As I walked out of the school that very same day, I couldn't help but wonder, what will happen if I don't go to the Culle

As I walked out of the school that very same day, I couldn't help but wonder, what will happen if I don't go to the Cullen's? I had already decided somewhere in my mind that I would go to their home and let them ask their questions, then I would probably be brought back home by N.S. and remain watching the Earth in what can only be called a morbid fascination.

I call it morbid because, what else can you call having to watch a woman get mugged, or killed, or worse- raped. All of these things we have seen at some point or other, an it is just cruel to watch the human kind turn against it's own (A.N./ when it comes to things like this, I think that Bella would share my opinions, but even if she doesn't, she does in this story :P)

I stepped out of building seven and saw all of the Cullen's standing outside of their- well, Edward's- beautiful Volvo. I walked over to them and- after a grueling few minutes- looked towards the almost vacant parking lot. I decided to break are growing awkward silence by putting on a false cheer.

I turned around with a grin to their staring faces and chirped a happy "hello friends!"

The blonde turned to me with a glare that told me I wasn't funny and I heard her barely audible snarl. I turned to her mate, "you should get a leash for your dog, she keeps growling, I'm afraid she'll-" I looked towards her and showed a mocking smirk, "bite me," I finished.

I saw her lunge for me with her teeth bared and sprinted behind her. She reached out into nothingness and caught herself at the last moment before falling. She turned to me, wide- eyed and stuttered- "I- I- I- how- how- how did you do that?"

I turned to Edward and stated, "you should be careful with her, if I were human, I would have been a goner."

I opened the passenger side of the Volvo and carefully stepped in, "am I going with you or not?"

After recovering from their shock they stepped into the car, and as we raced down the road they still sat wide- eyed in their seats. I started to fiddle with my necklace and listened to their thoughts.

Is she crazy!?

I think she's the devil, and we should burn her!

I wonder what she's doing…

At this thought I looked toward Edward who was staring at me. I carefully tucked my necklace into my shirt and crossed my arms over my chest, I stared at him so long that he was forced to return his gaze to the road.

We started to wonder down a winding path that I could only assume led to his house. I stared at the beautiful old Victorian house and sat stone still. "Hello?" Edward seemed nervous as he waved his hand in front of my face. I whipped my head towards him, my face void of any emotions that he could possibly read.

"We're going in now," he stated nervously. I nodded quickly and jumped out of the car. I followed them silently, and noticed when they turned their heads towards me quickly, then away. They were probably seeing if I was still there. As we walked into the house, I saw two other vampires. The high school students had stopped and I walked past them. The older blond stared me down and I felt the cold air before I could really think about it. The small, pixie like vampire had ripped my necklace off my throat and I gasped.

I felt myself fall to the floor, unconscious, still in some way aware of what was happening around me. I heard the pixie, "no, I didn't know that would happen, I didn't do anything I swear!" I heard the panicked sobs and wanted to tell her everything was fine, be sarcastic again, I wanted these beings to know that I wasn't dead.

The darkness pushing in on me was disagreeable though. I could feel myself bathing in it and could feel it floating around me. I think maybe N.S. had decided that I didn't need to be here anymore. I felt like a star again, but I could feel my semi- human body fully and completely. I wonder if a star can die. But then again- maybe it doesn't really matter, whether I die or not, at least I can say that I have lived since the dawn of time, and have been two different species.

hey pplz, i am sososososososooooooooo sorry that it took me this long to update, ive been having a... rough while to say the least, i havent really been inspired enough to write another chapter of starshine, and i didnt want to ruin the storyline withforced flow. So anyways, i hope you guys aren't too mad at me, and i will totally be trying to get a chapter up for both stories every week.