Hey guys! Now my glitter is back on me and you get the next chapter! Have fun! And I am waiting for my extra glitter ;-)
Don't wake up!
Chapter 4
Tommy was waiting. Waiting for something to happen. Maybe even for the world to fall down on him. He felt strange and somehow he regreted what just slipped out of his mouth. But at the same time he was somehow happy about it. Maybe things would get easier now between them. Maybe the strain will fade away and maybe he would be able to let something happen. Something good. Something nice. All this thoughts were running in his mind as he waited.
Adam then spoke to him and made him smile inside. Tommy wasn't talking about Adams erection. Ok, he couldn't deny that to feel Adam hard against his body wasn't making it easier to keep his senses calm. Far from it! It made Tommy feel more than just nice that he was able to made Adam hard. He liked that he had the power to make Adam weak. But the fact that he was as well getting hard made the painful side of this whole thing clear. He was lying in Adams arms and he was horny and he wasn't even gay. What was happening here?
Tommy was thinking for a moment just to take the hint and to pretend to Adam that he was talking about feeling Adams cock against his body. But then something inside of him told him that maybe it would be too painful to pretend that he was still just feeling nice. Maybe it would be easier to tell Adam that he was curious about them. That he had feelings for Adam that he couldn't put anymore in the box named "just friends". Maybe this was his chance to find out what this whole thing was about and why it was so nice and painful to wake up in Adams arms. And now he felt bolt enough to try it.
So he turned around to face Adam. For a tiny second he had a smile on his lips, but this smile was fast gone as he looked in Adams eyes. He had for sure looked in those eyes like a million times. But this time it was different. This time it was in the morning and he was not awaken enough to be prapared for those eyes. And he looked in seas of want and love and need and sadness. And there was a slight blush on Adams face. He was so beautiful when he was just Adam and not the person he was on stage. He was so vulnerable without his glitter mask. Tommy was amazed that he haven't seen it before. And he was surprized about how much the vulnerable Adam was touching him inside.
And then his fingers were in Adams hair and he told him that he wasn't talking about the problem in Adams pants. But Adam didn't understand him. And in the heat of the moment and because of all the overhelming feelings and because Adams eyes were touching his soul he said:
"I can feel YOU deep inside of me. Can you feel me?"
And then Tommy was again waiting and again the time seemed to stop and again a part of him wished the world would just fall down on him. And somehow he regreted that he was so bold this morning and it seemed like forever that nothing was happening and Tommy was going to lose it. And he wanted to jump out of the bed and leave because he was suddenly unsure if he could take whatever would happen. But he couldn't take the words back. And he couldn't leave because Adam was holding him in his arms.
And then Tommy noticed that Adam had pulled him closer and that his own hands were now around Adams neck. And then he couldn't think anything because Adam looked so deep in his eyes that his senses melted away. And with his senses all the fears were gone. And Tommy was feeling nice. And then the moment turned into painful because he saw tears in Adams eyes. But before he could lose himself again in some strange feelings and thoughts he could hear that Adam was talking to him.
"I feel you too, Tommy. To be honest right now I can't feel anything else but you."
This story is killing me! But it is so much fun to write it.
