Watching Over Me
A/N: I'm think I'm going to make the couple these: Daiken, Koumi, Takari, Taito. I think I'm dropping part of the taioraness. Like more one-sided but not… I'm not sure. Btw,
Reviews: And thank you KoumiLoccness for reading my story even though you don't like taiora. I don't like sorato but hey. Other people, other opinions, right? And big special thanks to AngelSachiya who is a big part of the reason I'm updating at all. AND thanks to Tehbot who has been with me through all my suckiness.
Disclaimer: I do not own digimon. I do not own digimon. I do not own digimon.
Note: I know they don't have their crests in 02 but they do in my story. So there!
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I made Mom take away that stupid piece of metal. I couldn't stand looking at it. It betrayed me. How does an inanimate object betray you, right? Well, it does. Take
it from me. Crest of Hope. That's a laugh. It didn't do anything for me, the moment we really needed it. I hoped, I hoped so hard. I wanted him to be alright so
badly. Actually, I hoped so hard that I convinced myself he would live. I built up my hopes, and crushed them. It felt like everyone knew I didn't hope hard enough. I
let them down. All of them. I let Matt down, my own brother. I just sat there when he was dying hoping as hard as I could as Matt almost passed out. Tai being dead
is killing my brother. He loved him. Loved. And he watched the person he loved die right in front of his eyes. He couldn't even move, he couldn't even say goodbye. I
knew that hurt him most of all. He wanted Tai to hear one last time how much he loved him. I'm so worried about Matt. He looks so….lifeless. His skin has paled
noticeably, and he has big black bags under his eyes like he hasn't slept at all for the past month. Out of all the digidestined this hurt my brother the most, not
including Kari. And what about Kari? She won't let anyone talk to her. I've come over to her house. She won't let anyone in her room. I can hear her muttering to
herself how 'Tai's not dead. This is a dream. Tai's not dead. This is a dream'. Some people think she's losing her mind. She is not. I will not let her. She means too
much to me, err I mean us. Oh, let's face it. I like her. No, scratch that, I love her. But I have to give her time to heal. I have to give me time to heal. Tai was like a
second big brother to me. He was always there for me, just as he always was for the rest of the digidestined. I looked up to him, and Matt. He helped me through
the digital world when my brother was gone. All the digidestined did. I never would have imagined that I would have a bond so tight with these people. I am lucky
also because I'm not only close to the older digidestined but also the younger. We're like family. So when Tai died, we lost our older brother. All of us. But he was
so much more than that. He was our friend. Why'd he have to die? Why did anyone have to die? If we hadn't gone to the digital world that day for our anniversary,
this never would have happened. If we had just listened to Davis, and played a soccer game instead. But no, we all insisted that the digital world is the place we
should be on a place like today. Tai would still be alive. I can't believe he's gone. I mean I know it's true but it's still kinda hard to grasp it, you know? He was
always just a walk away, when I needed someone. When I needed advice about things I couldn't talk to my brother about, he was the first person I came to. He
was alway there when I needed him. But now, now he's gone. It didn't hit the younger digidestined as hard, aside from Kari, Davis and I. Cody and Yolei don't
really get it, you know? They don't know what a great person he is. And now they'll never know. I hate this, I hate death, and I hate my stupid crest.
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A/N: Poor T.K. Aww. This whole story kinda reminds me of the song 'All about us' by T.A.T.U. I'm listening to that as I write this. The part it really reminds me of is when it says, "If they hurt you, they hurt me too." It kinda fits with this story. Yay! I guess. So here's the thing. I think I'm scratching the Taiora thing. But not entirely. It's basically one-sided. Umm, I can't tell you much, because I don't even know all of it. Sorry, I'll stop rambling. Review!! (but only if your nice)
