Author's Note: So…I'M AN OFFICIAL GLEEK! I watched the first three episodes with AimlessGirl yesterday. Ah-maz-ing. I love Kurt…*Sigh* I guarantee

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Alec's POV


It's been almost a week since Magnus had moved. And I'd somehow managed not to make a complete fool of myself. I'm still not sure how. But the point was that school was now in full swing…Which that meant tests. Which meant an excuse to have study sessions. Which was why we were actually talking about school at lunch.

"So," Clary, Jace's official girlfriend, says. (Yeah…I disliked her again.) "We should all have a study session for that test tomorrow in Social Studies." And by study session she meant 'an excuse for us all to hang out until midnight without our parents murdering us.'

Simon nodded. "Alright so who has the most food and the biggest room?" I've grown to like Simon. He could be annoying (like when he was checking out Izzy) but he was okay otherwise. I grinned and tried to cover up my smile by taking a drink of milk. (Which was terrible by the way, just saying.)

Magnus shrugged. "We could all probably hang at my place." Insert my embarrassing spit-take. Yeah, milk up the nose and everything. I felt so dumb.

After I get…uh clean Jace, the ass says, "I think that sounds awesome Magnus. What do you think Alec?"

If glares could kill Jace would be dead. "…Yeah. That sounds…great," is what I manage to choke out. We decide that we'll go to Magnus's at four tonight. I decide that it couldn't end well. Not that I didn't like Magnus. I just…well, things had gotten even more complicated with him. And Jace.

I loved Jace. But I was…oh what was the word…attracted? No, that wasn't it. I felt this like pull towards Magnus. But I still loved Jace. It didn't make sense.

"Alec?"

"Huh? What?"

Izzy was standing next to me lunch tray in her hand. Everyone else had left. "Alec lunch is over."

I clear my throat. "Oh…uh…yeah."

She frowns. "You okay?"

Heck no I wasn't okay! But I wasn't going to gripe to my little sister about my problems…at least not at school… "Of course."

Izzy gave me one of her patented 'this is not over' looks. She didn't buy it.

Alec's POV (later that day after school)

"JACE HURRY UP!" I pound on the door. "We have to leave in now!" I jump back as the door swings open and Jace struts through, his hair, clothes, and everything perfect.

He flashes me a smirk. "You can't rush perfection, Alec."

I snort and roll my eyes. "I'm not rushing perfection. I'm rushing you."

"Oh, how original Alec," Izzy says as she strolls in wearing a shirt that is way too low (in my opinion). "Besides, you shouldn't blame Jace for your relationship problems."

It's all I can do not to scream. And how did she know I was…I didn't tell her anything! "Okay, we really need to get going. We're going to be late."

The car ride was quiet. But I think that was mostly because no one wanted to make me mad while I was driving. Good choice by them. Unfortunately, it gave me time to think about what Izzy had said to me earlier...

!FLASHBACK!

Izzy barged into my room, as always. "This is going to be so much fun!"

I glared up at her through my bangs and grunted in disagreement before looking back to the floor.

Izzy instantly materialized at my side. "Okay, bro. Spill."

There was no way to get out of it. If Izzy wanted something she got it. So I told her. "I-" I paused. Did I want to tell her? I'd never told anyone before...but I was going to tell someone eventually right? "I'm...Izzy, I'm...gay."

At first she didn't say anthing. Which scared the hell out of me. What if she hated me? If Izzy hated me who could I trust? She was my closest confidant. I couldn't afford to have her hate me because of who I was.