This fuck up world is fucking not fair!I SCREWED UP! I shouldn't come to school in the first place. Today is the day. The day my Mathematic test results come out. That is my weakest subject. The teacher is calling out names to go in front of the class to take the result paper.

"Imayoshi Gaia!" my homeroom and Mathematics teacher called. My back straightens up. "Come here." I stood up and marched to the front. She handed me the test paper. "The lowest in the class. Are you kidding me, Imayoshi-san? How are you going to graduate from this middle school! Do you even study before the test?" she scolded and I can feel the whole class is holding their laughter, even my group of friends. Friend these days huh? I took the test paper from her and walk back to my place with a solemn face.

"And the highest in the class is Akashi Seijuuro." Instinctively, I turn behind. My mouth hang open and my face look like a retarded freak. My brain is trying to process everything. I thought he is like a normal boy, marks below average or bad ass who love to prank people. Most rich kids are like that and his appearance told me so! Well, look can deceive people I admit. I also admit that I am dumb enough to let his appearance to fool me. I sighed and continue my pace towards my seat. Why must the teacher reveal my marks in front of the class on the same day I notice him? Why not other day? He must have a really bad impression on me. Why the hell do people come out with some brilliant ideas of examination? Can't they leave me in peace?

"Those with the marks below average have to retest on next month." I sighed again. My mark is far from average. Obviously, I'm going to re-test and I'm going to fail and re-test again until the teacher give up on me and I fail Math for my life. "Imayoshi-san, if you fail again, there'll be consequences" I quickly look up, my eyes widened.

"Since when does this rule made?" I ask, panic strike me. She grinned evilly.

"Since I discussed this with the principal. So, you better pass this re-test" she said between her gritted teeth added with an evil grin behind her raging scary aura.

"S-sure" I stuttered.

"Very good. Akashi-san and you shall follow me to my office after class." She gave me a don't-mess-with-me smile and continues her talk with the class. I sighed again.

"Hey, what did ya get for your test that pissed that witch off" Kumiko asked after the witch went out of the class. I have to catch up with her later.

"Seventeen point fifty five" I replied lazily. "You?" she grinned and showed me her test paper. Seventy point fifty five, obviously, above average. My eyes popeyed at the paper showed in front of me.

"Did you study?" I asked, her grin widen.

"Nope" she said happily and go back to her seat. "Good luck with that witch" she shouted.

That is why I said this fuck up world is not fair! Both Kumiko and I didn't study for the test but her mark is above average and my mark is below average. I groaned and ruffle my already messy hair. Can today get any worse? I sighed and make my way to the witch's office. I recalled my fail attempt to study on my way to her office.

1 week before exam….
"Gaia, aren't you going to study?" my brother asked.
"Don't disturb me! Today is the final episode of Boys Before Flowers. Talk to me and you are dead" I shouted at him and focus my eyes on the tv.
"When are you going to study?" he asked again.
"Tomorrow!" I shouted.

3 days before exam…
"I'm going to study, don't disturb me." I said after dinner. They gave me a puzzled look.
"Very good, Gaia has finally grown up!" my father exclaimed.
"Of course!" I said proudly.
After dinner, I sat on my study table with Mathematic revision books on my table. I look at the first question. The first question I ask my head after reading the question is : Does the witch teach this before? I gave up and move on to the second question. The same question appeared on my head. I groaned and throw the book to the floor.
"this book talk nonsense!" I scolded the innocent book. I took another book from my shelf and same thing happened.
In the end I gave up and fell asleep. I promised myself that I will study the day after that.

1 day before exam…
"When are you going to study?" my brother asked. I was playing the new play station game that my brother bought. I was playing with Gia and I was on the way to win. If I go study now, I am game over!
"After dinner." I replied.

After dinner…
I was on my way to my room after dinner and suddenly my phone rang. It's from Kise. I jumped happily and answered it. We chatted until 11 p.m. and I fell asleep after that.

5 minute before exam….
I was busy reading the formulas and eventually nothing get inside my head. Kimiko came to my seat and pat my shoulder.
"Hey what are you doing?" she asked.
"obviously I am reading. Have you studied?"
"Nope." She replied easily.
"Same here." I brighten up.
"Really? High five!" we high five-ed.
"For failing the test!" we said ang giggled.
And in the end she pass and I failed.

End of flashback…..

I knock on the oak door softly, not breaking my knuckles. I enter the room after I heard her voice murmuring "come in". The witch and Akashi Seijuuro are sitting on the couch in the witch's office chatting happily.

