Summary: I'm not sure if I can really summarize what I am going to have happen and I don't want to give it away. Elliot is divorced, has been for awhile. 'Loss" Never happened. I'm pushing for A/O. There is a huge possibility of other pairings.

Rating: MA++

Disclaimer: I don't own anything!

A/N: THANKS! So much for all the reviews! I really appreciate it. It's a little shorter than my other chapters, so I apologize. BUT this chapter I've decided not to tease...as much! lol. Let me know what you think!


"Let me help you Lex," Olivia kissed the tips of the fingers that she just cleaned and let them drop to Alex's body. From her still standing position, she runs her hand up to the hem of the tight tank Alex has on and pulls out the caressing hand, Alex whimpers, and sits up to allow Olivia to remove her shirt. Once off, Olivia takes a slight step back and lets her eyes roam over the slim naked torso and perfect firm breasts with hard pink nipples begging for attention.

"Liv, please," Olivia looks up from her chest to her eyes and offers a comforting smile, and runs her hand along the waistband of Alex's pajama pants, teasing, then up her stomach to cup a milky breast into her hand.

"God, Lex, you're so beautiful." She whispers to her, Alex moans and moves to bury her face in her elbow. Olivia runs her hand slowly, letting her nails lightly scrape her side, causing Alex to buck her hips up. "Alex…look at me baby, I got you." Alex lets her arm move away and trains her eyes onto Olivia, while she feels her tugging her pajama pants, she instantly lifts her hips. Once again letting her eyes roam over the blonde before her, clad in race lace panties, she groans. She trails over the soaked lace and looks back into Alex's darker blue eyes when she moans.

"Please…" she whispers. Olivia nods slightly and leans down to connect her lips with Alex. It's then when she realizes her own body is begging, she ignores it and runs her tongue across the pink lips she has found, they part for her and she deepens the kiss, demanding more from the blonde since discovering she loves the taste of the younger woman. She pulls back a little sucking on Alex's lower lip, and then pulls it between her teeth causing a gasp from her, and she smiles. Alex tips her head back, letting her eyes roll, as Olivia moves down to kiss her neck. She nips at the taut skin of her throat, then soothes with her warm tongue. She moves lower still, drawing a stiff nipple into her mouth, and Alex's hand shoot to Olivia's head, pushing her chest further into her mouth. "Fuck, Olivia…more." She hisses and Olivia instantly complies with the demand, she bites down, then lashes it with her tongue and moves across her chest to do the same to the other waiting nipple, and lets her hand pinch and roll the abandoned nipple between her fingers.

Reluctantly pulling away, she moves her mouth back to Alex's to explore her mouth more. She reaches down and pushes her fingers down the waistband of her panties, and gasps as she reaches wet heat. "You're so wet Alex," she receives a moan in response and rubs light slow circles over her bundle of nerves and Alex cries out and bucks her hips up harder into Olivia's hand. Olivia pulls her hand out of her panties.

"No. Don't tease…please." She half-sobs out. Olivia quietly shushes her and silences her further with a kiss. She then pulls the blonde up into a sitting position, placing her feet on the floor, and kneels between her spread legs.

Running her strong hands up from Alex's calves to her hips, she pulls the soaked panties off. Olivia lets herself admire the woman in front of her, and looks into Alex's eyes silently asking for permission, it is easily granted. She draws her eyes down her body to the thin wet triangle of blonde hair, bare glistening lips that are being offered to her. She then leans in to nip at her hip, marking her, then at her thighs. Alex, being impatient, shifts her hips and moves further to the edge of the couch, opening herself further to Olivia. "Fuck me Olivia." She begs and Olivia can't deny her.

