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"Bella, Jacobs here." Mum shouts up at me as. Oh crap, I cant let Edward hear that.
"Sorry Edward I got to go, call back soon yeah," I say into the phone, I didn't want to let go of this conversation.
"Yeah course," He sounded disappointed. I couldn't help but turn my smile into a frown
"bye," I say sighing
"bye."
I hang up regrettably as Jacob comes in.
"Hey beautiful." he says kissing me on the cheek. Jacob ask me out and I said yeah, but that was before I realised I loved Edward. Did I just think that? I think I did.
"hey Jake." I say with a smile. I know its totally wrong to be still going out with Jake but I did love him, just I suppose it isn't enough. Anyway me and Edward will never be together.
Jake takes my hand and leads me down the stairs, out the front door. It was awkward around Jacob now, I tried not to show it, but I think he feels it.
"So I thought we could take a walk in the woods, just see where we end up." Jacob smiles, putting his arm around my shoulders.
"Okay I say simply.
All the time we where walking in the woods Jacob would not shut up, he talked and talked and every once and a while said I love you. I had to force myself to say it back.
"Bella what's been going on with you lately, me and Jess are getting a bit worried about you."
"Jake I don't know what you mean I'm fine." I lie.
"Well okay, if you need someone to talk to then come talk to me," he says kissing the top of my head.
We finally sit down in a sweet little meadow that I use to come to when I was little. Jake and I lay on the grass chatting and laughing a little but no matter how much I tried getting Edward out of my head he just stayed there, making me want to call him more every second.
"Bella I know why your being so distant," Jake says suddenly sitting up, he looked into my eyes, a serious look on his face. I held my breath ready for the arguing to begin and for me to tell the truth. I really didn't want to hurt Jake.
"Its obvious that you're a little nervous about going out with someone like me, and that because I'm so popular I wont make time for you, and because of that your pushing me away." I let out a ragged breath.
"Babe I'm here aren't I I'm spending time with you, Just because I'm so stunning and popular doesn't mean I don't think you are ether." He continued. I had never seen Jake be so big headed. Never in my life have I seen him talk like that. But then I was so glad he didn't know anything about Edward.
"Yeah that's the reason." I say with a small smirk.
We lay there till dark sometimes just looking at the starts not saying anything. I was relaxed to the fact that Jacob was to worried about himself to realise the real reason. My phone started to buzz. So I took it out and looked at the caller ID.
"Hey Edward," I say with a smile.
"Hi, I just wanted to say, with your next letter there will be a surprise, ohh and it will be at your house a little sooner that usual."
"Ohh okay, thanks I guess." I wanted to seem surprised, because I was.
The phone went blank, I figured he had hung up, it hurt me that he didn't say bye but this surprise call really got me hyped up. I couldn't stop smiling.
"Who was that." Jacob asked with a raised eyebrow. I panicked to find something in my head to make up.
"Uhh it was mum saying I had to start walking home." I lie. Again.
"Why did you say thanks to her then?" Jacob said getting up, His eyebrows fur together.
"Dad going to get home and if I don't hurry then he's going to get home before me and never let me out again." I hated lying but it was the only was you protect my ass from the truth.
"Ohh why didn't you say so." He's said almost laughing. He motioned for me to get on his back . I did but unsteadily, almost making him loose his balance
Jacob ran extremely fast, but with that we both paid the price because every now and again he would almost trip over or I would almost fall of his back. He started to pant and at that point I knew I was probably getting heavy and he was getting tiered.
"Jake, do you want me to get of your back?" I ask sweetly. He just shakes his head and keep running.
My lie all pulled together because my dads car wasn't home. Jake sighed in relief because he thought that we had beat my dad home, but I knew my dad will probably be home in like two hours time.
"I had I good time today," Jake says taking me hands.
"Yeah me to," I reply. Jake puts his index finger under my chin and leans in for a kiss, but I knew full well I didn't want this, so instead of him kissing me I kissed him on the cheek. He didn't look happy about it but he still smiled then walked to his car.
I waved him goodbye then walked inside, where rose and Jasper where fighting.
"Give me back my Barbie doll Jasper," Rose screamed.
"Then give me back Tomas the tank engine," Jasper screamed even louder, I laughed at their silly fighting. I walked over to them and gave them back their own toys before heading upstairs without eating any dinner.
I dumped myself on my bed, to tired to get under the covers. I lay there and think about Edwards phone call. I so badly wanted that surprise…
I wanted to see him…..
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