"Ah here is Imayoshi-san, this is Akashi Seijuuro. I am sure you know him" know him my ass. I barely have a good conversation with him.

"Of course! Nice to meet you."

"So, the purpose I asked both of you to be here is I was hoping that Akashi-san will tutor Imayoshi-san for the time being until she took the re-test. Can you do me this favor, Akashi-san?" she uses a very gentle and caring tone that she will never use on me. "and you have no position in refusing this, Imayoshi-san" she said with a stern tone directed towards me and roll her eyes.

"Sure, Ayaka-sensei." He replied politely.

"Well then, make use of the time properly, Akashi-san will responsible for the schedule. For the time being, you will be seated with Akashi-san."

"You don't have to go this far, Ayaka-sensei. I'm grateful that you are worry about my failing grades. I will ask Karina or someone else to tutor me. We shouldn't bother Akashi-san." I quickly said. I eye him. Aren't him going to say something or protest? Like: I don't want to, I hate her, she is a bitch or she doesn't worth my time or something like that. He just sit there and say nothing. Did he agree with this?

"We shouldn't bother Karina-san or your someone else either. We have reached our conclusion then. Akashi-san will responsible for everything. Whatever he said is counted." She gave me a dangerous look and I quickly shut my mouth. She turns to him. "So, I would like to hear about the schedule."

"We will stay back after school in the library or she has to go to gymnasium with me. She will go to my house when it is weekend." Ayaka-sensei is smiling widely and nod her head slowly. I stare at him strangely. Seriously? Stay back after school?! No fucking way! Even though I will just sit around in the house wasting my time after school but that is the best part of my life that I like. Yes, I am saying that I rather waste my time for sitting around the house than studying. Can't he said something like: we will skip classes to study or we will wait for the chance to study like when the teacher left or absent. Furthermore, we may go to gymnasium. Kise will be there and I have to see his face and I will be in the condition of my legs turn to jelly and I fainted.

"Why must it be Gymnasium?" I asked.

"Akashi-san has curricular activity, unlike you Imayoshi-san." I have no curricular activity since I am lazy. "Well, we will stick with this then, you may leave now."

I sighed deeply as I close the wooden door behind me. I have to study with Akashi, which mean, this study will be intense. Someone is supervising me and I can't slack off. I sighed, not to mention that I have to face Kise after this.

"Akashi-san, I can't go to… you know, library today. I already have an appointment with…" I paused "Kise-san. So, we will start the tutoring tomorrow. Is that fine with you?" I continued.

"No. We have no time to waste anymore. Meet me in the gym after school."

"But…." I protest.

"Ayaka-sensei said that whatever I said is counted" he cut me off. Great! He is using Ayaka-sensei on me.

"Fine. After school, in the gym. But I will be a little late, I hope it will be ok."

"10 minutes late. That is all I can tolerate. A minute late, I am reporting this to Ayaka-sensei."

"Can you chill off a little? Relax will you?" I said angrily and stormed away to the class.

I waited patiently in front of the basketball gymnasium, pacing back and forth, looking at my blue Swiss Army watch, sighing heavily. After the break up, Kise still hasn't learn to be punctual. He is already 9 minutes late and Akashi said I can't be late. Gah! Pressure! Fuck it. Whatever Ayaka sensei said, I am going to nod my head obediently and wont talk back.

"Gaiachi! I am sorry, I came late." I turned behind. He is walking towards me in his uniform.

"it is ok. I can't stay here long." I said quietly.

"So, why did you call me out here, I thought we broke up already, Gaiachi." He said with an annoyed look. A pissed mark appeared. Aigo! Look at his attitude! Is this how he treat a girl he dated before? Anyway, I wont start a meaningless fight with him, I am letting it to slip. He doesn't have a reason to be here in the first place.

I slowly walk towards him, counting steps that I took. Three steps and I stood few centimeters from him. I hugged him. "Gaiachi!" He is just 3 steps away from me, yet he is so far here, in my heart. I can never reach him anymore.

"I am taking back the feelings I gave you, so, stay still" I savor the feelings of his abs on me and recall the moments when I used to hug him tightly and listen to his heartbeat, the moment when I jump to his embrace when I needed someone or being bullied, the moment when I cried in his embrace and he will rub my back and soothed me, the moment he pat my head and say 'Don't cry', the first time we hold hands, the first time we kissed, the first time he addressed me as Gaiachi, the first time he introduced me as his girlfriend, his sweet and spicy cologne that I love the most, his bright personality, his unique grins and smiles, his laughter that sounds like a song in my ears and many many more to come. I shut my eyes and inhale his smell. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I wouldn't hold back this time. I tighten my grip.