Olivia lets her tongue quickly flick over her swollen clit, and sucks it hard into her mouth. "Yess…" Alex hisses, moving to grip the brunette hair between her thighs. She moves her tongue from her clit to her opening, then back up, lashing her clit. "More…" she groans, Olivia thrusts her tongue deep inside her dripping center, groaning herself at the feel of her muscles clenching around her tongue. She moves to spread Alex's thighs, still pushing her tongue deep, and rests on her lower belly letting her thumb rub hard quick circles over her nub. "Liv, I can't…" But Olivia already knows she can't last, she felt the new flood of sweet wetness coat her tongue already. She pulls her tongue away and replaces it with two fingers, and latches her mouth back to her twitching clit. She thrusts deep into her body, and curls her fingers, wanting to coax her orgasm from her. She sucks her clit hard into her mouth and feels Alex tighten her hold on her hair and pull her further into her. "LIV, yes…there…don't stop. FUCK!"

She thrusts her fingers harder as she feels the slick trembling walls clamp down around her fingers, more juices running down her fingers, into her palm, feels her thighs tremble and her hips buck up as the blonde comes undone. She hears her name being screamed from the shaking woman, but can't pull herself away. She lightens her touches to calm a little, she feels Alex loosen her grip, and she dives right back in. She thrusts her fingers quickly wanting to keep her on the edge and pulls her clit back into her mouth, more easily than before. Quickly she feels her hair being pulled again as Alex sobs out her second release as her body stiffens.

Olivia, with her fingers still buried deep within the trembling woman, leans in to kiss away the tremors pulsing though her thighs, after licking her center clean, and then gently removes her fingers, drawing a final shudder from her. She places a final kiss to the smooth thighs and stands from her kneeling position to sit with her back to the arm of the couch and pulls Alex into her body. She pulls the throw from the back of the couch to cover the rapidly cooling woman she has placed almost on top of her. She brushes the damp hair from Alex's face, places a kiss to her temple, and rubs her back soothingly. Looking down at the blonde laying on her chest with closed eyes and relaxed face makes her smile.

"Alex…" she whispers into her hair. She gets a soft grunt back and chuckles softly and continues to rub her hand up and down her back. Minutes later, Alex tips her head up to look at the smug-looking brunette. "Welcome back," she says with a small laugh.

She blushes lightly. "Hmm…hi," Alex says gently as she stretches up slightly and feels Liv's wetness against her hip and hears Olivia try to suppress a moan. She smiles at her further and presses harder into her. Then in one quick motion Alex throws the blanket to the floor, turns to straddle Olivia's thighs, and grips her hair, effectively pulling her head back against the arm of the couch. She leans down to suck on her pulse point, marking her. She licks back up the smooth skin of her throat to her ear to bite on the lobe, and then presses a kiss below, making Olivia roll her hips up into her as she moans out. Alex smiles against the spot she has found.

"Alex, touch me," Alex leans down to claim her mouth, groaning at the taste of herself on Olivia's lips as she reaches down into Olivia's drenched panties to cup her wet, smooth sex. She runs her fingers through her swollen folds, then plunges deep inside of her. "Fuck me…hard."

Alex moans and latches her mouth to her neck as she thrusts hard into the woman beneath her. She rips her lips away from her throat to remove her tank top. After pulling it off she reaches to unclasp her bra, never stopping the rough rhythm Alex has set inside of Olivia. She bends down to take a stiff dark nipple into her mouth as she feels Olivia buck harder into her hand and pulls away from her hot center.

"No…no. LEX! Don't you stop! No." She hisses out as she jerks up against her.

"Shh...Liv," she lifts herself up off her body to remove the now ruined boy-shorts, and then takes her previous spot on top of her thighs as she pushed her fingers back into Olivia's clenching opening. Olivia grips her hips, holding her in place. She hears the sound of her fingers pumping furiously in and out of her tight body. She hears Olivia's moans get louder and run together. She feels Olivia pushing her body up, meeting her thrust for thrust, fucking herself harder on her fingers. Alex wants nothing more to feel her come around her fingers.

She flicks her thumb over her throbbing clit. She pushes her fingers deeper into the writhing woman under her and works her thumb over her twitching clit. Leaning down to bite on her lobe again, she husks out, "Come for me Olivia." At those words Alex feels her hand flood and Olivia's slick walls clamp around her fingers. Olivia's fingers grip her hips tighter as a groan is ripped from her throat. She quivers and her lips part as she cries out as Alex pushes her over the edge.

