent and louder.

"Ahh, faster!" I let out a shriek, arching my back again.

"Karin-chan..."Jin leaned down to kiss me, then whispered in my ear, "I'm going to climax.."

"Oh, ahhh, Jin-chan, I'm coming, too!"

He began slamming into me, both of us gasping at the intense pleasure.

"Ahhhhhh!"

We both shouted each others names as we came together, then sat still, catching our breaths for a moment before dressing.

"I love you, so much.." he whispered in my ear, and I kissed him again.

"I think I love you more... Happy Valentine's Day, I'll get you chocolate next year." I smiled.

Jin pulled me in his lap so we could both rest, and before I knew it, I was asleep in his arms.