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I drove to Kim's house I didn't want to go home yet, when I got their Jared was just leaving, yes.
"Hi Joe." Jared said smiling; I just gave him a half of one and walked closer to Kim. Don't get me wrong I like Jared because he makes Kim happy and he's a good guy. It's just that he's Paul's best friend and I didn't have the best relationship with Jared after I found out I was a stupid joke when I was dating Paul. Kim noticed the look I gave him and frowned at me.
"We'll talk when we get inside." Kim whispered to me, I nodded and walked inside the house and sat on the couch waiting for Jared to stop eating Kim's face.
"She doesn't like me, how am I supposed to make you happy if she doesn't like me. That chick is impossible." I heard Jared whining to Kim like a 5 year old outside.
"You already make me happy enough, besides she's not just going to up and like you after how you and Paul treated her especially him. It's not that easy forgiving someone who humiliated you or someone who ignored you for like 10 years and then one day they notice you and fall in lo-"Jared cut her off.
"Kim babe I'm sorry about that, you know I am."Damn this boy is sprung.
"Yeah. Well I got to go Joe's waiting for me." She said then walked inside the house. I heard Jared get in his car and he was gone.
"Hey… you wanna go up to my room?" she asked I nodded and she led the way. I love Kim (as a sister). She always understood me and I could talk to her about any and everything. Except id never told her about what Paul did to me and I felt bad I kept that from my one and only true friend. Shouldn't I?
"So. Do you wanna tell me? Why you hate Paul a lot I mean I got that you were a bet, but the way you hate him is like a lot." I wanted to tell her but it was weird talking about it I never talked about it and I barley even thought about it.
"It's…. Well it's going to be weird talking about it I never do, I me-"she cut me off
"Hey, if you don't wanna tell me it's totally fine I won't hold it against you." This is why its soooo easy talking to her and I knew she'd understand so here it goes.
"No. Mrs. Laveign always tells me it's not good to let things like this bundled up inside." She nodded her head and waited for me to start.
"Well, it happened last month." I started telling her while my mind flashed back to when it happened.
I was walking home in the rain from my piano lesson with Edward, he offered me a ride but I nicely declined.
'Uhh why did it have to rain when I started walking, and too far to go back to the Cullen's.' I said to myself. When a grey car approached me.
'Hey baby you need a ride?' Stupid Paul said slowing down, he sound drunk I bet he was. But I kept walking, I was angry with him after I found out about the stupid bet he made.
'Joe I-I knows you're mad at me's. But at least let me give you a ride." He started not to make since. Yeah he was drunk.
'Don't call me Joe.' I said with so much rudeness in my voice. He stopped the car.
'Joe get in this car!' he yelled at me.
'Leave me the fuck alone Paul.' I was getting mad because he was being pushy and rude. He got out the car and came over to me.
'Whaaat you say bitch?' He grabbed my arm and it hurt.
'Paul let me go, ow you're hurting me.' He didn't listen only squeezed harder.
'Oh I'm hurting you, I don't give a fuck. When I say come here bitch you better come here. Now kiss me.' I was scared Paul is the kind of guy who would beat his wife. But I'm not his wife and no matter how hot he was I wasn't going to let him control me.
'No'. He looked at me like I was crazy.
'What!' he slapped me across my face it pretty sure it's going to sting in the morning, I held back my tears I wasn't going to let Paul see me cry.
'Biitch when I say kiss me do it, did I not make clear myself before." He must've been real drunk because he was jumbling up his words. That scared me even before.
'Paul leave me alone. Please' I whispered the last part.
'Kiss me.' He pulled me real close to him. Maybe if I kiss him hell let me go. I kissed him as I was about to pull away he held onto my hair and pushed my lips harder against his, I didn't kiss back.
'Kiss me back slut.' He just called me a slut. No I'm not going to kiss him after that. I tried to push him off of me.
'Paul get off, Now!' I shrieked which made him slap me again. It burned more than the first time.
'Bitch don't try to fight me.' He grabbed me and pushed me in his car he got in the other side and sped off towards his house.
'Paul where are we going?' I was getting real paranoid now, what was he going to do?
'Shut the fuuck up and get out the caar.' He slurred pushing his door shut and coming to mine.
' Paul let me go.' I tried to get out of his grip as he shut the house door behind him. And dragged me up the stairs.
He kissed me but I didn't kiss back. He grabbed me by the hair and flung me onto his bed. That hurt. He climbed on top of me crushing his lips into mine. Whenever I didn't kiss back he would slap me, I got tired of being hit so I kissed him back. I thought if I kissed and did what he wanted to he wouldn't make me have sex with him. 1. Because I'm still a virgin. 2. He's drunk and I don't want to do it with Paul.
He slipped his hand down my pants that's when I knew what he wanted.
I looked over at Kim, who had a shocked look on her face and tears welling up in her big brown eyes." Oh my gosh he did that!" she whispered/screamed. I just nodded my head; my eyes weren't on her I didn't want to look at her she hugged me tight we stayed like that for about ten minutes her telling me she was so sorry and that I'm her best friend and she loves me like her very on sister.
" Oh Hun I'm so sorry, I understand if you don't want to forgive him. B-but he was drunk, I mean I know Paul and he's a jerk but I'm sure he wouldn't force you if he was sober." She cried she had tears running crazily down her face. I can't believe after what I just told her she didn't hate him like I did.
" Kim I seriously taking his side!" I screamed at her.
" Well since I've been with Jared, Paul has changed and been really nice and even before I was with Jared I know that Paul would never have forced any girl to have sex with him, I mean he didn't need to force anyone girls would practically throw themselves on him." She said wiping her tears now with more of a happy tone.
" I can't believe you! I-I mean I'm 'supposed' to be your friend and you take his fucking side that's bull shit!" I screamed at her, I was so angry now I can't believe her!
"Joe you're over reacting." She said trying to grab my hand but I snatched away.
"OH! I'm overreacting. Says the girl who went crazy, didn't talk to anyone or go to school for a week! When she found out the guy who she stalked didn't like her! And what do you know about Paul! You would have never known anything about Paul if Jared didn't notice you that one magical day after not saying one word or even looking at you for hmm I don't know a million years!" I screamed at her. Kim's eyes began to fill up with tears again.
"I-I told you about Jared, and I never told anyone about how I felt about him, and I thought I could trust you. I thought you were my friend." She cried putting her hands over her face.
"I guess were both even then?" I said grabbing my jacket off her chair and left.