Once Olivia relaxed, Alex gently removed her fingers. Making sure Olivia is watching, she slowly sucks her wet fingers into her mouth and sighs at the taste. Olivia moans and closes her eyes a small smile decorating her lips, Alex leans down to place a kiss to the corner of her mouth. She leans down and to grab the discarded blanket and moves off of Olivia's thighs and moves against the back of the couch on her side. Her front pressed against Olivia's side and her back against the couch she throws the blanket over their naked bodies. She rests her hand against Olivia's tight stomach and rubs her fingers slowly over her skin and feel Olivia sigh into the touch.

"Wow…Alex…" Alex gives her a happy hum in response and smiles up at her. "Wow."

"You already said that Liv," she teases to her.

"I know, it's just…I don't know…"

"Relax for awhile." Saying that makes it Olivia's turn to hum back and further relaxes. After a few minutes she feels herself start to doze off and she jerks, waking herself.

"Wow…Alex…Alexandra Cabot…touched me…oh God, I found her. Touching herself. Oh my God. She's still next to me. So that means she doesn't regret it. Oh god, what if she does. What did you fuck up this time?" Olivia thinks staring up to the ceiling.

Alex feels the woman next to her stiffen and watches the panic in her brown eyes rise, and she starts to panic herself. She sees that her face is etched with fear and she yanks her body from the couch without a sound and hurries out of the living room. Tears prick her eyes as she works her way down the hallway to the bathroom and she rapidly tries to blink them back. In the bathroom she turns the water on and paces the bathroom as it heats. She then steps into the hot spray and she lets her tears fall.


"Stop worrying, she will be gone before you get out." She thinks. Letting the hot spray hit her body, washing away her embarrassment, washing away her tears, she leans on her hands spread flat against the cool shower wall and hangs her head, the water moving down her head to her back. "What were you thinking Alex; you have just ruined your friendship. You can't control your body? She probably thinks you are some kind of freak."

"I don't think you are a freak." Olivia's voice cuts through the steady fall of water startling her, making her head snap up. "However, if you are a freak, I wouldn't mind, but I think we are using separate definitions for the term." she jokes. Alex looks over through the shower glass door and can make out Olivia's frame, sitting Indian-style on the closed toilet seat lid.

Alex sighs. "You have silent feet Detective."

"Why thank you, it comes in handy. I'm sorry I startled you."

"It's fine."

"Is it?" she asks doubting her answer. She continues. "Why did you run Alex? Alex sighs again and turns her back to the water, arching her body, pushing her head back into the spray. "Alex, if you don't answer me, I will be forced to join you, you know to make sure you didn't drown." She laughs out causing Alex to chuckle softly. "Why did you run?" she asks softly again, narrowing her eyes, looking through the steam to watch Alex begin to wash herself through the glass door. "Maybe I'm the freak…" she thinks with a smile.

"You…started to panic Olivia. It made me nervous; you put me in an awkward situation."

"Put you? Oh no, I found you in a situation." Alex groans. "But, I wouldn't call it awkward. I would call it beautiful, stunning, maybe breathtaking? Do you realize how sexy you are?"

"So it wasn't the alcohol talking…you really are this blunt." Alex mumbles, but Olivia still hears her.

"Wait. What do you mean? What happened last night?"

"Nothing." She says quickly with a laugh. "So does this mean you wanted this to happen? You don't regret it?" she asks hopefully and hopes Olivia doesn't hear her eagerness, but of course, she does.

"It depends." She pauses and Alex frowns slightly. Olivia stands quietly and pulls off the random clothes she threw on from the living room and moves to the shower door. "Will you do it again?" She pulls open the door to reveal a naked and wet Alex, she licks her lips, gives her a once over, meets Alex's eyes and says with her trademark grin, "God, I hope so."

She steps into the shower.