And as I promised: right away next and final chapter DESU! :3 (Can you feel Grell's voice in your head?)

Grell: Stop immitating me. You think you can compare to me, the Queen of Fruits?

Jemika: Umm..no...Don't worry.

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Frustration.

Fear.

When their eyes met, he realized that he wasn't the only one who knew what was going on. The crimson orbs were set on him, giving no chance to look away, and it was nothing but plain proof that this game was serious. That running away was not an option.

So Ciel was going to put an end to this. He was going to show that Sebastian was just like almost any other person, that he wasn't bound by him, that he didn't need him.

That gaze took Ciel's breath away, and when the dance finished, he escaped on to the veranda and started gasping for air. He told himself that the dance tired him.

Another figure appeared beside him. He almost shrieked when he saw the nutcase Alois guy.

"The moon is nice. It's mysterious. There are only a number of things in this world that are as intriguing as this…"

Ciel was a little baffled – Alois' voice, character, everything about him was different. Instead of turning away, he found being unable to take his eyes of the blond.

"…one more thing is…these eyes."

Ciel hardly even processed the supposed compliment, when he felt a hand on his cheek. Alois face was only inches away as he stared into his eyes.

"That gaze…that deep deep…"

He felt Alois' breath on his neck. It made him shudder. The idea of physical contact was less revolting to him than before, but he still found it hard.

"…blue." Alois whispered in his ear, sending shivers down his back.

He moved his head away, making a big mistake. He exposed his neck. He never expected to feel a pair of teeth on his sensitive skin. The neck… A soft moan escaped his lips. He threw his neck back. When Ciel realized it was his own, he snapped his teeth shut so fast, that they clattered. He was about to push the blond, who definitely had a little too much too drink, away, but then he suddenly remembered.

He remembered how that idiot always remained oblivious to his feelings. How Sebastian could smile innocently while teasing him, or wearing that seductive smirk while 'accidentally touching him'. How serious Sebastian seemed during the waltz, and how Ciel was ready to get rid of all the mess in his head.

He grabbed Alois by the shirt and pushed him onto the wall in the corner. He heard him gasp but immediately shut his lips with his. Alois snapped from the pleasant shock and used the opportunity to slide his tongue into his mouth. Ciel wasn't going to lose either. He slipped his hands into his hair and tugged on it tightly. He bit the exposed neck, tracing kisses down the long neck. The other boy let out a moan and lost balance, sliding down the wall. Ciel sat on top of his knees. The voice in his head shouted 'insane!' but it was shut by Alois whine.

Yes, he didn't need Sebastian. Sebastian was a mere butler and Ciel's longing was merely his puberty. And it just happened that Sebastian was always with him. It was just a little misunderstanding.

Ciel forced the rest of his shivering away, and slid his hand under Alois' shirt. Meanwhile, the blond was planting bites, kisses and licks all over the other boy.

This was...lust. This was what he wanted.

Ciel heard the sound of a glass breaking and started. Someone must have dropped it, well Sebastian would take care of.. Then his eyes caught the shards of glass on the floor and spun round. Sebastian. Sebastian was standing there, looking at him.

"I'm sorry, bocchan, for interrupting."

"Se-."

"I will clean up, don't worry."

He didn't say anything. He acted like it didn't concern him. He didn't care!

Ciel screamed out. Something he wasn't sure he had ever done in his life.

Sebastian was already gone. Ciel got up, but slipped on the glass. A shard cut his hand, he got up and ran.

It hurt. It hurt. It hurt. It hurt. It hurt.

Ciel never cried before, and whatever it was, it was the closest it could get to tears.

Sebastian wouldn't say anything. He didn't even care. He stared at him as though he was disgusted. Or was he hurt? No he couldn't be hurt. He was a fucking demon!

Ciel ran across the corridor of his mansion, somehow managing to knock over the things that came in his way.

Then he suddenly stopped. Why was he doing all this anyway? It was all over. He got what he wanted.

No. He got what he deserved.

"Sebastian…"
_

Soft hands stroking his cheek, his hair, his face.

It could only be Sebastian.

"Sebastian!"

Ciel's eyes fluttered open. They were wet. The first time he cried was in his sleep.

"Bocchan…bocchan…bocchan…" The emotion in those words sent tears steaming again. Sebastian was beside him, holding him. But he couldn't face him.

"Bocchan, I'm sorry. I don't want to see you hurt. My precious bocchan…"

What was he going to do now? He couldn't look him in the eye. He couldn't…

"Bocchan, look at me. Are you awake?"

"..."

What a prick? Couldn't he see that his eyes were open?

Was he speaking to him even when he was asleep?

Ciel lifted his gaze, and a look of relief spread across Sebastian's face.

"Bocchan, you are alright! You fainted from blood loss! I went to get a broom to clean up the mess, and then I found you…"

Sebastian's worried face was turning into his usual innocent smile, slowly but steadily. What? He was going to keep smiling and brush it off, with a "I wish you happiness" look on his face? All his feeling of guilt, sorrow, fear and all the rest were simply – not there – not anymore.

"Kiss me."

Sebastian stood still. Ciel looked up at him, and once again stared into his orbs, challenging fire to battle. Nevertheless, that imbecile had the indecency to look away!

Ciel snapped.

He grabbed Sebastian by the collar, and pressed his lips against the others. He froze for a second, after feeling the lips he craved for so long. He grabbed the back of Sebastian's head and pulled him even closer. He pulled back, gasping for air.

"You disobeyed the order." He looked up at his butler, who looked just a little astonished.

"My apologies."

Ciel growled and reached for him again, when Sebastian caught his wrist.

"Wh-"

Ciel was captured. Sebastian locked his lips with his own and bit his lower lip. He couldn't stop. The feel of his bocchan made him hungrier and hungrier. For his body. He couldn't stop, he pushed him onto the bed, his tie came flying of, his shirt flew open. His neck was dominated by Sebastian's fangs, his body claimed property of the demon. And only him. Ciel belonged to him and he would devour him, both body and soul.

"Sebastian!" It was a half moan, half shout.

Sebastian's eyes flew open, stinging crimson fading away. He looked back at his bocchan, who pouted, almost grudgingly. His lips were red and bleeding, his neck full of bite marks and his face flustered, a layer of unhidden desire coating his eyes.

"I'm sorry bocchan, I'm so sorry…" Sebastian scooped him into his arms, his bocchan and held him as if for the last time. He got a little carried away. "To no one. I will not give you to anyone. Please don't give yourself to anyone. Belong to me. I will always be by your side, so stay with me. Don't let anyone else touch you. Don't let any-"

"Yes, Sebastian. I won't give myself to anyone but you. I will never belong to anyone but you. I will always stay by your side so stay with me. I won't accept milk so make me tea. Oh, and a cheesecake would be nice."

Ciel leaned in and brushed his lips against Sebastian's.


KaCHACK! First fic complete! Arigaatou minasan T-T

I went through this thanks to my readers~ :3 Here! A dozen of meat buns for each one of you ( and no need to mention the veggie buns C:)

I personally think that last two chaps were a big improvement, thanks to all the critisism (and praise), especially LovelyWickedDescet and Arteset!

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