New headcanon! Trigger warning, really sad! This one's focused on Raphie-boy. Enjoy!
Raph has suicidal thoughts and was about to do the deed, but decided that the last thing he wanted to see was his family. As he looked out of his room and saw them smiling, he thought, maybe life isn't all that bad…
Raph sighed irritably as he lay on his bed, downing another can of stashed beer he had under his bed (Another headcanon I thought I'd throw in...). He sat up and looked at the kunai he kept right on op of his drum set, just in case...
He thought back to training and growled. Leo, of course, hadn't vouched for him and had called him 'completely irresponsible' because he'd been a few minutes late. He took off the wrappings on his wrist, revealing thin, clean red or white scars.
He looked at the kunai again, and got an idea. He swiftly swiped the kunai and pulled it to his plastron, aiming it for the line that could be most easily penetrated, and his hands shook as he pulled it closer by the second.
He stopped, sighing and dropping the thing.
Maybe just one more look at his brothers before he went.
He, using all of his possible ninja stealth that Splinter would've been proud of, slipped out his door and spied on his family. He smiled a small smile when he saw them all.
Mikey was chatting with his brother about his comic, while the residential genius tuned him out as he kept sketching one of is new inventions.
And Leo... Leo had the world's biggest, geekiest smile on as he watched Space Heroes. Splinter sat next to him, smiling fondly and shaking his head.
Raph smiled a small but genuine smile and went back into his room, putting his wrappings back on. He thought back to his smiling family and chuckled.
Maybe life was worth living, after all...
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