"Gaiachi, we broke up already."

"I know, a little while longer." I pleaded.

I will remember him as someone I loved the most. I will forget about what he did to me and forgive him. I will give them my blessings and wish them the best. So that me too, can move on with someone else. I don't regret loving him, he is the best thing ever happen to me, thanks to him, I am here. Thanks to the time we spent together, I am here. Without him, I am sure I am going to suicide after what they did to me. I am letting him go for someone better awaits him and for someone better awaits me. I will learn to erase the love I know and let him go. This is my last goodbye,
leaving all the memories of him behind. Life will suck without him, but I must do it. 'You better don't regret this, baka Gaia!' my conscious scolded me.

"Take care of yourself. Eat three times a day daily. Do not sleep after practice, your legs will cramp. Eat healthy food, don't eat junk foods. When you are sick, go see doctor, take antibiotics and eat healthy food. Don't skip practice. Don't let Gia wait if you are dating, she doesn't like to wait. If you see missed calls from Gia, call her back, don't leave her hanging. Don't get into trouble, I am not there to save your ass." I hug him a little longer. I bit my lip and blink away the tears. "You are always clumsy and reckless, that's why I am still worry about you." I said and pull away. "Now I can let you go without worries." I caress his beautiful face. "Goodbye, Kise-san." I flash him a painful smile between my tears. He says nothing, standing still, wide eyed. "We are officially broke up now."

We parted ways after that, he went inside the gym and I go to somewhere far from the gym. I continue walking aimlessly. My mind is blank. I broke up with Kise. I let go the love I have been holding onto until now.

"I am sorry" I said as I felt that I bumped into someone. My forehead is aching but my heart is dying. There is an enormous hole in my heart, for the first time of my life, I am breathless. Is this what they called heartbroken? I can't do this, it is too painful. The broke up side effect is slowly eating me up. I continue my aimless walk.

I needed someone right now, I need someone to hold me close, telling me everything is alright. To be precise, I need Kise. But it is impossible to turn back.

"Where are you going?" Someone that I don't know asked.

"Somewhere" I simply replied.

"That is a dead end." once again I heard the masculine voice, I look up and I felt a sudden pain on my forehead.

"Aw!" I slowly rub my forehead. I just knocked into a wall, stupid me.

"Where are you going, aren't you are supposed to go basketball court today"

"Ah, sorry I forgot. I just…. Akashi? What are you doing here?" and where on earth I am?

"Good that you finally notice me. Let's go, you are 25 minutes late."

"Akashi-san, not today, not when I am like this. I have no mood to study and this may affect my concentration." I said.

"We will conduct the study another time then." He finally said and walked away. I don't know why, but my hand quickly grabs his. He stops on his track and turn around.

"Don't go. Please." I lowered my head from embarrass.

"Imayoshi, do you know what are you doing?"

"Yes! I know! I know! Just…stay. Stay with me." I squeezed his hand and slowly secure my arms around his waist, pressing my body against his. I felt secure, safe, nothing could hurt me when I am in his embrace, peaceful. But he felt cold. His aura is cold, like a person who is born to rule, unlike Kise's. He smell…rich, expensive and tempting. I want more, I want him.

Third person's P.O.V

Kise stood in front of basketball court, numb, frozen. It is very hard to believe the reality that just slapped him right on the face. He thought Gaia will scold him, hit him, cook him, slap him or slice him alive. But none of them were done. Gaia is letting him go. A pang of guilt hit him. She is a nice girl, none of his ex ever do that. His previous girlfriends will either slap him and walk away or curse him. But she worry about him, even though they already broke up. He admits that he does have feelings for her, but he got bored easily when he is around her compare to her sister.

"Gaiachi really love me eh?" he murmured to himself. The wetness of his cheek brought him into reality. He touched his cheek. "Eh? I just cried?" he ask himself in disbelief.

Author's note : So, due to Akashi's birthday on 20th December, I am posting up two chapters. I can't update on the 20th December because my internet expired on that day. Is this chapter a little too drama? Cliché? Is Akashi a little ooc? Please let me know through reviews. Please please do leave me a review (or maybe some song suggestion you want me to use in the next chapter :D)