Icerose82: hey everyone

Icerose82: hey everyone! sorry it took so long but i had allergy migraines. All week!

Lady Gemini:

Lady Gemini: Oh everyone October 4th is Icerose82's birthday!

Icerose82: ^ - ^ yeah! Happy birthday to me (singing) Happy birthday to me! I'll be 13!

Well people it's time to get on with disclaimer so i can get some excedrin (i don't own that) well you all know the routine. I don't own ccs i only own the song in chapter one and this one if you want to use them just ask.

Lady Gemini: Okay people lets see how syaoran feels at the same time aria and femei were at the mall in the last chapter What Now! Now we begin.

****************************************************** Syaoran's Feelings

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After aria hit me i went home. Wei opened the door and Gasped, He rushed me into the kitchen. My mother and cousin were siting at the table. They both turned when hearing us enter. My cousin started laughing then my mother sent him out of the room with one of the death glares i inherited. He left snickring my mother glareing at his back

"never really liked that boy."

She put her hands on my face and used her power to heal me. we sat at the table and asked "Care to tell me who you were fighting now?"

I told her of how Aria just came to school and told her that i senced she had magic but was unsure because she was hiding it and i also told her how she was just plian mean to me and how she how she hit me. when i was finished she asked

"So that is who i felt but you do realize that you did deserve that hit right?"

i grumled and said "i guess so. by the way femei is staying at Aria's house for the week."

"okay why don't you go take a nap ping went to the mall."

"okay see ya later mom."

I walked to my room with dark green walls with royal blue draps and a canopy bed with the two colors mixed in to the cofoter and pillows. I sat on my green velvet couch with blue pillows and looked at the picture of a smiling sakura in a solid gold frame on the specily bought cherry wood table with cherry blossoms carved into it. I sighed and thought ' wonder what she is doing?'

(breif look at aria as she is yelling at the guy who wisteled at her and then bowed when the other people cheered for her.)

he missed the inocent green eyes when she looked at him. suddenly meilin burst through the door and looked at him in confusion.

"syaoran why is your face all red?" she saw he was looking at a picture of sakura. " oh thats why. Aunt told me you were punched who did it i'll kick their butt if you like."

" Her name is Aria Amnell. She hit me in front of Femei so femei favors her so if you hit Aria you will answer to femei but even as breif as i have known aria she could kick your ass in a matter of minuets. She was to fast for me."

"oh well i guess you will just have to suck it up and be a little man then."

i sighed and meilin looked at me sympitheticly and decided that i needed to be alone and left me. around 8:00 i heard my cousin stomping into the hall way so i peeked out. He gave me a evil glare and i relized he had a fat lip and burst out laughing. I asked "i see you meet aria at the mall! What did you do to get your self hit!?"

" she is tall beautiful with long waist luingth ravin hair and menicing purple eyes right? Well is hey there beautiful what's your name the wrong thing to say? and she was all mean and stuff and then hit me!"

"did you say you were a li and if she asked you to leave and you didn't i can see why."

" well thanks to you she hates all male lis."

"no she hated me befor i even made eye contact."

he left me to my laugfter as i litterly rolled on the floor and crying from laughter. I realized something that made stop laughing imeadithly and then tears of sarrow.

it was thanks to sakura he could laugh.

he went to his dresser drawer and opened it he pulled out a small velevet box. when i opened it it had a small ring. It was a round dimond with emarald cherry blossom around it and i suddenly cryed harder. (outside Syaoran's room) Yalen heard her son crying and a small tear fell down her check and prayed for his heart because he still loved the only girl he wasn't allowed to marry because she was the card mistress.(back in sayoran's room. A/N now i feel bad for the poor guy, *sniff*)

syaoran remebered the day he left.

FLASHBACK

(play this music in background. If you would like to borrow the song just ask i wrote it during school)

Sorry Dear One

sometimes people are cruel

I know

it hurts

it starts from a small lie

But as it grows

the small lies add up

with each lie it's a blow...

to my heart

I know

It hurts

More from a friend then others

but there is always hope

with the rising moon

and the stars will be your friends

and listen to your trobles

They won't always answer

But it helps

sorry dear one

people are sometimes cruel

I know

it hurts

It starts from a small lie

but as it grows

the little lies add up

and each one is a blow...

to my heart

A small syaoran stands in his old empty apartment looking around with his soft amber eyes as they filled with tears. He wipes his eyes and leaves to get on his plane but before he left he decided to sit on the floor and pulled out a green sheet of paper and wrote:

Dear Sakura,

I know how this will hurt you and i'm sorry but i must leave. i couldn't say good bye to your face because it would hurt me too much to see you cry and i just couldn't stand it. I;m sorry but i am being sent back home to hong kong please tell the others where i've gone

Love Syaoran

P.S. I will always miss you my cherry blossom hope to see you agin one day.

He left the paper on the floor where he would was sure she would find it. When he arrived at the air port and got on the plane and as they were flying he burst into silent tears.

He could see her house. He would miss her the most. he really wished he could stay or at least come and visit but he knew it was impossable.

END OF FLASH BACK

Syaoran whiped the tears from his faace and popped a movie into the vcr(don't own it!)he was waching a recored tape of the matrix (for that one gurl who reviws my stories that loves the matrix) but then it turned into one of sakura's captures tomoyo filmed. It was the void card. When it was over he skippeddinner and went to sleep

2:00 am (aria also woke at this time and logged on as purple goddess)

Syaoran woke up unable to sleep so he logged on aol as EmraldWolf. as soo as he logged on as weird person started talking to him and he had no idea who it was.

The_Purple_Goddess: Hello little wolf

EmraldWolf: Okay

The_Purple_Goddess:I see your up late what is bothering you?

EmraldWolf: I guess since i don't know you it won't hurt. Okaay when i was little i lived in japan and i kinda feel in love with this one girl but i had to leave and i couldn't face her so i left without telling her and of late it has been really getting at me.

The_Purple_Goddess: I know, Don't you email her or call her or even snail mail her or one of her best friends.

EmraldWolf: Thanx. I think i will by the way who are you?

The_ Purple_ Goddess is no longer online

"Damn i wanted to know. Oh well tomarrow will call Tomoyo.

(On the other side of town at aria's house)

There was somthing strang about what he said but couldn't remeber.' Oh well propbly nothing I better get to sleep.' With that she and at the same time Syaoran went sleep both thinking of the online chat.

End of this chapter

Icerose82 well at least i got it done sorry it took so long. That song i wrote to help myself because of one my friends at school but i won't go the but like the song says sometimes people are cruel.

Lady Gemini It will be all right most of the other gurls have sided with you.

Icerose82 thanx. Oh and sorry aboout the ending of the last chapter i know it suxed. Sorry my mind was addled. I will be writing another story but it is written by a guy friend of mine asked for me to call him Gangsta bu and it is kinda really strange but funny. Now Lady tell them about the next chap.

Lady Gemini Syaoran deciddes to go in the tomeda chat room and finds sakura and her friends in after the second day of classes with Aria. All next Chapter